Chapter Two
Eric
Our lips locked together for what seemed like an hour. There is no way to describe the feeling that I get when we kiss. I am truly lost for that moment. We separated, and I had to clear my head for a moment before I came back to our time and place. "Are you sure about this", you asked?
I laughed again and said that as usual I am rarely sure about anything, but that this just feels right. You said that you felt the same way, that the mood just seemed right tonight. "I just want to make sure that you are ready for this" you said. "I want you to take complete control. I want you to tell us both what to do. You know what I enjoy. I want you...and I want you to be able to just let go and enjoy this experience."
I kissed you on the forehead and told you that I would do the best I could, as I always do when I am around you. I told you that I had better go downstairs and find Nick. We both knew that he was nervous and I wanted to ease his fears. You offered to, and I knew that you could easily make him feel wanted, but in this case I understood a little better than you what might be on his mind. I think that you sensed this too and didn't argue with me, a minor miracle. You told me to take my time and that you were going to get a little more comfortable while I went to get him.
At first I couldn't find him, and then I saw the light coming from my office at the end of the hall. I walked in and found him examining the Asian artwork and various project citations that I had collected over the years. "I didn't realize that you travelled overseas....are you there a lot" He asked?
I answered that I did, and told him about my most recent business venture to China and Vietnam, although I did not mention the secondary reason for that particular visit. Maybe if we got to know each other better. I thought that very unlikely. He started to fidget with items from my bookshelves. Various items that I had designed and tested. I knew that we needed to get the air cleared. I told him how much I appreciated him coming back here with us.
"You must do this a lot" he said, turning away to look out the window.
I told him that this was the first time that we had ever done this. He turned back to face me so abruptly that he nearly tripped over the coffee table that he had just circled.
"I find that hard to believe. You both just seem so...relaxed about this. And Renee, she is just so sexy. I mean, if I had a girlfriend like her....." he trailed off. I told him that although this was the first time that we had invited someone into our house for the purpose of fantasy play, we had discussed it on many occasions. We are relaxed because we both understand that this is fantasy, meant for enjoyment of all three of us.
I also told him that you and I trusted each other completely. That seemed to strike a note with him. He considered this for a moment and the nervousness seemed to melt from the air. He asked me about a few of the projects that I had worked on, and we found that we had actually worked for the same client last year, although on different types of work. We were just finding an easy rhythm when you called down from upstairs saying that we were being very rude by leaving you to drink alone. I motioned for Nick to head upstairs, and let him to leave my office first while I turned off the light and made a quick check to make sure that I had not left anything visible on my desk that could prove to be embarrassing if seen. With a sigh of relief I followed Nick up the stairs and into the den.
I noticed right away that you had changed into the soft gray t shirt that we had purchased on our last trip together. I loved the way it hugged your body in all the right places, and felt a tingle course through my body as I remembered the last time that you wore it, and how you felt in my arms. I knew intuitively that you were wearing nothing under the soft cotton, and wondered if Nick knew the same. The way his eyes followed you across the room I felt sure that if he didn't know that to be true, he was certainly hoping that it was.
I suggested that we go out to the porch. You chided me that you were already two steps ahead, and that our drinks were waiting and the music was playing. I was about to ask you who's play list you had put on, but thought better of it. I knew that you would find the right thing. It was amazing at times how tuned our thinking could be.