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Ugh! Friday afternoon rush hour ... but today, worse than usual in this sweltering heat. All these people, trying to rush home; do they all feel burned out too? I'm constantly under the gun. By noon, I'm usually running behind. And I'm running late now, as usual. But today is different. Yes, it's Friday, and that's always a good thing. Better yet, I'm heading to my best friend's home.
I turn off the expressway, relieved to leave the stop and go traffic much earlier than usual. Best of all, this Friday evening, they've planned a special treat for me: dinner, sit up late chatting, perhaps a massage they said, and then crashing there for the night. This is something we've discussed for many months, something different to do on Fridays, whenever it works out, for the three of us. And today is the first time it's worked out.
I'm not sure if both of them will be giving me a massage. I think that's what was said. I've only had one "official" massage, this was years ago. It was a strange experience, this stranger touching me. It felt good but I got aroused, which was pretty weird. Privately, I'm nervous but mostly excited about getting a massage today.
I sigh catching site of their house. They have an average house in this neighborhood of modest suburban homes, but their home is filled with warmth. Not seeing their car, I turn into their drive and pull up. I hope someone's home. I don't get over here very often, but when I do, it's always a real treat. Their love and caring overflows beyond their relationship, pouring out and over their friends.
I pull out my bag holding my change of clothes, two bottles of wine for dinner, and the book I'm finally returning, feeling this extra weight as I climb the porch steps. The front door is open, obviously someone is home. I knock on the screen door, squinting to peek inside.
"Come in," It's Craig's voice.
I enter, seeing him rising from the dining room chair from behind his laptop, his dark hair a bit overgrown and whimsically disheveled. He's wearing blue-jean cutoffs, nothing but these very short faded cutoffs.
"Hi!" he beams, heading toward me.
Without taking my eyes off him, I set my bag down to prepare for our hug. His musculature is remarkable, in a subtle way, more like a hungry cougar than the build you get from a fitness club. I watch him stride closer, silent on his broad bare feet, moving with a striking ease and precision. He reaches for my shoulders, grasps them, pulls me closer, holds me still, and with his eyes, invites me to look into his, to see the deep joy it brings him to be with me.
He plants a quick kiss on my right cheek, as he does when greeting his close friends, men and woman alike. His right arm slips up my back, his left wraps my waist. He smooshes our bodies together in a warm embrace, from chest to thighs. The intimacy of our lingering hug reminds me of embraces with past lovers. This feels a bit peculiar but it's welcome just the same. As we begin to release our hug he reverses his arms, shifts his head to the left side of my face and we embrace again. This "double hug" is one of his rituals.
Our welcomes completed, I lug my bag along as he directs me to the recliner in the living room.
"Kick back, make yourself comfortable and relaaaaaaaax," he implores most graciously. "So you know," he offers, "Susan called a little while ago, she's running late, will get here as soon as she can, doesn't want us to wait for her."
So Susan may be a while. And there's Craig, still standing there looking at me, smiling, in his skimpy cutoffs. I plop my bag down, sit, pull off my shoes and socks, and reaching down to the right, I press the lever forward elevating my feet. Ahhhhhh. Can he tell I'm still a bit aroused from our hug? As nonchalantly as possible, I reach down into my bag, pull out the bottles of wine and hand them to him.
"Thanks, this red is my favorite," he shares, expressing the honor of my gift. "Now, what would you like to drink," he asks, glancing at my toes as he turns toward the kitchen, "coffee, tea, juice, pop, filtered water, or wine?"
Wine is what first comes to mind but I tell him water. I know I need plenty of clear fluids before a massage ... if this is still the plan, with Susan not here. I hear the pluck of a glass from the cupboard, the rattling of ice cubes the gush of the faucet as Craig explains their under-the-counter filter, and in no time he's handing me this large glass of ice water. I take a long refreshing drink.
I watch Craig return to his laptop. "Be with you in a minute ... just shutting down for the day ...," he says, almost apologetically, pausing briefly as he rifles over the keyboard, "... Susan reminded me ... you usually have a late dinner."
Craig's so thoughtful. They're both so thoughtful.
"There!" he shares, closing the screen. He returns to the living room, plopping back on the couch, letting his head drop back, stretching his legs leaving his feet resting on the coffee table. He lets out a deep sigh. A silence sets in, a rather awkward silence.
I glance up his legs noticing how his tan extends up his thighs, to his crotch. Whoa, his balls are peaking out, out from under the edge of his shorts. Does he know he's hanging out? I can't help but to notice. His skin there is a fascinating tanned deep-pink, with sparse hair, long, dark, and wiry. The bulge in his shorts is stirring. Did he catch me looking at his crotch? This is embarrassing. I take another drink of water.