Within a month Kate was pretty much back to normal. At least as far as the others were concerned. She was back at work, and the home life for the three of them was happy. They were now a three-person unit, both professionally and personally. They usually slept all in the same bed. Roger had the bedroom next to the master converted into an extension of the master. They connected it through a door to add it to the master bedroom. That way, if one wanted privacy, they could go into that room. Desirae would occasionally meet there with some of her personal clients. They had decided, if this was going to be their lives, they would need to accommodate Desirae's unique business and lifestyle. Kate and Roger never expected Desirae to abandon her previous life. She was able to entertain anyone she wished in that room at any time.
Kate's normal had changed. The experience at the sex club altered her inner demons. She didn't understand everything, but she knew she would never be in one of those machines again. She hadn't told the others yet, she wanted to sort everything out for herself before she told them what she was going to do. It was time she determined her own course. She knew it contained the other two, that was not in question. Just how does she find a new way to enjoy what she needed without putting herself in such risk? She knew she had frightened the others, and that was not going to happen again.
Kate had not had sex with either of them since she got home. This was the first time since their marriage they had abstained. She would be in the bed and watch the other to have sex, but she wasn't yet ready. She was now ready to return. That evening, when everyone was in bed, she spoke up.
"I am ready to have sex again. I thank you for waiting for me. I'm happy you each had the other to satisfy your desires. I want to rejoin you."
Roger hugged her. "I am so thankful. I have missed you terribly. I was afraid I had broken you permanently." He kissed her gently.
"Desirae, could you start with me. Roger can fuck you while you work on me." Kate laid down and spread her legs. Desirae jumped between them and began to gently massage her vagina. Roger waited. He wanted to see this. He wanted to see Kate heat up again like the old Kate. And she did. Her eyes started burning brightly like they had before. He watched as Kate's legs began shaking lightly. She was moaning and her head was moving. Roger was so happy. Kate came softly. She closed her eyes and let the emotions flow over her. When she was finally still, Desirae looked up at Roger and smiled. Kate was back. Roger pulled Desirae over Kate's leg and pushed her up on her knees. He got her positioned where he wanted her and mounted her. He was happy, and he was going to celebrate in Desirae's ass. They had anal sex together some. Desirae liked the combination of him in her ass and her frigging herself. When he took her juices and pushed it into her ass, Desirae knew what he wanted. She spread out a little more and tried to relax. He fingered her ass until she was wide enough for two fingers. He pushed into her pussy for a few thrusts. She was surprised but enjoyed the feeling. When he was wet and slick, he changed destinations. He slowly pushed into her ass as she relaxed the sphincter muscles. When he was completely in, he stopped to look at the two beautiful women laying below him. Kate was just savoring her first orgasm in a month with her eyes closed, and Desirae had her face buried in the sheets. He began fucking her with enthusiasm. He was very happy. He had Kate back and he had Desirae beneath him submitting her ass to his pleasure. The thought ended this session. He pumped everything he had into her lower intestines. At least, he thought that was what was there, he didn't really know.
When everyone had rested, Roger hugged Kate and lay on the bed holding her. He had one on each arm. "I can't be any more at peace. I have the only two people in the world I love with me now. I could stay here forever." Kate reached up and kissed him on the cheek. They drifted off to sleep without moving.
During the month Kate was home recuperating she had reviewed her life choices. She was very happy being married to Roger. Their businesses had made them rich. She had no qualms bringing Desirae into their home and lives. She was not going to risk her life or health satisfying her sexual urges. Roger had been sweet trying to find alternatives for her, but those he bought were clunky and unrealistic. That didn't mean she didn't understand the need to find something safer that would still scratch that itch. She began searching for her own solution. After a couple of weeks looking, she may have found a solution that might work. She was looking at full size sex dolls when she noticed the packaging they came in. One in particular had the doll resting in a form fitting cushion. It was then covered by another. Kate was looking at the packaging, not the doll itself. She would daydream about being in the box dressed like the doll. She could make herself come just by daydreaming about it. She ordered the doll without telling the others. It had come this week and she wanted to open it and show it to the others.
Kate had been back to work for a week and Roger was making a sales trip for the Bronco. Desirae was concentrating on her other businesses. When Desirae got home, Kate asked her to help her.
"Desirae, I have an idea for how to get what I need without the machine. Let me show you something."
"Led on, I'm all ears." They went upstairs to their bedroom. The box was laying on the floor. Kate opened the top to reveal the contents. "Look at that. That is almost your size. I'll bet you could fit inside that box." Kate smiled and Desirae nodded. "I get it. You're thinking about packaging again. That could be cool. Especially if we get you a nice costume like that. We could paint your face a little."
"You called it. I need you to help me find an outfit that I can wear when I am in the box. I won't have any problem having you guys use the doll. That would be fun but being put away and being in the dark box could make me crazy. A good crazy. I wouldn't disappear and stay in there forever. I could be there sometimes."
They pulled the doll out of the box and looked at the costume. They both agreed it was a cheesy outfit. Desirae laid the naked doll on the bed and Kate was watching her looking at it.
"So, does the doll interest you?"
"Not really. It is just basically two holes for a man to stick his dick in. I'm just surprised it is not a blowup. It is a real doll. That is not what I was expecting. Was this expensive?"