A few weeks later, no comments about that night with Don. The only change was sex became more frequent. I couldn't get up the courage to ask her about that change but I wasn't complaining. She had gotten more demanding in bed and I definitely like that, but nothing said, no surprise repeats. Nothing.
Finally I plucked up some courage and popped out with it, "So what was all of that about, last month with Don?"
"Has it really been that long? Doesn't seem like it. Oh well."
"So then what was it you were after? I mean you had said that you were trying to figure something out, did you decide that it wasn't for you or what?"
"Oh it was fun, and I may want to do it again at some time but it wasn't what I was after I don't think. I am still trying to figure that out."
"So let me see if I get this straight, you know that you want something else but you don't know what it is you want? So to try and figure this out you are experimenting away and not bothering to clue me in on what it is you are trying to do. This would go a whole lot easier if you would just open up and let me know what is going through that pretty little head of yours."
"Well it isn't that simple. You know I was brought up believing that sex wasn't something you enjoy, you just did it because as a wife, it is required. You made me like it, you opened my mind up to that possibility that it was much more than just my sucking on you a little bit then letting you mount up, get on, get off, go to sleep."
"So you are trying to figure out what you have been missing?" this scared me because while I like watching some of those cuckolding videos and our 'extra dick' experience had some of those kinds of qualities, the thought of letting some guy use her while talking down to me just, well I don't think I could handle that.
"Not really, just some pent up desires I wasn't really aware I had. I am trying to come to terms with the 'deviance' of those desires and I am just conflicted. So I am trying to just see where it goes. Why? Do you want Don to come back over, maybe this time fuck that pretty ass of yours?"
Well the bluntness of that pole axed me. "Uh. Er.." I stuttered.
"Well if that is what you want just ask, don't tap dance around it."
"It isn't that, I really want to know what it is you were trying to do. But I will not deny that I might like for there to be a repeat, now and again, but that isn't the ulterior motive behind my starting this talk."