April wasn't true to her word.
Almost immediately upon coming home, she got together with her best friend, Melody Meador, whom she's known since they were both twelve. They had gone through Eckstein (middle school) and Roosevelt (high school) almost as if they were joined at the hipâexcept those numerous times when April went off to one party after the other, and flitted from one boy to the other, while Melody stayed at home studying. It wasn't that Melody wasn't attractive. Very petite at five foot two, she radiated dark beauty with her well-coiffed jet-black hair, her olive complexion, and the luscious curves on her slender body. But she professed to be exceedingly choosy when it came to the male of the species, expressing lofty disdain at the clumsy antics of the immature boys who asked her out or sometimes tried to take greater liberties. She made sure to tell
them
where to get off! She secretly envied April's ease with boys, but wasn't bold enough to follow her example.
As she listened to April's incredible story of their vacation in Mexico, her jaw dropped and her eyes widened.
"
Both
you and your mom!" Melody cried. Like almost everyone else, she regarded Carolyn as April's real mom; for in every sense but the biological one, she was.
"Yup," April said smugly.
"Butâbut aren't you
jealous?
I mean, God! If I took up with the same guy my mom took up withâassuming my dad was out of the pictureâI'd be furious!"
"Well, I'm not. Share and share alike, I say."
"Isn't
she
jealous?"
"I guess she feels the same way. Anyway, I got to him firstâby a few hours." She chuckled, recalling Kumar's impressive feat of bedding one woman in the afternoon and another in the evening.
"God, he must be a superman!"
"I don't know about that. I guess we inspired him!"
"I'll say!"
"But you got to keep quiet about this. My mom will chop my head off if she learned I told you."
"Do I get to meet him?"
"Sure. He'll be here in a few weeks."
"Omigod! And you're going to . . .?"
"Going to what?"
"You know . . . sleep with him."
"Well, of course."
"And your mom?"
"Sure. I don't get to keep him all to myself."
"This is just crazy, you know."
"Oh, it'll be fine. It all depends on your attitude. There's plenty of him to go around."
Even though both April and Melody were preparing to enter the University of Washington that fall, the wait for Kumar to arrive proved more trying than April expected. She tried to keep busy getting ready for college, even though she was going to spend at least her freshman year at home, to save money. All manner of things had to be done, from buying school supplies to bidding goodbye to friends who were going to college farther away; even so, the days dragged, and April sometimes had to spend nights hugging her pillow in a pathetic attempt to pretend she was cuddling with Kumar.
What she didn't know was that Carolyn was going through the same difficulty.
Staying in touch with him by phone, email, and other virtual methods was profoundly dissatisfying to her, and she was counting off the days when she could once again feel the ineffable peace and comfort of being wrapped in his arms. She and April, on those rare moments (usually over dinner) when they were together, found themselves tongue-tied: determined as they were to avoid the central subject on both their minds, they raised the specter of Kumar all the more vividly by that silence. Carolyn couldn't believe that she was scrutinizing her own stepdaughter in a hypercritical wayâand, worse, lapsing into horrible comparisons between herself and April.
Does Kumar like her boobs better than mine? They're bigger, after all. But bigger isn't always better, is it? Mine are still pretty firm after all these years. April's hips are a bit more ample than mine, tooâbut most guys these days like slender females, don't they? The "waif" look may have gone out of style, but no one wants a woman who's heavy in the midsection. Not that April is anywhere close to being fat. But I do have a feeling she oozes sex a lot more visibly than I do. I'm no prude (whatever my first husband may have thought), but I'm not going to jump into bed with every man who comes along. But didn't I do exactly that with Kumar? No! He was special, he was different. It really doesn't matter that he was with April first, does it?
The weeks finally passed, and when the two women went to fetch Kumar from the airport, Carolyn all but flung herself into his armsâand at his surprised and rather tentative embrace (Kumar didn't care for public displays of affection), she couldn't refrain from a choking sob that almost led to a crying jag. Only with supreme restraint did she turn that jag into a shaky laugh, followed by a wet, messy kiss on his mouth.
As Kumar tried to deal with Carolyn's emotions, he gave a befuddled glance in the direction of April, who was standing behind her stepmother and looking at him in a way that said:
Well, what do you expect of a middle-aged woman who hasn't had a man between her legs for three years before you came along?
But she was fooling herself. When Kumar pried himself out of Carolyn's grasp to give some attention to her stepdaughter, April had to hold in her own tears as Kumar engulfed her in his arms and kissed the top of her head.