Vicky and I were cuddling and making out in the shower for sometime.
I slowly pulled back from him and felt a bit dizzy and weak after my first orgasm. I felt my body had become soft and tender and I was melting from inside.
I recollected my senses as the lust subsided. I didn't say a word and quickly wrapped my towel around and ran out. I quickly dressed up and wanted to get out of there. I didn't want to face Vicky after that.
Aman was still deep asleep from last night's drinking.
I picked up my stuff and rushed to the door. Vicky was standing there with his hands folded.
"That's all?"
"Vi... Vicky.. I.. I... am sorry. I shouldn't have let that happen. It was like I lost myself in the heat of the moment."
Vicky came closer and held my face. "It's OK Radha". He smiled at me.
I hugged him and started crying.
Vicky said "Its ok that you enjoyed yourself a little and had a good time. There is no guilt or shame. You are an adult and we both consensually made out".
"What about Dhivya?"
"What about her? We are not a couple. Dhivya and I are just having sex."
"What about us? What about me? Are we also starting to have just sex? I am not sure I can do that. I am with Aman because I wished for a life with him. I don't know if I can have casual sex with anyone".
Vicky was silent.
I walked out of the door.
***
The next few days I was disturbed a lot. I couldn't face Aman or Vicky. Worse... Dhivya was sitting in my class and she would sometime try to come and talk to me but I made some lame excuses and avoided her.
Aman wanted our usual Friday nights but I avoided that saying I wasn't keeping well and I wanted a break. It irritated him because he couldn't get what he wanted and for the first time in our relationship I wasn't giving him what he wanted.
This deadlock remained for a couple of weeks.
***
I was at the college library to pickup some books to prepare for projects during the semester holidays.
It was an afternoon and there were hardly few students.
I saw Dhivya entering the library. I wanted to avoid her but she was heading straight to my direction.
It was awkward and I didn't want to make a scene there. I smiled at her uncomfortably.
She had a cold stone face. She knew.
"Dhivya... I... I..."
"What? You fucked Vicky?"
"No... it's not like that.. We didn't.. We.. We just made out. It was a mistake."
"Did you both cum?"
I dropped my chin down. I couldn't face her.
"So that's an yes"
"I am sorry Dhivya...."
"Did you enjoy it Radha? Was it good?"
"I.. I.."
"Should I tell Aman about how Vicky came on your royal white ass while Aman was sleeping in the next room?"
"nooo... Please.."
Suddenly Dhivya started laughing.
The library staff had to hush her from a distance. Dhivya smiled at me and said "You stupid conservative girl. We are cool".
I was relived and felt confused at the same time.
"listen Radha.. I came to talk to you about something else. We are planning for a trip to Coorg. Do you want to come along? It will be fun".
I asked "We means.. You and Vicky? I.. I.. Don't know if I would be comfortable that way".
"Shut up Radha. I am not asking you to join us for a threesome. I have someone else in mind for that" Dhivya winked.
"Who are the others?"
"My cousin Deepak and Basil from Vicky's class. I am the only girl in the group. I don't have a problem with that but just wanted to ask if you can join".
Deepak was Dhivya's younger cousin and he was studying in another college. Obviously Dhivya's threesome hint didn't mean Deepak. He was one of those nerdy kids and I had met him few times when he came to see Dhivya. He was fair and of average height and build. But he had a woman like air about the way he walked and talked.
Basil was Aman and Vicky's classmate. In fact Aman and Basil never got along well. Basil was a rouge and a bigger bully than Aman and they had a lot of conflicts between them.
I was also one of the reasons. When I was in 1st year, Basil tried flirting with me. He proposed to me but I refused. Basil was tall, dark and huge. I was very fair and I felt like a dwarf in front of him. I thought I was elite and classy for Basil and we were not a good match. And we were from different religions too. My conservative family will outcast me if they find out that I am dating a muslim boy.
I fell for Aman instead.
When it became a public knowledge that Aman and I make out in the car park and rumors that I go and stay with Aman during weekends, Basil got furious. But he never showed anything to me and continued to be nice to me. All his anger turned on Aman and Basil started openly sledging and bullying him.
Going with Basil would be a problem. Aman will go mad.
Dhivya looked at me understandingly and said "I know Radha. I know you are worried about Aman. But don't think others don't know about what he does to you. Do you think if you suck his cock sitting in a car, nobody will notice?"
I was silent.
"Come on Radha. You are in an abusive relationship. Its time you acknowledge that. College is the best phase of your life and you should have a little fun. We will keep this trip as a secret"
I looked at Dhivya and nodded my head in acknowledgment.
Dhivya chuckled and said "I am going to enjoy myself with Vicky and Basil. You are luckier than I am. You have three guys to choose from".
I blushed and said "Shut up Dhivya. I will just come along for fun trip. Just some drinks and fun. Ok?"
When the semester holidays started, Aman left for Delhi. I told Aman that I will be going to my home town.
Coorg plan was a secret.
***
We were to drive from Bangalore to Coorg. We managed to arrange for a big SUV.
I was the last one to reach the rendezvous spot and others were waiting.