Many times I would play with myself and think of my biggest fantasy... a gangbang. I never thought of it as being violent or raped, but rather one that I set up myself.
I was lying on my bed slowly fingering my clit and thinking about my biggest fantasy. I get so turned on I decide to place an ad on craigslist. As I type the ad I am nervous, but so turned on. The subject says "gangbang". In the body I type " Female, 32, 5'6", 138# would like 4-5 guys for a one time gangbang. Clean, descent, respectful guys only, no weirdos please. I expect a few e-mails to get to know a little about the guys. If selected, will meet at a hotel lounge and if acceptable will continue to a room I have rented. Serious replies only". My fingers are trembling as I type and my pussy is soaked in anticipation of what I have just done. I get a ton of replies. A number of them are bots, and a large number are from obvious weirdos saying things like "We will fuck you good" and "Get that twat ready for the fucking of your life". Reading these I was about to give up and forget about the whole thing when I opened one that was from four business men. They said they were in town for a business meeting. They were all married and hoped I would consider them. I slipped my hand inside my panties as I wrote back and said that they sounded interesting and to tell me more. They replied and revealed their first names, ages and body types. They joked that none had a really huge cock and hoped that was okay. They said that they would be respectful and go along with whatever I desired. They also said that since they were all married that they were not about to get in any trouble and would keep everything discrete. My mind was swirling and my body was shaking as I replied that I would like to meet them and gave them the hotel name and address. I said that we would meet in the lounge and I would decide if anything didn't seem right or if I decided to back out that would be the end. They wrote back and said if I decided for any reason at all to back out they would leave without question.
I couldn't believe I was actually going through with this. I chose my skimpiest bikini panties and matching bra and decided on a low cut sundress. Driving to the hotel was murder. My pussy was dripping with anticipation and I was having trouble holding my composure. I couldn't believe I was about to be fucked by four guys, but I knew I wanted it very badly. I arrived at the hotel lounge and took a seat near the back and ordered a drink. I was early as I had planned. A number of times I thought about just getting up and leaving, but again the overwhelming desire between my legs wouldn't let me leave. I was so hot I wanted to slip my hand under my dress, but obviously couldn't. I glanced at every guy that came in, wondering if he might be one of them. It was beginning to get late and I was about to give up when they arrived. I was sure it was them. They were all dressed in business suits and appeared neat and clean. The tallest one I guessed to be around 6' and the shortest was probably my height. All were clean shaven and one wore glasses. They spotted me and asked if I was the one that placed an ad. Worrying my voice would shake I just nodded yes. They were very pleasant. We engaged in small talk. They were employees of a large industrial company and were here for a one time meeting. After a lengthy discussion of their company that I wasn't the least bit interested in, one finally asked if I would like to continue with what I had requested in my ad. It was all I could do to pretend I was in control of myself and with a quivering voice I answered "Yes, I would, can we go to my room?"