CHAPTER 4A: THE WEEKEND
I approached Mr. Farnum's residential community in my nondescript sedan. I felt out of place as I stopped at the small shack in front of the closed gate. I had to show the uniformed guard my drivers license which he checked against a list. Only then did he present a smile and welcomed me with directions to Mr. Farnum's house. When I found it, 'house' didn't seem to adequately cover it. Estate. Mansion. There were better descriptive words.
The massive front door opened as I stopped in front of itd on the circular driveway. Mr. Farnum had changed and was dressed casually in slacks and polo shirt and loafers without socks. I had rushed home after work to pack for the weekend. He had given specific instructions for packing: a couple sexy, revealing dresses, stockings, heels, my smallest bikini, a cover-up, and sandals. I dressed in a short sun-dress with halter ties, bare back, with only the support of built-in bodice which had a deep plunge. Underneath I wore a thin thong that I would bet was already wet.
He greeted me with a kiss as I exited the car, then opened the back door to take my carry-on case. He had given me no indication of what to expect over the weekend and he didn't seem inclined to do so as he led me into the house (a massive, two-story atrium), up the curved stairway, and to his master suite overlooking the back with a small balcony off the sitting area portion of the suite.
He dropped the case on the bed instructing me to hang my dresses in the closet and sort everything else on shelves in the closet. My personal hygiene items went into his large bathroom off the bedroom. Once I thought I was settled, he pointed at the dress I was wearing. It took a moment before understanding he wanted me naked. When he said dresses, he meant all my dresses.
"If you are going to be my slut, you will always be naked inside my house," he stated establishing a rule for our relationship. Accepting this job was clearly also accepting the loss of personal control. He was establishing more exhibitionism, even if it was just him. He was clothed. He would be clothed. I would be naked. It sent a shiver through me, a shiver of nervousness and anticipation of what else would come. I stripped off the sun dress and hung it up with the others. I slipped out of the thong that was indeed wet in the crotch and stepped out of the sandals. Giving up so much for this job was intimidating but there was something also exciting about it.
I faced him naked ... again. When I sat naked in his office after being fucked by all four of the executives, he said this weekend would be the continuation of my transformation into a slut. I had the feeling it wouldn't be random. I sensed there was nothing random about him. I sensed he had an agenda, one he just wasn't telling me. Even that was stimulating. I was willingly entering into something I didn't understand and couldn't anticipate. It was something I was willing to do because I had little choice. Whatever this feeling was that connected me to him and aroused me so much, I accepted it and I accepted it would likely fully consume me. I would be his slut. Not just for the office. I would be his willful and accepting slut in whatever way that might mean. It was the choice I was left with.
We walked back downstairs. Each step down the stairs was a reminder of my nakedness. As we turned at the bottom toward the back of the house, he casually added, "Dinner will be delivered soon. You will answer the door and accept it. It is already paid for." He turned his head to me as we approached the massive kitchen. "When you are in my house, how are you dressed?"
He was reinforcing that I would accept the delivery naked. "I am not dressed, sir."
He began taking plates, wine glasses, bowls, and silverware from cupboards and drawers. "A slut gives and enjoys sex for sex sake without connection." He was wasting no time in establishing expectation. "You will fuck and suck who is made available to you." He stopped and fixed me with his gaze. "What did you feel for the men you fucked today at the office?"
"Beyond enjoying being fucked and orgasming, I felt nothing in particular for them beyond merely being part of the new job I accepted, sir," I replied. "There was a connection, though, that was somehow strong."
That stopped him. "You just said you felt nothing for them beyond the sex as they fucked you. How then did you have a strong connection for them?"
I smiled and faced him directly, stepping within a step to him. "I didn't say I had a strong connection for them in being fucked by them, sir. While being fucked by each of them, a growing recognition of connection to you came over me. Each fuck by the other executives seemed to increase my connection to you. I have never felt anything like it, sir, and I would not have anticipated it. I realized something then. I realized I might have been fucking them merely as a condition of the new job, but while I was fucking them as required, I saw how pleased you were with the way I was giving myself to the effort and that had an unexpected impact on me. I was prepare to give sex as required. My reaction at seeing your approval as I did it, though, surprised me."
He pulled me into his body, his hands caressing my bare back and ass. "You really are an amazing woman, Joni. You will be a good slut as you allow yourself to be released and I will keep you safe so that willingness is free to be expressed."
"That's all I can ask, sir," I replied, just as the doorbell chimed. I separated myself and sucked in several deep breaths as I quickly walked to the front door. Exhibitionism. I still questioned at a certain level within me and wasn't sure what these feelings were but they were definitely leading to a hope he didn't wait too long after dinner to fuck me. I had always been the aggressor and now the table was being turned on me. I knew I was not a submissive personality but I was surprised by this willing compliance I was seeing in me.
After cleaning up the dishes and storing leftovers, he took me outside to the patio in back. Exhibitionism. Sex had always been thrilling but this was different while being very real. I followed him outside not knowing the conditions. As I quickly learned, his large lot was quite private. Quite private but not totally private. There was a sight-line or two that might be exposing. That only added to more feeling of exhibitionism and stimulation. He led me to the pool, pointed out an outdoor shower, and where towels could be found. That was when he clarified that being naked also included his backyard and pool and I wondered why the bikini. Maybe just a comfort that he was now taking away?
He then led me to the chaise lounges on the deck apron. He stood next to one and simply uttered, "Undress me and get my cock hard so you can fuck it."
I looked at him for only a moment. The pause had nothing to do with questioning or reluctance. The pause was while my body felt a shiver of arousal shoot through it. He understood I was a strong-willed woman quite able to attack any situation in my life but he was giving me no quarter. If I was his slut, I would do as he desired. A submissive would comply to a strong man like him due to her personality. I would comply due to a need to please him, a need that didn't negate my personality but tested it. The pleasure I was to receive through this man both in the office and out of it fed my desires and controlled them. The sexual drive that caused me so much trouble before were to be managed through my sexual compliance to him.