The idea for the album
It starts with small steps for most couples, just as it did for us. I think my wife took the first step, but she denies it. I will only admit to being a full and eager participant.
We had great sex that night. At least, that's what I thought. So, mostly as a joke, I asked her if that wasn't the best sex she had ever had or could imagine having. I expected her to laugh or hit me or something. She hesitated pensively for a moment, and that was all it took. My wife was actually thinking about it. What was she remembering or fantasizing? The thought conjured up all sorts of images that were at once unsettling and exciting.
Martha is my wife. I'm Steven her husband.
Life was comfortable for us. We had respectable professions, a wide circle of friends and interests outside of work that kept us from being bored in our late 40s when this story began. The younger of our two children had recently left for college, so I suppose you could consider us 'empty nesters'. They had gone in opposite directions, but neither was more than a few hours away. Close enough for the occasional weekend visit home, but far enough away to let them live their own lives and to let us reimagine ours.
It was fair to say that Martha and I were happy with each other and satisfied with our lives in general. If nothing had happened to prompt the writing of this story, we would not have had regrets about what we might have missed.
Yet, I couldn't stop thinking about that moment of hesitation and what it might have meant. It was entirely possible - even probable - that she had sexual experiences before we met that were equal to the orgasms we shared that night. To be fair, I had a number of very enjoyable experiences in my youth that would have equaled hers. That wasn't the point. I wasn't jealous. I was curious to know what she had felt when she had sex with other men and what she fantasized about now. And that surprised me. I recognized my desire to know how she felt as a trace of voyeurism. Maybe more than a trace. I wanted to watch her live out her sexual fantasies.
She had only hesitated for a moment before she read my mind. Couples do that. Read each other's minds. The quick denials that followed were unconvincing. She had been thinking of someone else while we had sex and now she felt guilty. She was, or so she thought at the time, not the type of woman to fantasize about sex with other men and certainly too respectable to actually do it.
Yet, the door had opened just a crack and we each knew it. Our sex was just a little more frequent and a little more intense. It would take another year and a lot more little steps before we made the leap into swinging.
That first swap with another couple was 12 months ago. It's not an anniversary we celebrate with our church friends or colleagues at work, but the friends who swing with us thought the idea of putting together an album was romantic. We had invited them to a gathering on the one year anniversary to complete the album with photographs.
Martha is the better writer. She would write the narratives for her adventures and edit mine. It would have been more authentic if the photos had been taken as the events occurred, but that was impossible. How could I have taken photos in the early stages when just getting naked was a big step? We thought the friends who shared our adventure would be willing to pose for the illustrations we needed for our anniversary album and we were right.
We had rented a secluded cabin on a lake for the weekend. Small trays of snacks were strategically placed around the cabin. The mats had been rolled out over the hardwood floors in the living room and the couch moved back against the wall. Of course, condoms would be available for those who wanted to use them.
Photo #1 June 14
Gretchen, Edgar and Steven, standing naked in a rushing brook, laughing
f/10 1/160 sec ISO 100 lens 52 mm
Narrated by Martha
Gretchen had been my best friend for years. I had been a bridesmaid at her wedding to Edgar. That was before I had even met Steven, the man who would one day be my husband. I thought I knew everything about them, but I would have never guessed that Gretchen would suggest we all get naked or that Edgar would be so comfortable letting my husband see his wife that way.
Maybe it was just the setting that made it all possible. We were on a camping trip high in the mountains and sweaty from hiking up the trail with backpacks full of gear. And, it was just nudity.
They were all in the stream, buck naked and laughing good-naturedly while I stood on the shore with my fingers in the waistband of my panties wondering if this was a good idea.
Gretchen called out to me, "Come-on Martha, it's not like Edgar and I haven't seen naked women."
I turned just a little so Edgar wouldn't see my bush and stepped out of my panties before quickly jumping into the water.
I couldn't get Gretchen's words out of my mind that evening. What did she mean, "It's not like Edgar and I haven't seen naked women?" Where had they seen naked women? Had they seen naked women recently? It wasn't so much the words as the casual way she had said them. Were my best friends nudists, or, OMG, were they swingers?
I lost more than my panties on that camping trip. I lost some of my hang-ups about sex. Watching Gretchen and Edgar make out by the fire that night fired up my libido like nothing ever had before. Steven was almost as shy as I had been. That had been one of the characteristics that had attracted me to mehim. Neither one of us were virgins when we met, but our innate shyness make for a lot of fumbling around early in our relationship before we finally had sex together.
There was no hesitation for us that night. Steven and I hurried back to our tent as soon as we realized that Gretchen and Edgar were having sex without the least concern that we were watching them. We weren't ready to be seen doing it, but knowing that our friends were listening to us even as we heard them magnified the pleasure of an experience we already enjoyed.
When I woke up in the morning, I felt a little guilty at what we had done and more than a little embarrassed. That's not what surprised me. What surprised me is how seeing and hearing another couple have sex could intensify the passion I felt for my husband.
It was too awkward to talk about on the trail that day. I think everyone realized how self-conscious I was about what had just happened, but when the evening came ... it happened again. And this time, Steven and I made love under the stars with our friends so close they could have touched us. And I saw it for the first time clearly, even though it was still dark. I saw Edgar's cock. I saw Gretchen's pussy. I saw Edgar's cock in Gretchen's pussy. And it was HOT!
When Steven and I got home, we agree it was a fantastic experience. But it was not swinging. We were making love to our spouses, even if we were sharing the intimacy of the experience with our best friends.
Still, it was a step way beyond anything I had ever imagined doing. And it was not without some soul searching about what it would mean for our relationship. Steven seemed far more comfortable with what had happened than I was. Not that I hadn't been excited. I had been at least as excited as Steven when we were doing it and I was a very willing participant even if I would never have initiated it.
And yet, before then, our relationship was simple. We were monogamous. And our sex life was strictly private and mostly in our bedroom at night. Now ... well, what were we? We hadn't had sex with another couple, but what we had just done opened up a whole lot of undefined 'what ifs'.
Photo #2 August 8
Gretchen looking up with a stiff cock in her mouth and cum on her chin