Sister Teresa wanted to check on how her young charge, Claire, was coping without the Gift. She knew herself how a period of abstinence after a major assignment could seem like penury. Sister Claire had been told she would not share the Gift for at least a month. After fucking Father Filippo whenever she wanted, that would seem like a very long time.
"I know you have unclean thoughts," Teresa said with a gentle smile. "I assume you've found plenty of time to pleasure yourself."
"I try not to think about it," replied Sister Claire. "I tell myself that this is the life of other nuns. The ones who aren't as lucky as us."
"We become nuns to serve and to sacrifice ourself for others," Teresa reminded her. "And then the Gift is presented to us. Fucking men and women is part of our duties. You are a dedicated nun so you have a desire to resume sharing the Gift."
"Is it wrong to say that I am so fucking horny?" asked Sister Claire, almost in desperation.
Teresa tried hard to suppress her giggle. She understood exactly what Claire was talking about.
"The Gift is a wonderful privilege. But always remember that your first duty is to our Order." Teresa paused briefly. "And yes, it is fine to say that you are horny and need a good fuck."
"I didn't think that being in the inner circle would mean that I would have to go without. I had hoped it was the answer to my prayers about unclean thoughts."
"Its harder for you," granted Sister Teresa. "You had sex before entering the Order. You are not familiar with denial. For someone like me, I had much less experience. Maybe I don't miss it so much."
"Is that how you were chosen? Like me? Unclean thoughts?"
"I came from a more conservative family than you. But there were boys around. One in particular who served in our local church. I thought he was destined to become a priest."
"Because he was horny and wanted to have sex with you?"
"It was that young man who introduced me to unclean thoughts," confessed Sister Teresa. "He was obsessed with me and I became tempted."
She could remember still the nights lying awake in bed as her mind had been filled with thoughts of that young man. Her parents would have forbidden contact with the boy if they'd had any idea. But each night, Teresa had felt her body respond to those thoughts. The response grew stronger over time till she had no choice but to relieve her physical aching.
"There was no sex," Teresa explained. "Not proper sex. I remained a virgin. But he wanted to touch my pussy. We hid in the church offices one night and he tried to finger me. I thought it was quite awful. He was clumsy and inexperienced. And, I think, a little scared."
"The men who share the Gift with us now are such wonderful lovers. And the women, too."
"He made me touch him. Then I was scared. His penis became so hard. And the veins -- I was sure he was deformed." The two women shared a laugh. "He made me do it a few times, showing me how to rub him until he came. That was frightening the first time. But very exciting the next time. Still, I decided to turn my back on such things."
"Until later. When the unclean thoughts came to you again?"
"I spoke to my friend, Sister Mary. She told me not to approach the Mother Superior. But she sent me to a priest. He is a part of the secret inner circle and knew what to do with me."
"That priest... he was your first? He took your virginity?"
"Not quite. He is a lovely man. A bit like Father John is for you, I suppose. He calmed me, explained to me. Then I was sent to the Mother Superior."
"So what happened?"
"You can see it's a very complex thing, the Gift and our inner circle. That is necessary - for our protection. And you know that we also have a strict rule about not seducing other nuns. But the Mother understood. She encouraged me to visit Sister Mary again -- now she is our Mother Mary."
Mother Mary?... she was your first? You surrendered your virginity to a woman?"
"Yes. And why not? I was amazed at what she could do with her fingers and her mouth. And grateful. I truly saw heaven that first time and then every time after."
"Yes, its true," agree Sister Claire. "Even though I had sex before joining our Order, it was never as good as sharing the Gift." She almost blurted out about the intense anal fucking she'd had with Father Filippo. "I tell you, we are blessed with wonderful lovers."
"I thought I was going to be a lesbian," continued Teresa. "But our Mother sent me back to that priest. And he also showed me a glimpse of heaven. He has the most beautiful cock. He filled me with the Gift in ways I'd not imagined. I was so glad that I'd saved myself until a man like him."
"That sounds amazing," breathed Sister Claire, aware of a strong tingling in her cunt. "The Order expects us to be bi-sexual. But when you were teaching me... I sensed that maybe..."
"Mother Mary was my first. I never expected that. But its natural, I suppose, that my first experience of the Gift left strong desires for women. Now she is my Mother and my boss. And also my teacher and lover."
"But we should not have feelings for others," protested Claire.
"Its not love," explained Teresa, patiently. "I suppose I feel devoted to her. But Mother never lets emotions interfere with the Gift. Or serious fucking." Sister Teresa knew that the Mother Mary was happy with anyone who could give a proper licking to her butthole. "I stay close to our Mother because I hope to be promoted to her office, in time."
"I will pray for that, Sister," said Claire warmly. "As for me, I think I will always find that the Gift is stronger with men."