I've thought about this down to the letter. I've waited for a while, but the day had finally come. My nerves are shot, I'm tense and still unsure about what was coming. I'm the good girl, the innocent one that every man wishes he could have. The one that is shy about their body, not wanting to disappoint the expectations of anyone.
My husband and I have been together for nearly 3 years. He knows me inside and out. That is why it surprised him so much that I went along with the seeming joke that he and a co worker had made months before. Anthony was a tall, medium toned, handsome, well dressed, and very convincing salesman. Eyes of light brown, and a head of hair to match it. My husband, anything and everything that I ever wanted in a man. Tall, dark, handsome, not too skinny. I like some meat on the bones.
However, my interests were sparked by a conversation between he and Anthony. Not unlike men to talk about their sexual relations and brag to other men, these two were discussing the hummer that I had given Seth the night before.
"Anthony's wife ain't into that sort of thing anymore" Seth told me. He also mentions that Anthony asked to borrow me to try it out. Hes seen pictures of me and met me on numerous occasions. I think it is all a joke so I brush the thought to the side. But this idea, is now in my head, brewing, pondering. It sounds exciting. But that just is not me, I could never do that. I married to Seth, and want no other....right? Needless to say, the idea turned to more. And now here we are faced with the task at hand.
Dinner was excellent. Table has been cleared, wine bottle stands empty in the center. The leftovers have been put away, the dishes are done. And the kids are sleeping soundly. We are all sitting on the couch in the living room. I am seated next to Seth on one end. Leaning next to him, his hand in mine. He loves to be loved on. Why am I so nervous? Nothing much on TV tonight. Nothing unusual for a Saturday night.
My attention is snapped back to the guys when Anthony speaks to me. So, ummm, Kelsey, Seth tells me you are pretty gracious with the blow jobs... I look at Seth nervously, no surprise he has a grin on his face. My reply...I give the way I receive. My heart starts to pound as I know the ball is rolling.
Without saying another word, Anthony rises to his feet and steps over to me. He takes my face in his hands and bends down and kisses my forehead. He runs his fingers through my hair, pushing it out of my face to reveal my big brown innocent eyes. I'm trembling like a leaf. He kisses my cheek grabbing my neck with his huge hand and then moves to my lips. I am hesitant to return the kiss, not sure of what I am supposed to do next. I feel the reassuring touch of Seth's hand move across my back. The tension in my body lets go a level. I return the kiss long, deep, and slow.
Anthony pulls me to my feet standing with him now. I'm confused when he stands me in the middle of the room and returns to sit on the couch. He sees the confusion on my face. he tells me "You are not allowed to speak." "Seth and I will tell you what to do." As I open my mouth to protest, Anthony shushes me. "OK, now, I want you to start by taking that belt off." I do as I am told. "Now the jeans..." I look for some reassurance from Seth. Hes got a huge smile on his face, and a bulge in his pants. So does Anthony.