(Please read âJenny - The First Chapterâ before reading this chapter)
Do you remember those questions I was asking myself as I slowly recovered from what could only be described as an orgy of unrestrained sexual pleasure?
My mind had been in a spin.
Had I got the job that I wanted?
Did it matter?
What would work be like tomorrow?
Could I ever face Mr. Clarke again?
As my mind started to clear I collected myself and my clothing together, becoming painfully aware that I would have to face him again whether I liked it or not. I needed a job and I particularly needed this promotion. I believe they call it Hobsonâs choice, in other words no choice!
Terry and I left the office together, silently returning to the car and driving home without exchanging a word. We all know how after sex all you want to do is curl up and sleep, well that is all I wanted to do. I couldnât face any long discussions or guilt trips this evening.
We got home, showered, had a quick microwave dinner, a glass of brandy and went to bed. Hardly trading a word or glance, as though we both knew we just wanted to be silent.
The first thing that caught my attention as light broke through my partially open eye lids, was Terry dressing for work.
âWhat time is it?â I asked as I rubbed my eyes and yawned. âSevenâ he turned his head briefly towards me as he continued to pull up his trousers âIâm due in at eight.â
Suddenly the events of the previous evening rushed into my head and I needed to say something.
âTerryâ I felt awkward and the words didnât flow. âTerry my love.â
He sat at the end of the bed and looked at me.
âJen I never knew you were like that orâŚ.â looking a little perplexed.
âlike what?â sitting upright in bed. âOr what Terry?â
âWellâŚâ he paused as he struggled to say what he wanted too.
âlike what?â I sounded more determined.
âWellâŚâŚ.. so enthusiastic aboutâŚâŚ.. sex orâŚâ he was blushing âso open about what you wanted. You have never been like that when we have been making love.â
I knew he was right, I had hardly ever used the F*** word in my life let alone during sex and had never had sex with more than one person at a time. Infact I had not slept with many men in my life, probably only about three before Terry. I could also safely say I had never in all my life had such strong orgasms as I had had that evening, Mr. Clarke had taken me places that no one else had ever taken me to before.
It was very weird as I was not attracted to him, infact he repulsed me a little and I cringe at the thought of this overweight balding 52 year old lecherous man touching me. He seemed at that moment to have this power over me and I was completely at his mercy, he made me feel very tarty and for some unknown reason that awakened something deep inside me that had never been tapped before. And the worrying thing is the prospect of something similar occurring again excites me.
âTerry I donât know whyâŚâ (Well Iâm not going to tell him what I have just admitted to you am I!) âŚhe just âŚ.he just sent me crazyâ quickly adding to it âit was for you I did it and only because you were there.â
I was now kneeling on the bed right beside him.
âAnd you enjoyed it tooâŚ..remember?â
âI love you Terryâ as I held his face in my hands and kissed him firmly on the lips as though to back up what I had said.
âNothing will happen without your agreementâ..
I was hoping Terry would believe what I said as the way I now felt meant there was no guarantee!
â..is that Ok?â
âI love you tooâ pausing as he stood. âAnd yes that is ok and yes you are right I enjoyed watching you with him.â He kissed me on the cheek and left for work.
As I prepared myself for work the same questions continually wandered around my mind.
What would work be like today?
Could I ever face Mr. Clarke and what will I say to him?
What will he say to me and expect of me?
I started to select my underwear from my drawer, tights, white knickers and bra.
âNo I canât wear those, what ifâŚ..â I started talking to myself â⌠what if I have another encounter today?â
I quickly reselected a pink lacey bra and matching thong with tan lace top hold ups. Looking at myself in the mirror as I buttoned up my white blouse, zipped up my black skirt and slipped into my black heels, I complimented myself on how sexy I looked.
âGod this is worrying Iâm dressing to please Clarke!â and that felt very exciting.
I sat at my desk and tried to get on with my work, but was constantly distracted wondering if Mr. Clarke would be in the office today, and if so would he call me. What should I do if he tries anything on? I was feeling very apprehensive and also very excited all day especially knowing what underwear I was wearing, and although I would not have admitted if you asked me, I wanted him to take me and use me again.
It must have been about 3ish when Anita Booth passed my office door and as she did stopped, leaned against the door post, popping her head around the corner.
âHi JennyâŚ.Iâm off to see Mr. Clarke.â Smiling as she spoke and raising a finger to her lips as though it should be a secret. âI think heâs going to offer me the job!â
She quickly left and smiling sarcastically at me through my window, until she was out of site.
Anita Booth must be a few years older than me around 32 I would think, size 16, plumpish so could do with shedding a few pounds and I would say not the prettiest girl in the office by some way. She does always dress very businesslike in a skirt and blouse with her hair tied up in bun, looking very professional wearing her spectacles.
I later discovered why she was so cock sure of getting âThe Jobâ. She had been attending to Mr. Clarkeâs needs in his office regularly over the last couple of weeks. He had given her the strong impression that because of this the new job was hers, so that encouraged her to offer him oral sex regularly.
I was later to find that he particularly liked the submissive way she gave him oral satisfaction as she either swallowed most or all of his cum; or she would let him withdraw at the last moment allowing him to cum over her face or cleavage.
My thought patterns were disturbed about an hour later by my telephone ringing at my desk.
âHello, Jenny Payne speakingâ.
âClarke hereâ Mr. Clarke retorted in his abrupt voice. I momentarily froze and failed to answer.
âI have Miss Booth in the office with me, I want you to join us nowâ.
I was speechless.
âAre you there Payne?â he barked.