Chapter 14 - ON MY OWN AND ON THE STREET
(NOTE TO READER: One of my followers suggested that I might start my chapters with a comment about my story. As many have surmised, this is not a story of fiction. My writing reflects real events in my life. As described to one reader, "
As written, the timeline is probably 90% accurate; the dialogues are probably 85% accurate. But the overall story line is 100% accurate. From beginning to end, my story carried on for almost 6 years. The earlier days are actually the most vivid and those are the experiences that I share in my writing." I cannot change who I was. I truly enjoyed the majority of my experiences. The major casualty of my chosen life was the damage that happened between my family and me. My family would eventually discover my activities and banished me from the family. Chinese shame is not something to be challenged. Unfortunately, I have been fully estranged from my family for over ten years.)
Monday morning, my parents were up around 5:30 AM. Despite my limited sleep I woke from their sounds. I hadn't seen them since Friday. When they last saw me, I was their somewhat innocent daughter. Now I was their daughter, the full blown bi-sexual prostitute and slut. Before going downstairs to see them I looked at myself in the mirror. The hickey on my neck had reddened. I quickly covered it with foundation and it faded away. I would not have been able to hide the one on my shoulder with even an inch thick layer of makeup, so I put on a top that covered it.
My mom was excited to see me. She asked me all about what I had done that weekend... "Well mom, had sex with a girl and I got fucked by about 20 guys. A third of them were black and one was my boss. And guess what mom? All the black guys came inside me! And the best part is they all paid me. Your daughter is a total prostitute!"
Well, maybe I didn't say that. I told her that Mae and I just hung out together. But then I started the lie and told her about a friend of Mae's that came over. I explained that she was able to get me a job working at a restaurant. There was a lot of cash to be made. Although I would have to work late, I could do it the rest of the summer before I went back to school. She was really happy for me.
She asked how much I might be able to make and I told her, "Maybe a hundred or two cash every night," in my mind I was thinking I might earn that every thirty minutes. I told her I was going to start my first shift that night, and depending upon how it went, I might get to work every night that week. She said that she was happy for me and encouraged me to work as much as possible because I probably wouldn't be able to do it once school started.
She told me she moved my clothes from the washer to the dryer for me. She said she thought they might be dry already. And then she gave me look that didn't make me feel too comfortable. I just thanked her and decided I should go out to the garage and collect them.
I pulled the clothes from the dryer and folded them. I looked at the panties and there was still a stain in them. Had she noticed? Was that why she gave me the look. But then I saw why. There were five condom packets sitting on top of the washer. I forgot to take them out of the skirt pocket! They must have come out during the wash!
I grabbed the condoms and my clothes and brought them upstairs. My mom never made mention to me of the condoms. Did she wonder why I had so many? Was she thankful I was using protection (even though I only used the condoms less than half the time)?
My parents left for work and I reminded them I would be starting my new job at the restaurant. I told them I would be gone before they came home and would not be home until after they were in bed. My mom, who had worked in a restaurant when she was in college, knew the value of tips and ironically said, "I hope you have a lot of customers." I hoped for the same thing.
I went to my bathroom to take a shower. I was ready to jump into the shower and I thought about the potential of the day and realized that there was always the possibility for anal sex and opted to clear my bowels (sorry to be so gross, but it had to be done). As it turned out, it was a good practice. Afterwards I showered and was certain to clean my pussy and my ass inside and out.
I dried my hair and put on my makeup. I did a half-ass job at covering my bite marks. Since I was alone, I walked around the house nude. I walked downstairs and I saw Lucy outside the sliding glass door. She stared at me wanting her breakfast. I had completely forgotten about her. So the same as my routine had been the previous week, I walked into the backyard the same way I had come into the world: completely naked. I looked up and Pete was waiting at the window. I gave him a wave and he returned with a wave, as well.
I tended to Lucy's water and food. Pete watched me the entire time. Finished with my chore, I gave Pete a wave goodbye and went back inside.
I walked upstairs to my room and pulled out the skirt and top I had worn the night before. The cum stains came out of the skirt. And then I considered the top and how it looked after I tied the straps. I really liked how it looked on me. I wanted the look to be permanent. I untied the straps and estimated the length. Using scissors, I cut both straps to shortened them. Using needle and thread, I reattached the straps. I then pulled the top over my head. My adjustments were a little shorter than I was attempting. No matter how much I tugged on the top, my lower areola were exposed on both boobs. In other words, it was perfect.
I had hoped to leave by 8:00, but I didn't quite make that target. A few minutes after 8:00 I called for a cab. They said they could have a cab to me in 20 to 25 minutes. I went to my bedroom and picked out some clothes. I put on the skimpiest dress that I owned. It would only be for the travel to the motel. I intended to take it off as soon as I got to my motel room. The dress really needed underwear, so I obviously decided not to wear any. But, I did grab some panties and a bra, stuffing them into my backpack.
I collected three of the 10-packs of condoms that I had stashed away. I put them into the backpack along with the wipes and a tube of KY. The shoes that Mae had given me were still in the backpack. I packed my skirt and newly adjusted top.
I flipped through my closet to see if there were any other clothes I should bring. As I did I saw the dress that Terry asked that I would wear to work. He was right, when I wore that dress it almost looked like I wasn't wearing a bra, so going braless would be ok. I flipped through and stumbled upon my song girl uniform from high school. I thought to myself, 'That could be fun on the right date'. I found another short skirt and a translucent button-down blouse to could go with it. I put the skirt and blouse into my backpack. I heard a car pull up and looked out my window that faced the street. It was the taxi; my carriage had arrived.
I grabbed my backpack and went to the taxi. It was not a long ride, but it was long enough that my phone rang. I answered, "Hi, this is Vanessa." The man on the other end asked if I was available. I told him that I was and that I was staying downtown. I asked him when he would like to meet. I suggested 9:30 and he agreed. Then he asked about my menu and I asked if he was married. He said that he was. Not very discreetly I said, "3 with a condom, 5 bare, and 7 if you want my ass. You can decide when we meet." I gave him my room number and said I would meet him at 9:30. It was a routine of questions that I would come to use on nearly every phone call I would receive. After the call, I looked at the driver through the rearview mirror. He was Indian. I don't know if he understood what the conversation was all about, but I never really cared either.
We arrived at the motel a few minutes before 9:00. When I got to the room, the bed was already made. Other than the bed being made, the room looked the same as I had left it. The bottles of Gatorade were on the table and I decided it would be a good idea to take in some liquid since I did not eat or drink anything before I left the house.
I changed my clothes and put on the same skirt and adjusted top as I had worn the night before. It only took a minute to get dressed and I went into the bathroom to see how I looked. I looked in the mirror and thought I looked sexy, but mostly slutty; I wanted slutty. I started rubbing my breasts and my nipples became hard. Their points were obvious through my top. I pulled up the hem of my skirt. I lifted it until I could just see the edge of my pussy below the hemline. I turned around and my cheeks were clearly visible. Yes, this was the look that I wanted.