Symposium at the Drew House
St Louis. Spring, 1973
Late in the spring semester, Alissa Scarlatti had her Jug Wine Seminar on Plato's Symposium. Debbie and I had come to know Lissa better than had any other undergrads at Grove.
Grove College was Alissa's first postdoctoral posting, and the contrast between Grove and her own - Ivy League - background quickly began to wear on her. To make things worse, her apparently rather remarkable romance with a prospective Nobel physicist blew up about two weeks before the Jug Wine Seminar.
Not one to whine, Lissa kept a stiff upper lip in class.
It was a full Mediterranean lip, below a rather patrician nose. Lissa's olive, oval face could be beautiful, especially when she let her hair down.
After the physicist walked out, though, her hair was kept pulled back in its more characteristic bun, and Alissa had taken to wearing the severe suits she'd started the year wearing, before the Grove students had amiably forced her to quit calling them by surname, and the Departmental parties had begun to soften her character and her features.
And in the days before the Jug Wine Seminar, Lissa's deep brown eyes had hardened along with her clothing. They showed a sort of desperately submerged pain.
The famous physicist was gone. The Ivy League career was over. Professor Lissa suddenly hated our town, and Grove had become a symbol of her defeat. She was twenty-seven, and that spring she had sent just one live resume out there into the academic Gulag.
The Dark Young Man knew of Alissa's sadness, and was deeply troubled.
Though he was in the theatre conservatory, and a dancer to boot, the Dark Young Man had adored Alissa since the first departmental party the previous fall, when she'd appeared among undergraduates for the first time in blue jeans and peasant shirt, her thick black hair flowing over her shoulders. For the Dark Young Man, Alissa Scarlatti was The Glory of the Mediterranean, the Birth of Venus, the Eternal Truth of the Classical Life she espoused. Late into the third departmental party, end of first semester, after Lissa and the physicist had left, the Dark Young Man had confessed his love to Deborah and me, knowing that we spent some hours every week with Alissa, in office and coffee bar.
"Dirk is cute," Deborah smiled softly as the Dark Young Man walked out the door, sick with love. (I've entirely forgotten the DYM's name, but I recall he looked like a Dirk, handsome with a refined masculinity not entirely obscured by affably fey slink.) "We should try to do something to help him."
Help him what? I wondered. The year wore on. Dirk's infatuation waxed and waned, Debbie and I drifted on Sunday afternoons, the Scarlatti romance foundered, and the Symposium Seminar approached.
The Seminar was to be the high point and practical conclusion of Lissa's Plato class. While it's a minor High Academic tradition to feast and drink while reading the Symposium out loud in its entirety, Lissa was content to discuss the dialogue in her usual fashion, while also exhorting her students to eat the cheese and drink the red "jug wine" she'd brought to the Drew House, a comfy College guest house which she'd reserved for the occasion. The Symposium "feast" scenario had gone over well at the ivied university where Lissa had been a Teaching Assistant. At Grove, maybe half the class showed up. Half the Plato class, and two academic couples who knew of Lissa's recent romantic disaster.
"I was hoping more people would show up," Alissa repeated more than once in the course of the evening. Gradually, her eyes softened with the wine. She was drinking a lot of wine, but drew the discussion to a satisfactory conclusion before waving us all down to the table of cheeses. All too much cheese, and more wine.
"I was hoping more people would show up." Alissa said.
Most of the students left quickly, though happy enough with drink. Debbie and I stayed seated at the table, with Lissa and the academic couples. The Dark Young Man sat brooding between waif-ish Debbie and a pretty, dark-eyed and rather muscular faculty wife. Dirk had spoken little that evening, but he was perhaps the only person at the seminar who had matched Lissa's drinking, glass for glass. The academic couples gossiped about anything but the local University's physics department, while seeming to try and gauge Lissa's state of mind.
"We'll help you clean up," I ventured on behalf of the three undergrads present.
"I'll be alright," Alissa smiled at the pretty faculty wife. "I think I'm in good hands, here." She looked over at me, and I was alarmed to see that her eyes had softened
considerably
. Lissa smiled at me with a soft grimness I'd seen from other women once or twice before, and automatically I glanced at Deborah. Deb was watching Alissa with some intensity.
Debbie and Dirk and I began to gather up the glasses and cheesestuff, and Lissa accompanied the couples out the door to their cars.
"Poor Lissa," moped Dirk as he brushed some crumbs to the thick carpet. "I wish we could do something to help her."
"Maybe we can," said Debbie, with unusual vivacity. Maybe it was the wine, but she was moving somewhat more broadly than was customary for her, and she swept alongside Dirk as he stood up from the table. Deb grabbed his arm and whispered something I couldn't hear.
"I couldn't do that!" yipped the Dark Young Man. "I... I mean, I just can't. I know!"
"What couldn't you?" asked Alissa, entering the room. She seemed relieved that the academic couples had gone, and was swinging her body rather like Debbie. She'd worn her hair loose and wavy that evening, and the grey kneesocks and loafers she'd put on that morning gave the grey flannel suit she wore a vaguely schoolgirlish look. Parochial girls' school, of course. There were just some continuities that Alissa the Classicist was trying to hold on to...
Her eyes swept to mine, as if just to make certain I was still there.
"Deborah was suggesting that I...
seduce
you!" said Dirk with a broad uncertain laugh.
"It would be a proper end to this glorious year you've had," Debbie said brightly, kiddingly, bluntly.
"God knows, God knows," sighed Lissa, as if just she and Debbie were there in the room. And she dropped to the sofa, kicking off her shoes, forearms over her eyes in exaggerated woe.
Lissa took a few easy breaths, eyes closed. Debbie was exchanging whispers almost coquettishly with Dirk, and I took a seat on the thick arm of the sofa farthest away from Lissa's head, waiting to see what would happen. I poured some chianti into four somewhat clean glasses on the table, and waited.
Then Lissa stretched easily, arms and legs straight, again looking strangely schoolgirlish despite her full young Mediterranean maturity.
Her eyes opened, to look at me. "You're right, I think," she said to Deb.
The Dark Young Man had sat down in an armchair not far from the sofa, in sight of Alissa. Debbie was crouched beside him, stroking his arm with a little more than mere playfulness. Her manner, I noticed, was not unlike that of her sister's in the photo albums. Bolstered by wine, Deb was mimicking Karen quite well.