Grimacing, I got out of the car and locked the door, putting on a smile. I found myself wishing I hadn't worn such a low-cut top, but that was stupid. Chris was going to see me naked, for the space of about five minutes, but he would. It didn't even make sense, what reasoning did I have to be here? And the thought that rushed through my head at that very second was an ugly thought that I couldn't begin to come to terms with. Because you love George and sleeping with Chris makes your relationship with Micah less real. The fact that I knew that it was true was killing me. But still, I walked through the front garden, up the brick weave path, past the expensive car in the driveway, to the doorstep where Chris stood.
"Hey sexy," Chris purred, and I felt my insides turn over. Oh so the day had finally come, Chris made me sick. Lily had always told me that one day I'd get the same reaction to Chris as all my friends did. Today was that day. Or maybe I was just feeling particularly guilty today after seeing Micah watch me from the window. It had freaked me out just a little bit.
"Hi," I returned, almost shyly. I felt like a reluctant virgin. Only I was far from being a virgin, I was a fully-fledged, adulterous whore. Of course it wasn't quite adultery because I wasn't married, but it was about as close to it as you could get without a ring on your finger.
"What's wrong with you? You sounded just fine a few minutes ago," Chris told me, frowning. His green eyes seemed to hold concern, but I knew better. Chris didn't care about anyone but him and his penis. It was the way of the world, and I had accepted it. What I didn't like was his pseudo concern.
I shook my head at him, shrugging as I pushed past him. "I'm fine, Chris, honestly," I breathed dismissively as I dropped my bag against the wall in the hallway next to the living room door. "You wanna fuck me or what?"
His frown grew deeper, his brow creasing further, "Love you too baby," He growled sarcastically, shutting the front door as he turned to face me in his hallway.
"Why do you say things like that? You've probably already fucked some girl you met last night in your bed, about three times for a collective twenty minutes, and probably told her she was the most beautiful girl you'd ever seen, and the most amazing sex, and gave the best blow jobs-"
"Nina, you know you give the best blow jobs-"
"Oh just shut up, Chris, okay? I don't want any sweet talking bullshit, just get your clothes off and screw me, alright?" My voice cracked a little bit, but I managed to swallow down the lump in my throat, suppressing the tears. I knew that somewhere in my head I was aware of exactly why I felt like crying, but I didn't want to get into it with myself.
Without another word to Chris I walked into the second door on the right, the dining room, and waited for him to follow me. He was still frowning deeply, like he was waiting for me to jump up and say, "Kidding!" But I wasn't. I just wanted the sex so I didn't feel so attached to Micah. I wasn't ready to let go of it yet, so I wanted the sex.
"Get a condom," I said, unbuttoning my jeans and pulling them down with my black lace french knickers to just below my bottom, bending over the table.
"Got one in the dressing gown," He murmured as he moved towards me, his hands sliding over the curves of my hips as he pressed himself against my back, thrusting against me. But his dick wasn't hard yet, he was useless to me. "You don't want foreplay, no talking, no kissing?"
"Did I ask you for foreplay?" I snarled, glancing over my shoulder at him with smouldering brown eyes. "Just fuck me. I'm pretty sure that's what I've kept saying to you."
Leaning forward a little bit more, I spread my legs as far apart as I could within the confines of my jean clad thighs and stared at the wall in front of me. At least that way I got to not have an orgasm whilst pretending that it wasn't Chris attempting to pound my pussy till my legs shook as I faked it.
"Maybe I need foreplay," Chris suggested boldly. I could feel his eyes on me, scanning up from the curve of my buttocks, up my back and hourglass shaped figure to the spill of long dark hair that curled over my shoulders down to my waist.
I rolled my eyes and turned to face Chris, violently stripping off his blue towel robe and dropping it on the floor, leaving him standing before me naked, his cock semi-erect. I pulled my top up over my head and unhooked my bra, throwing them both on the floor. I slid my hand around his neck and into the curls of his black hair, pulling him towards me and kissing his neck, biting it a little, pressing my naked breasts against his bare chest.
I didn't look at him, or get into it. It wasn't that Chris looked bad naked; he was lean but muscular, about five feet and nine inches tall, with olive skin and quite attractive. But I didn't find him attractive at the minute, I just needed to fuck someone, anyone. Lifting my lips from his neck I whispered, "Ready now?" From the feel of him against the front of my body, I knew that he was, but I was hoping I could simply stop the foreplay now and he wouldn't mind.
"Yeah," he croaked, and I spun round, bending over the table once more.
There was a moment of quiet where Chris put the condom on, but then I felt him grasp my hip and push his way inside me. I sighed with relief and laid against the surface of the table as he steadily began to slide himself in and out of me, a slow rhythm. Having slept with over forty women, it would've been assumed that he knew how to pleasure a woman, but at thirty years old, he had yet to learn.
"Oh God Nina." Chris whispered, grabbing my hair and tugging on it. I frowned, he never normally did that. Still I shrugged it off, pulling myself up off the table a little, resting on my elbows as he pulled on my hair.
Chris stopped thrusting. He didn't usually do that either. What the hell was he doing? I just wanted a quick sex fix so I could leave, go home, take a shower and fuck myself with the power settings, go to bed and play with Micah's cock before I went to sleep. Apparently that wasn't going to happen. I started to turn my head to look back at him but he yanked my hair to keep my head still, producing a startled yelp from me. I enjoy being dominated, a lot. It made parts low in my body tighten. "What are you-" I gasped a little as he pulled out of me so that just the tip of him was still inside. I found myself trying to direct him back inside me by pushing my hips back, but he tugged sharply on my hair again, producing another startled yelp. I could feel my pussy getting wetter and I bit my lip.