Dear diary,
Yesterday was my birthday and so much happened, I need to put everything down paper to not forget any detail of what happened... first of all I woke up and had a lovely breakfast in bed brought by Clement, my lovely boyfriend. It was amazing and he was so sweet to prepare the scrambled eggs that I like so much. Then, I prepared myself for the concert and we went to the hall where i had to perform. I played quite well, people enjoyed it, we received nice comments and feedback from the audience. The whole day went pretty well. But then... oh boy...
After the concert, we were both tired so we decided to go back to the hotel to relax. It was so nice to be back at our room, I needed to take off my heels, and lie down on the bed. He gave me this beautiful pen as a present, I was really grateful. But I didn't expect what would happen next. As we were hugging, Clement suddenly told me that he had planned a little extra something for me and that I needed to open the next package. He gave me this red box and I cut the paper to see this beautiful black lingerie set. He asked me to go to the bathroom, get changed and to wait before I would come back in the room. I didn't understand what was going on, but I was excited to find out. So, I did as he asked and waited in the bathroom. Then, I heard him calling me and I went back to the room. And there he was... with Alex.
I was totally taken aback. I had seen him before, but I never really spent so much time with him. I had mostly heard about him from Clement. He told me that they were friends, but that he had been somtimes a bit jealous of him, because he was so successful and that all the girls loved him when they studied together. And there he was, sitting on the bed with Clement. He was really handsome and he had such a big grin on his face. And his hair... it was so hot to see his blonde hair falling on his forehead. I said hello and Clement told me that Alex was also a present for my birthday. I didn't understand what he meant at first, but then he said that because I always fantasized about doing it with two guys he decided to give me the opportunity for my birthday. I was so shocked, I didn't know what to say. He explained to me that he wanted me to be perfectly satistifed and that he understood that sometimes women wanted to try new things, and that he was okay with it. I looked at him, trying to guess if he was serious.
But he looked so honest... I couldn't believe that he was telling me that he was okay sharing me with another man. I felt myself getting out of breath but also a bit excited... I couldn't believe it, was I really going to live up my fantasy? With Alex? I looked at Clement again. He looked so sweet and innocent, he was still holding the pen he had given me as a present... I wanted to say yes, but I was afraid of what he would think of me, if he would still like me after. He told me that he had told Alex to stop if I didn't want it to happen, so that I was completely free of doing what I wanted. I looked at him again, and he was smiling at me as he reassured me that I had a complete freedom on my birthday. I looked at Alex again, he was looking at me too, he had this look of desire on his face... he was so sexy... I looked one last time at Clement. He was still smiling at me and looking at me with so much love in his eyes... I knew I wanted to do it. I had fantasies since so long about it and Clement was finally giving me the opportunity for the first time... I could not say no to this. I looked at Alex and nodded.
