Morosexual. I hated that term. But's what my friends thought I was, when they met my girlfriend. They said she was an idiot, a bimbo and oblivious to the world around her. I hated them for saying that. I knew she could make that impression on people, but I knew her better than my friends. I didn't understand it myself but I had seen her incredible intelligence on display, even if it wasn't the kind my friends, the ones from my college, thought were valid.
I had met Neha on a dating app, in the final year of my science and her arts course, and we'd been together for two years now.
She was an incredible artist, and could make any canvas come alive. Even if the canvas was herself. She and I were living in now, and I'd seen her experimenting with makeup, things that seemed impossible for me. She'd work for hours, till her eyelids looked like paintings. Sometimes she'd decorate half of her face with intricate patterns running down on her cheeks, her neck and her collarbones. I remember being incredibly aroused by her work once.
She was also a great dresser, and I think my uppity female friends were jealous of how good she made her outfits look. The biggest contradiction in her- she was great with academics, easily managing top 3 in her class every semester, and had often stupefied me with her simplified logic. She wasn't smart in the way my friends were smart, with their Big Bang Theory references and Jordan Peterson quotes, but she had a sensual intelligence, which drove me crazy. If all that wasn't enough, I was obsessed with her body.
Neha, that's my girlfriend, had the most sensual curves I had ever seen. She coloured her thick wavy hair in crazy shades, this time it was a flaming red. Her skin was much lighter than mine, which bothered me more than it should have. Everytime we make love, I cannot stop admiring her- her heavy fleshy breasts with large pink nipples, and the way her hips curved out to the folds of her thick butt, which jiggled with her thighs when she walked. I craved her pussy often, it used to feel warm and tight, whether I put on a condom when I fucked her, or not.
My friends' disdain for her came from her carelessness. She would forget things, important things, or show up late or leave her possessions, like her phone and wallet lying around. She also made me uncomfortable with how unconscious she was of her body. On a road trip that we went for with her friends, she had taken her top off in the car because " it got too hot", not realising the boys in the car were all staring. She just wrapped her top around her neck, complaining about the heat. She had also forgotten to wear a bra when we went to a nightclub once, and one of her breasts made an appearance. She laughed it off, and took a long swig of her martini before restoring it to its sheltered place.
It gave her the reputation of being "easy", not to sleep with, she was with me, but to cop a feel, or to say raunchy things, or to steal a peek. It had been making me nervous. The boys who took these liberties with her, some her friends, some strangers who chatted her up, seemed to be more attractive than I was on most counts. Lately, there had been a lot of these encounters, I had pulled her away, or protectively put an arm around her a lot of times. But I wasn't always there. What then? Would she be seduced by some strapping stranger? Would she strip for him? Would he wear a condom when he fucked her? I would find myself thinking all this and more, my throat dry, my heart pounding in my ribcage and confusingly enough, my penis at its erect best. Lately these thoughts were all that were floating around in my head, I thought of them at work, when I went to work out, and even when I played video games. I tried to shut them out, how could I not trust her? But then they'd worm their way into my head with a force I couldn't withstand.
I would see her in the kitchen, fixing up a cup of coffee, and I would think of her best friend pulling down her pyjama bottoms and pounding her. When we fucked, I would see another of her friends' cock in her mouth. Lately, I was warming up to these visuals. Neha getting groped by strangers in a club, Neha stripping naked on a beach, Neha getting pounded by two large muscular foreigners...you get the idea.
The last time I masturbated, I was watching a pornstar taking on 6 men, yes, 6. They had begun the porno with her prim and proper, her hair in a tight, slick bun. Her bun had been messed up, she was drenched in oil and each of the 6 men had taken their turn with. Sometimes she had taken 3 or more together. Once, she was engaged with all 6. She had taken all of their thrusts and their groping, pinching and sucking. They had done their best to make her a mess. At the end, she looked victorious, while the men looked spent. It had taken me seconds to cum after I imagined Neha in the scene instead of the pornstar. Neha surrounded by 6 large, grotesque cocks, the men smacking their cocks on Neha's tits, Neha getting groped and squeezed as they covered her in oil, Neha moaning as she got double penetrated (that's one dick in the pussy, and one in the asshole)...I couldnt hold it in. My cock felt like it was going to burst, and it did. I don't remember cumming so much, ever.
I hadn't told Neha yet. But I had another problem at hand. My best friend from school, Ryan, was back from the States. He was supposed to join me every weekend to play Fifa. I wanted him to like Neha, and I also hoped she didn't do something stupid when he was there. Neha was even more oblivious at home, walking out of the shower without a towel, roaming around without any underwear, who else was there but me?