It was late afternoon on a week day and Peter was out of town for a business seminar so I thought that I might spend a few hours in the pool relaxing. While pouring myself a glass of my favorite white, I noticed yesterday's cleaner bag of his dress shirts laid over the back of a chair that I had forgot about so I decided to put them away.
A few moments later I found myself in his clothes closet, just kind of looking around and thinking about him and where to put that bundle of dress shirts. I seldom go in his walk in closet because we each have our own and he prefers his clothes laundered the certain way he feels that only he can accomplish and of course I'm happy with that arrangement.
I lifted and hooked the hangers on the rod and while separating them so they wouldn't wrinkle, I kind of looked around. There were his ties all hanging in the various color groups next to his suits that were sorted light to dark and his sports polo's and shorts that were all in a perfect pairing and then I noticed something out of the ordinary on top of the wire shelf in the corner to the left of his jewelry box.
When I reached up to pull it down I recognized it to be a man's black silk dress hanky and an unidentified disk in a little cellophane wrapping that the hanky must have come in. The silk looked a bit soiled and as I unfolded it, it appeared a little crusty like the crotch of a woman's panty after she had worn them for a while.
I stepped out into our bedroom and slipped the disk in our player and turned on the T V. What I saw next literally made my moth drop open.
Here's my husband Peter fucking the shit out of my friend Mary and before I could turn it off, there was Don doing me doggie style. I would have thought this to be a cruel joke or a product of some form of a date rape drug but from the audio both Mary and I were constantly cuming and begging for more like a couple of porn stars and now I couldn't take my eyes off the screen.
At the conclusion, Don was explaining to Peter how to use the hanky that I now held in my hand, to collect vaginal juice and orders for some kind of sick trophy. Instantly I was angered, bewildered and confused and I started to cry. I needed to get my thoughts together, I felt that a course of action was in order but I didn't know what course, but I did know that I had to calm down.
I started to dial Mary, but canceled the call until I decided what I should actually say to her. I went out to the pool, took a lounger in the shade and sipped my wine trying to calm down and quit shaking.
Near the end of the first bottle, it dawned on me and I'm sure that it wasn't all from the effects of the wine, but I knew that I had to address a few hard facts:
1) How in the world can I find this that offensive due to the fact that I (we) were enjoying the sex and literally being pleasured over and over to the point of an afterglow, besides the morning after I remember literally waking and feeling freaky marvelous. A feeling that lasted for many hours.
2) Though this whole promiscuous sharing thing is something I would never permit ordinarily, the fact that I was obviously under the influence of something, removed the moral burden of being wildly pleased by multiple partners along with any associated guilt of me being shared by my husband.
3) If I (we) were to play our cards right, we could basically manipulate each future scenario to include any partner we had ever fantasized about, right in front of our husbands and with their approval and all the while them thinking that it was their Idea and they would never be the wiser.
Never be the wiser, never be the wiser, that phrase stuck in my head and as I started to become aroused thinking of all of the guiltless sex that I could have, all of this became so overwhelming to me, I knew that I needed a way to recruit Mary in this big scheme of future sexual possibilities.
I decided to invite her over and to feed her enough wine (grapes and cheese) prior to telling her about our husband's antics, hoping it would help to calm her reactions much as it did mine.
When I phoned, she said "that sounds perfect Jess, Don is out with some businessmen on his monthly six hour golf-o-thon, so I'll grab my suit and come right over" and I opened another bottle and set the stage at our family room's entertainment theater.
After she arrived and had her first glass, I told her that I had something a bit controversial to show her but only if she promised to keep an open mind. When she asked me what It was, I handed her the little cellophane pack containing the soiled hanky and that disk and said, "pull it out and unfold it."
As she complied, I asked her to please just watch and try not to comment until after she had seen everything. She grinned and said, "now you have my full undivided attention" and I hit play.
Mary took in everything that was displayed on the flat screen and listened to every sound and word and when it ended she looked down at the stained silk in her hand and said, "that bastard!"
Before she could react any further, I said "Take a moment and think of the possibilities that we have in front of us Mary. Look at the pleasure we had without even knowing it."
Mary responded, "that's the damn problem, it was done without us even knowing it, that bastard!"
And I responded, "That's my point exactly, we could never and would never have that type of fun and pleasure if we knew about it without feeling like sluts or guilty, or any other endless amounts of taboo pressures spawned by this type of thing."
Mary asked, "what do you mean, exactly?"
I said, "say we play along next time, but avoid whatever it is that they gave us without them knowing it."
Mary asked, "and what will that give us?"
I immediately fired back, "carnal pleasures without boundaries and the hassles and pressures of all the stigma associated with wives having as good a sexual time as their husbands seem to always want, and no and I mean no regrets the morning after. Mary, we can even suggest other couples for those evenings our husbands plan these antics or better yet, their single friends if they bite on it. Wasn't it you that told me not too very long ago you would like to jump the bones of that eighteen year old jock student that lives next door?"
Mary said, "yes but that was just a fantasy, I really don't need as much sex as Don always seems to want."
I reacted, "Mary, it's not whether you do or don't need it, it's the pressures and hassles associated with it. Without any of that, wouldn't you enjoy it more and more often?"