Mia Zorrita's Diary -- Saturday in July, the June Bugs are Buzzing
He had called me every day last month while I was in California. One time he told me he had this 'fantasia' - he wants to have me make love with him and his best friend. When I was back home, he came over, first chance he got, and casually brought up the subject again. I had kind of played with the idea in my head -- two men... it did get me pretty wet! So I knew I'd have to decide soon.
It was a lovely warm day. I was wearing a pretty, long print skirt and a tight black top. He wore a coral T-shirt, sleeves cut off, and bright green shorts. Oh, his crazy color stuff! He stood beside me, gently caressed my arms and nuzzled my neck and chest, speaking softly, close to my ear, his warm breath and his vibrant voice stirring my senses.
"I like make sandwich with you, beautiful. You will be in the middle."
He explained by demonstrating - putting his hands together - that I was to be the filling for a 'sandwich'. He put his hands to his lips and parted the palms slightly, sticking his tongue between them. This image -- ahhh! That was 'me' in between the two men, and that gesture with his hands and tongue -- it zapped my clitoris instantly. I contemplated the idea...
So he and his friend would both 'have me' at the same time. He's been toying with this fantasy and he obviously had talked to his good buddy about the idea.
"This guy is my best friend, I know him for long time, he is good guy. He is never make love with a white woman. Yes, he want fuck with one hot woman. Like you! I want do this -- you want? Two men, two dicks. You like it? I no do nothing if you say 'no', but I love this if you say 'yes'. What you say?"
He was watching me, his chin a bit lax, his tongue playing across his beautiful lips. Oh, looking at him, thinking of his desires, it was just so exciting. Yes, the idea of making him hot -- that made my juice flow, despite any qualms I had about the whole thing. But it also made me nervous -- I shrugged a bit and answered softly, my voice shaky:
"I don't know -- I guess it is exciting... I do want to make you happy -- but I just am kind of afraid of this idea. Quiero hacerte feliz, porque te amo tanto, pero tengo miedo de esto..."
"Ok, bay, you forget this -- is fine." He gave me a sweet look, biting his lower lip.
"I -- I just don't know yet. I need to think about it, ok?"
"Yes, mi amor, you tell me what you want for this; you say what you like. I do what you like only."
I could have let it be; but, he is so expert at all of this; he knows just how to work it, he sees what is happening to me. As always, I was in that mode of wanting to do his bidding. So, as I want to find ways to please him, I myself persisted: "Well, what does he look like? What's he like? Como es รฉl? What's his name? Is he ugly, is he skinny, fat or what?"
"Ay, no, he is nice guy, es un buen tipo, my friend, Ramon, he is muy guapo -- he have a little moustache. Su pelo es marrรณn, he is young, same to me, he look strong, like to me."
Feeling quite uncertain, I asked him a lot about it, and he assured me that while he likes and wants the whole idea -- it's only his 'fantasia' -- he would not 'make' me do anything like that if I do not want to. But, well, it was something I was rather conflicted about because I do love Julio! I want only him -- he drives me to distraction, to the heights of full ecstasy. Besides -- such games could make real problems. I am kind of worried that this will get his buddy all hot for me... I feel it's very likely since they are good friends. They like a lot of the same stuff, share the same views, the same taste in food, drink, sports -- and so it follows, in women as well! Of course!
He explained that Ramon is not thrilled with his own wife's body -- even though she's ten years younger and very pretty! He even complains about his wife; he loves her, but he is horny for other women. (Like pretty much any man on earth!)
Julio says that his friend describes her 't & a' (her tits and ass) as very small. Julio knows Ramon's wife, of course, and he told me: "She have only nipples -- like a cat!"
And he explained that Ramon wants 'BIG boobies, BIG ass'- yes 'big' all of it, like Julio himself prefers. He admitted that he has bragged about me to Ramon, described my body and how much I love sex, how hot I am...
"Tรบ - tรบ eres voluptuosa, caliente, perfecta," he said, letting his hand move along my body. "I tell him this. Eres diosa del amor. Look, negro y blanca," he continued, placing his arm next to mine, comparing the color of our skin. "He want this."
Yeah... so I am sure that his buddy will take a liking to my body. I asked Julio: "What if your friend likes me too much -- what will you do then?"
"Lo mato!" he answered instantly, then, catching my expression, he laughed, saying, "No, no, it will be fine. He no try to take my woman."
"Well - what if he wants me again after that time when we all do it together?"
"Voy a matarlo", he repeated calmly. (I will kill him)
I stared at him -- quite uncertain of that kind of talk. He smiled a little crooked smile, and then laughed.