Ch.04 The End of Season Party
I didn't worry about the team's end of season meal as such. I had my moments of uncontrollable giggling as I fantasized about the evening and I had a few where I was gripped with apprehension and terror. How bad could it be I kept thinking but some of the replies I gave myself were very scary.
I decided I was going to be a relatively good girl for a change. My exploits on the coach still lingered at the back of my mind. I had enjoyed it but I couldn't understand why I had become so depressed as soon as it was over.
Carl came over one night for a chat and over a bottle of wine we discussed the events of the trip. I didn't realise he knew nothing about Scott until I mentioned it. He raised his eyebrows a little but never made a comment. He was more concerned about me being depressed that day. As soon as I told him about Scott he seemed to understand completely and telling someone else made it clear to me also.
I had been wallowing in my own thoughts but didn't understand why, now it was clear to me there had been no problem except for the one I had created for myself. Why was I depressed, well it had ended and I have always joked. Good sex is like delicious chocolate, one is never enough. I was sad because it was over, that was all and now I smiled at all the heartache I had caused myself. I agreed to visit the club with Carl later that week to let the guys know I was fine and still going to their party.
Over the next few days I put the coach trip to the back of my mind, although it still made me smile occasionally. I had been naughty and rather than punish myself, now I was able to enjoy it.
Carl drove me to the club a few days later. It was the first time I had been nervous about seeing the players. They were as sweet as ever and I was greeted with hugs and kisses. I could actually feel my smile grow and my apprehension slip away. Scott wasn't there and in a way I was glad, I still had no idea what I would say or what he thought of me.
We stayed for a few drinks and after I assured them I would be at their party, there was even some teasing. I kept quiet but maintained my smile which seemed to wind them up more than words. A short while later I left with Carl and headed home. It was only a flying visit but it had done the trick and set my mind at ease.
The next few weeks did drag a little but Carl was marvellous. He worked with the guys from the club to create the opportunity and keep it private, something which had worried me. Carl was constantly on the phone, filling me in on the latest news about the party and explaining how things were to be kept quiet.
For my part I was at the gym everyday. I don't think I have ever worked out so hard. I trawled the shops for the right outfit but eventually settled on clothes I already had. A few days before the party I spent hours getting a perm of tiny ringlets. Both Alan and Carl said I looked stunning and I couldn't wait for the night to arrive.
Before the party I had to attend a meeting in London with a client. I opted to take the train and relax for a change. As I sat in the busy carriage I thought about the party and began setting my limits. I had no idea how far I would go and I sat imagining the evening and little scenarios. I was using my PDA and for every limit I set I would imagine it happening, then sit back and dream. All the way to London it seemed I was raising the bar and pushing my limits.
I took a taxi from the station to the meeting and even then I gazed out of the windows, spotting those handsome few that wandered the pavements. By the time I reached the offices I was feeling quite horny.
I managed to control myself for the brief meeting and decided to have a wander around the shops before heading home. I was feeling quite pleased with myself, the meeting had been a success and I was happy with my ideas for the party. After a short walk I stopped for a coffee. The guy serving was young and very handsome and I couldn't help flirting.
I was dressed for business, a dark tailored skirt suit which was quite figure hugging. I spent some time flirting until I took another walk through the shops before heading back. I felt so good, I could hardly believe it. I was smiling to myself as I wandered along and received so many smiles from men passing me in the street. Maybe they thought I was some kind of escaped loony or maybe you are more attractive when you look happy.
The train trip home was not so relaxing but I still managed to enjoy it. I was in such a good mood I wasn't letting anything spoil it. I continued to daydream about the party and giggled to myself as I continued to raise the bar.
By the time I arrived home I had worked myself into quite a state. I was so horny and feeling very naughty but it wasn't to be. Alan had already called saying he was staying onsite so I was all alone. I opened a bottle of wine and sat dreaming about the party but couldn't help discreetly amusing myself.
I spent most of the next day on the phone to Carl. After teasing him for a while about what he had missed the previous night we got down to talking about the party which was only two days away. Everything was ready and I was still going so Carl arranged to pick me and take me. Now all I had to do was wait.
Finally Carl picked me up, I'd been waiting ready and dressed for well over an hour. I scuttled out to the car and climbed in beside him.
"What! No preview?" He asked.
"Sorry" I smiled.
We drove to the club and Carl parked at the rear. It seemed pretty quiet and Carl led me inside towards the function room.
I was dressed discretely for the moment, having a long Mack over my clothes. The bar was almost deserted but we had a quick drink before one of the players appeared and we followed him into the kitchen.
There were several staff who were far too busy to notice us and we passed into a small room beside the main function room. Carl explained what was to happen. The kitchen staff would place the food in the adjacent room from which I would serve.
It was quite good actually because they had erected a temporary wall so even if I entered when the kitchen staff were there, I couldn't be seen. I was happy and slipped my coat off revealing my outfit to Carl for the first time.