I like having someone in my life but the problem is that most guys are the jealous types. I would find a bad boy type with a thick dick and try to be with him only. Never worked. Then fight about cheating etc. It was a revolving door of boyfriends like that for years.
In 1995 I met the man who had it all figured out. He was my mentor and friend. We didn't even have sex till 2001. He was my captain when I was a paramedic with the fire department. There was a lot of dicks there. Jim really pushed me to be better and stop sucking off my co-workers on evenings and overnights. He taught me about me. How love and sex are different and some people figure it out and some don't. After 2001 I went to nursing school and we dated each other on and off for years. Then one day I was at the supermarket and he came around the corner and our eyes met and he walked over wrapping his arms around me gave me the kiss of a lifetime. So passionate, so meaningful, so special I melted in his arms. He broke the kiss and looked into my eyes and told me that he loved me, that he had for years. I had tears in my eyes and I told him the same. It's been a fun ride since. We have talked marriage many times. When I'm drunk I will sometimes plan our wedding. So who knows, but a piece of paper isn't going to change my sexual desiresπ
He is also the guy that started my spoon kink. The first time we fucked. He shot a load that went from my sloppy holes to my face and hair with volume and accuracy. I was taken aback by how much cum there was. As I laid there I scooped up a dollop and sucked it off my finger and told him how good he tasted. He eats lots of mangos yummm. He picked up a spoon from his desk and started scooping the cum off of me and feeding it to me. I was hooked on the spoon feeding. I now keep a spoon in my purse. It was so nasty and hot. So I have done that for thousands of guys now and still get the same reaction. Dropped jaw and dicks getting hard again.
He is the only guy I can tell anything too and there is no prejudice. I share everything with him. If I get dick he knows it. When I am traveling and get dicks, I FaceTime him so he can see and he knows I am safe. I know he has a few women he fucks when I am gone. A few we have shared. Sex is just fun. I love him, I play with random cocks because it is fun. He knows I am a flirt and when I am really manic he takes me out and challenges me. Not just to suck someone off in the Sheetz parking lot, but he bets me a $1 that I won't have carnal relations with our waiter at the restaurant during our meal. Or he bet me a $1 I won't flirt with a group of college boys and offer them bj's. Best bet ever was in Las Vegas. We left the room with me doing a cum walk and he bet me a $1 that I could not have carnal relations with 10 guys before midnight. Game was on!!! I won a $1. Just fun stuff. We have a saying. "First in the morning last at night. Everything else is just for fun".
I will go out with Melissa and get fucked or suck guys off at a bar etc I get home with cum dripping out of me and end up getting a good fucking by him while I tell him about my night.
Example: I left my car at the hospital and went out with another nurse named Mary. We changed at work. I had a tight top and a normal mini skirt and boots. Not a tiny mini skirt like I would wear if my BF was taking me out trolling for dick or if I was stopping at a gloryhole.