After the threeway with Emily and Sam, I was a little confused. While I was embracing having sex with men, being with Sam and Emily reminded me how much I loved being with women.
I talked with Mark about my feelings. He said he had similar confusion when he was younger, but over time realized he was truly bi-sexual. Mark told me to ignore all the labels people apply to sexuality and just enjoy the ride, and that eventually I would find my true self. Easier said than done, I thought.
For his part, Mark invited me to a couple of his parties, just to watch. The first was mixed, with a few male/female couples, and female/female couples. At first, it was a little awkward being there, but once the action started I forgot all my trepidation. It was somewhat surreal. All the couples switched partners. One of the pairs retired to the bedroom for privacy, but the others stayed in the living room, although separated into different areas of the room. I had stopped watching straight porn awhile ago, as it had become boring to me. While seeing a live sex show was much more interesting, I found myself drawn to the female/female groups, especially a "straight" woman being paired with a lesbian. The lesbian women had far less inhibitions, and dove right into it, while the straight woman mostly played the submissive role. I thought that they were a lot like I was, wanting to experience with the same sex, but still not sure. While the night was interesting and arousing, it didn't do anything to answer my questions.
Mark said he had an all guy party in a few weeks, and that he would send me an invitation. In the meantime, I searched around the internet, and found numerous terms to describe different types of sexuality, which only confused me more.
I decided to ask the openly gay guy at work, Irv, if we could meet after work one day to discuss things. Irv was a bigger, older guy, and was straight acting, but he wasn't hiding the fact that he was gay. We went out for a few drinks, and I asked him a lot of questions. I'm sure I tested his patience, but Irv calmly answered them all. He said he always thought he was gay, and that dating women never felt right. Only after he started dating guys did things feel right. Irv has been in a relationship for many years, but told me of how he dated and played with several guys before finding his partner. He said that he met a lot of guys that were at different places in their sexual identity, and not to overthink things.
"Whatever you do", Irv said, "never confuse sexual satisfaction with emotional satisfaction."
The conversation with Irv gave me some insight into myself, but no real answers. I figured I would just wait until Mark's next party. Then I received a text from Sam.
Sam's text said Emily wanted to play again. I had such a great time with the two of them that I eagerly accepted, figuring my self-discovery can wait. We set up a time for that Saturday afternoon.
I arrived at their home, and Sam answered the door. In the kitchen was another woman, Brittany. Sam introduced us, and explained that "Britt" was Emily's special friend. My mind was swimming with ideas. Britt was attractive, about 5'-5", with shoulder length wavy blonde hair. She had a petite figure, but relatively large breasts for her size, about a 34C, I guessed. Britt looked to be in her mid 20's. She had on a tight white blouse which accentuated her chest, and a black pencil skirt.
Sam had made margaritas, and we chatted while waiting for Emily to make her grand entrance. After about 20 minutes I heard Emily coming down the stairs. She did not disappoint. She had on a short, very tight leather dress that perfectly hugged her figure, and black stiletto heels. Stockings that went up mid thigh, leaving anout 2" of exposed thigh to the bottom of her dress. I could see straps from a garter belt holding up the stockings. She had more makeup on than the previous times I saw her, with bright red lips and smokey eyes. Everyone was transfixed on her. Britt placed her hand on my leg and squeezed lightly. "This is going to be interesting.", I thought to myself.
I was trying to come up with the possible scenarios that the four of us could do when Sam suddenly said, "Have fun kids!", flashed me a smile, and walked out the door.
As Sam started his car and pulled out of the driveway, I just had a blank look on my face. Emily laughed and said that this was her day and she had some special fun for us. Then she grabbed Britt's hair, pulled her head back, and planted an open mouth kiss on her. My cock sprang to life.
Without a word, Emily turned and walked up the stairs. Britt grabbed my hand and led the way, whispering in my ear, "I played with her before, and when she is like this it is a lot of fun!"
We went into the guest room, and I noticed there was an array of toys layed out, various vibrators and dildos. Emily picked up a remote control and pressed the button. Britt suddenly froze. "Good girl!", Emily said, "I see you wore the butt plug."
"Yes mistress.", Britt replied. I had a little trepidation about this, but my cock was rock hard.
Emily said, "Well?", and Britt immediately began to take off her blouse and skirt.
Britt didn't have on any underwear. A nice tight figure, and clearly fake tits, but they looked great. I didn't notice before, but Britt was barefoot the entire time. Must be something specific about that, I thought, but then I saw Britt's completely bare pussy. It looked so tight and neat, I really wanted a taste. "What are you looking at?" Emily said to me. "You look at her when I tell you."
"OK.", I said. She roughly grabbed my face under my chin and squeezed a little.
"What did you say?", she said.
"Yes mistress.", I answered.
"Better!", she replied.
I was a little scared by this different side of Emily, but was also very turned on by the thought of her in control of us.
