He helped me to my feet, and I wobbled unsteadily, blood flowing back into my legs. Jeremy looked uncomfortable, pants tight, drumming his fingers as he looked away.
"I should probably get going..." Jeremy said into the quiet of the room.
I pouted, but a glance at the clock had me reeling. It was nearly midnight. I tried to map out where the hours went, but my brain was foggy, overwrought with the events of the evening.
"I didn't realise how late it was." Lucas said. "I'm not technically kicking you guys out, but feel free to leave as soon as you like."
Lucas walked up to Jeremy and gripped his hand. It looked friendly, but for the whitening of his knuckles.
"Thanks for coming, man. I'll see you around."
Jeremy nodded, looking pensive as Lucas disappeared around the corner. I heard him rustling in the kitchen, and Matthew and Chris ambled off to join him. The room seemed very empty without four men crowding it.
I wobbled slightly, and Jeremy shot forward to catch me, wrapping me in a hug. I closed my eyes and rested my head against his broad chest. I was exhausted.
Jeremy seemed reluctant to let go of me, squeezing me gently. Despite my fatigue, the feeling of his massive body encircling mine had me panting a breath. His hands trailed to the small of my back, and he nudged his forehead against mine.
The moment was becoming a bit too intimate. I shot a glance down the hallway, hoping for salvation in the form of my husband.
"Thank you for... Everything, I guess?" Jeremy said, eyes not meeting mine.
I laughed lightly, hoping to defuse the situation.
"I should be thanking you. As we just established ten minutes ago, I've written mountains of porn about fucking all of you."
Jeremy stepped back, seeming somewhat dejected. I winced at the thought that he may have read too much into the situation.
"Jeremy..." I started, then trailed off.
He was looking rather awkward, shoulders hunched in like it would make his massive frame smaller. I took a deep breath and continued.
"This thing that we all did together was incredible. But it was just a night. I love Lucas, with all of me, and that won't ever change. You are an incredibly handsome, kind, and intelligent man. Not to mention," my mouth went dry, "how fucking incredible you are in bed."
My pussy throbbed involuntarily at the thought. I shook my head to refocus.
"You will find someone that loves you as unreservedly as you deserve. And when you do, you'll know how to fuck her ass perfectly."
My tone was conspiratorial. Jeremy grinned, looking bashful at the heaped praise. I flung my arms around him again, and he returned the hug, his arms kept respectfully around my shoulders.
"He's a really lucky guy."
"I'm a really lucky girl."
Jeremy let his arms drop, and he stepped back, placing his hand on the doorknob.
"Thanks again, for... You know. Letting me fuck your ass. And... The rest of you."
We both laughed nervously, and I felt my cheeks fill with colour.
"I was really glad it was you." I admitted, toying with my fingers.
His eyes roved over my face, studying my expression. He didn't seem to know how to respond, and I was grateful. He shuffled his feet, and opened the door, giving me an awkward wave as he left. I closed the door behind him with a click, and leaned against it, body sagging with fatigue.
I turned as footsteps approached. Chris meandered down the hall, eyes fixed on my naked form. His eyes made me acutely aware of my lack of clothes. I realised with consternation that I had stood in an open doorway, completely starkers. I shook my head at myself.
"I need some water," I muttered.
I headed towards the bedroom, legs still slightly wobbly. Chris wrapped his arm around my waist, guiding me and holding me up. I leaned against him gratefully. He swung the door open, then gentured in a grandiose fashion, ushering me through.
I couldn't help but grin at his showboating, and his eyes lingered on my smile. I sashayed through the door, rolling my hips far more than was necessary, or perhaps wise, given my trembling.
Chris's hand smacked against my ass, with a resounding crack. I moaned, long and low, and instinctively rutted back, seeking out the sensation.
"She acts like a scaredy cat, but once she cums a few times, she loves having her ass flogged."
Lucas said from down the hall, walking up to join us, still chewing something. I wasn't paying attention, looking over my shoulder at Chris impatiently, expectantly. He brought his hand to my ass, and gently rubbed over the red mark he left.
Before I could register the relief, he brought his hand down again, in the same spot. He had been holding back before.
His hands were slightly calloused, and I was acutely aware of their rub against my sensitised skin, even as I lurched and yelped from the burning sting of the smack. I straightened, and turned around, uneasy at the looks they were giving one another.
"Hey Lucas... You up for some more filming?"
Lucas grinned, pretending to think it over.
"I suppose we could get a few more shots," he drawled, feigning reluctance.
Apprehensively, I let myself get pulled through the doorway, nerves alight with anticipation. The anticipation always made it hurt so much fucking more.
Chris guided me to the centre of the room, and bent me over the bed. A nudge between my feet had my legs splaying, as my face pushed into the covers. Chris trailed his hands down my sides, tweaking my position, adjusting me like a toy.
The businesslike treatment, mixed with the heat of his rough hands, had me shivering, excitement beginning to edge out the dread.
Chris idly rubbed my ass while Lucas grabbed the toys from atop the dresser, hmming contemplatively behind me. I rolled against the rub of Chris's hand, trying to coax him towards my pussy, looking at him encouragingly from over my shoulder. He gave me a light smack, eyes crinkled in amusement.
I heard a toilet flush, and a few moments later, Matthew stepped through the door. His eyes gleamed at the scene in front of him. Wicked-looking toys littered the bed, with my legs spread obscenely, giving him a perfect view of my abused holes. He leaned against the wall, feigning nonchalance, even as he adjusted his cock inside his well-fitted khakis.
"Want me to take over for you, Chris?" He offered up, sounding casual, when the heat in his eyes was anything but.
"Hmmm..." Chris said, stroking my ass thoughtfully. "No. I think I'm good right here. But feel free to stick around and watch the show."
Matthew scowled, but didn't leave, folding his arms like a petulant child.