Recently I have found much enjoyment sharing my sexual exploits with strangers online, giving me an outlet for a significant part of my life that I have kept a secret to almost everyone. This platform also allows me to protect my privacy, so it's a perfect situation for me. One of the most frequent questions I receive is how I got started down the path of debauchery. Another common request is a detailed account of any particular adventure I have had.
In fulfillment of both of those requests, I decided to post an account of my first threesome, which occurred right after Christmas in 2013. Being a writer by trade, I look forward to using my skill for something beside work. I will admit, however, that my one friend had already written a story of this account and others, so I did use a lot of his wording and structure for the sake of accuracy and saving myself time and effort. In the interest of privacy, I have assured the men involved that I will not use their real names. Also, for the sake of the flow of the story, I may omit certain hygienic and preparatory details. I will try my best not to exaggerate, though I tend to get excited when recounting the fun I have had in the past.
At this point, allow me to introduce myself. For those of you who don't already know, my name is Jessie. I am currently 29 years old and have a degree in the media field. I am a professional woman whom many would never expect to have the experiences I pursue even as I reach my 30s. I know I have good looks, and while I would prefer to downplay my physical appearance, I know how I look plays a big factor in a story of this nature. Therefore, forgive me if I sound conceited from time to time as I continue.
I take good care of my body, so even at 29 I have been able to maintain a thin frame, but I'll never give out my weight on here. I've been told I could afford to gain a pound or two, though I disagree. I am 5'5" with hair that is naturally brown, but occasionally I like to put some red in it. I have brown eyes, as well, and while I wish I had a better tan, my skin is naturally a little dark, thanks to my Greek ancestry. I have no reservations about using makeup and I regularly get manicures and pedicures.
My story begins 11 years ago when I met Jason. I didn't see him as a romantic interest right away, but I really did enjoy his company and grew to appreciate his friendship more and more as I spent more time with him. I guess I wasn't surprised when I found out years later that he had a crush on me all this time. If I'm completely honest, there was something that kept drawing me to him, even though I told myself I didn't like him "that way."
Less than a year later, I met Leo. Leo was a bit less shy than Jason and more confident at the time. Leo asked me out just a few months later. He and Jason were the only truly trustworthy guys I had met to that point in my life, and after having been taken advantage of a couple of times by less noble men, I was ready for a more committed relationship.
My relationship with Leo continued on for several years, but so did my friendship with Jason. One summer, about five years ago, I grew really close with Jason while Leo was out of town for a couple months. I was finally coming to grips with the fact that I did have feelings for Jason, but I didn't know what to do about it. Eventually, I found out that he was just as conflicted about me, and our relationship became very complicated.
Without going into the long story, I decided I needed to commit to Leo, and when Leo moved away to be with his family, I went with him. However, our relationship got a little rocky afterward. We didn't completely break up, but I did move out, and we were more like "friends with benefits" from that point on.
Jason and I still talked all the time, be it through text or email. Our dirty talk had abruptly ended when I made the choice to commit to Leo, but the sexual element of Jason and my relationship started to creep back in after Jason found out about the change in my status. I welcomed it. Had I still lived in the same area as Jason, I wouldn't have hesitated to sleep with him if the opportunity arose. Through all of that time, I never did anything physically sexual with him.
Maybe it was because I lived far away and the likelihood that anything would actually happen between us was low, but by the fall of 2013, our renewed dirty talk had turned into full-blown sharing of fantasies with each other. One thing about Jason is that when he's really tired, he has no filter. Therefore, he says exactly what's on his mind without seeing any reason to hold back. It was under those circumstances that Jason revealed to me his dirtiest fantasy.
Until that point, I didn't know straight guys really fantasized about teaming up with another guy to have a threesome with a girl. However, I'd be lying if I said the thought never crossed my own mind, especially at the height of my separate involvement with Leo and Jason. When Jason told me he thought it would be really fun if he and and another guy fucked me together, I was shocked, yes, but also really turned on.
The only thing about the fantasy that made me at all anxious was Jason's specific mention of double penetration, which was really a deal-breaker for him, I think. While I totally got a guy's appeal of a girl's getting filled up in both holes, I couldn't imagine it was really all that enjoyable for anyone in real life. For straight guys, they would be way too close to each other, and, for the girl, it sounded painful. Sure, being a girl who is all about pleasing my man, I had let Leo, on occasion, fuck my ass to his heart's content. The more experienced I became with anal, the less painful it was for me and the more I started to genuinely be turned on by it. However, having both holes filled, I could only assume, would bring with it a whole new level of discomfort.
Like I just said, though, I have always been all about pleasing my man. Just like I was happy to let Leo give me anal, a significant part of me was instantly ready to give Jason what he dreamed about, especially since he had never gotten to have sex with me despite a decade of desire to do so. The obstacles, however, were the physical distance between us and finding a second man. Leo was the obvious choice, especially since I no longer wanted to have any type of sexual intercourse with anyone I didn't trust completely, but I couldn't imagine Leo would go for it. Not only was he fiercely heterosexual like Jason, but there had naturally developed a sexual rivalry between the two boys.