Our Hotwife Conversation

Ch2 -- Jamie to get an offer she might not be able to refuse.

In the first chapter of this story, I came out of the closet and shared with Jamie my hotwife fantasy. She did not react negatively, and nor did she judge me, but she expressed to me clearly that I should not expect her to behave as I desired. I respected her boundaries, all while answering her questions about what would cause me to want this, while also addressing her concerns about what it could mean for our relationship.

A few months later at a tropical resort, the playful vacation adult pool atmosphere led her to tease me when she expressed a desire to remove her bikini top.

Unfortunately, this resort was not a clothing optional resort, and her top remained on while we passionately kissed in the pool.

A year has passed, and it would seem she is more open to the idea. She may never take that leap, and I will never demand it from her (as there would be no satisfaction in that), but she has surprised me over the past several months, leaping into a world I never expected.

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After Jamie and I returned from our tropical time away, we started talking about the trip and decided to take a similar vacation the following year to a different Caribbean location.

I also asked her, "Were you serious about taking your top off in the pool on that last trip?"

Jamie replied, "I was, and I would have done it. It's just tits, and everyone there has seen those before."

I inquired further, "What made you want to do that?"

Without a doubt, Jamie has a bit of an exhibitionist fetish in her, and more so when she feels good about her body. Before the trip, she lost some weight and was feeling more confident in herself and in her appearance. Our communication improved tremendously, especially where previously unspoken thoughts were now openly shared and discussed.

Jamie replied, "Well, I was feeling good about myself that day, and at the same time I thought you might like it."

I said to her, "Like it? I would have loved it! I love your body, and you are gorgeous! It would have been fun to show you off like that! Unfortunately, the resort didn't cater to that type of atmosphere, otherwise I would have had no issue whatsoever."

A few more months had passed, and it came time to start booking our next trip. I suggested to Jamie this time, if she thought she might want to be a little more risqué, let's choose a more risqué-friendly resort.

As luck and determination would have it, Jamie lost a significant amount of weight since we returned from that first trip to now. We both hit the gym and were significantly more fit. Many of our friends and co-workers even commented about how good they thought we looked.

With all this positive feedback, and with our appearances improved, Jamie said, "Sure! I have never done anything like that. Let's try it." I was completely surprised how quickly she took up my offer!

We waited a little too long to book. Most clothing-optional places were full having no availability. As luck would have it, a major swinger resort had premium rooms available, looking right out on their nude-only beach, with a hot tub on the patio. Jamie LOVES hot tubs and beaches!

I was shocked when she agreed to visit the resort! I immediately booked the room and flight!

A year earlier, any hotwife fantasy I expressed was met with a solid "not a chance." Here we are a year later expecting to party naked at one of the world's most famous swinger resorts.....but with a boundary. Under no circumstances were we going engage in sexual activity with other people, either as a couple or individually. If anyone asked us to play, we would be saying "no, we do not play."

Jamie did express a concern that I was setting her up to be tempted. Well, the truth is, I was. She called me out on it, and made me promise that even if she was wanting to play, I was to have the strength to say no.

I agreed I would say no. That said, I also indicated that minds change with time, but that once we set foot on the resort, if she had not changed her mind, then that was the result she could expect. And if she had a moment of overwhelming desire in the resort and I stopped any potential non-monogamous lifestyle activity, under no circumstances did I want to be chastised for taking that action later on.

We also had further conversations. It's one thing to have physical sex. What about things like kissing? Touching? Having sex ourselves in front of others? Masturbating where others might see? What if we befriended another couple and invited them to the hot tub? What about risqué games the resort sponsored that might have some brief touching in some way when naked? What if she wanted to kiss another woman, but not have sex with her? Previously Jamie had expressed desires to explore and experience another woman.

After discussing a variety of scenarios, everything the resort had to offer was fully okay with Jamie, except non-monogamous sexually touching situations that would lead to orgasm or resulted in orgasm. Playfully touching situations such as a game sponsored by the resort did not cause her concern, and nor did anything involving she and I touching ourselves or each other regardless of any onlookers.

I thought to myself, "Great! I understand her boundaries and will do as she requested." But I also reminded her she had until we stepped on the property to change her mind or refine her thoughts if she felt differently later on.

As the months passed, we had fun buying and trying on very sexy outfits to wear at the resort parties. But there was also a significant amount of unexpected activity and expenses going on in Jamie's personal life. Our marriage is a second marriage for both of us, so for the most part, we keep separate finances. She was becoming quite stressed at some expenses that seemed out of her control.

As a result of events taking place in the lives of her children, Jamie racked up thousands of dollars in credit card bills. I assisted her numerous times over the years with financial matters, especially during Covid when she lost her job. But with the cost of this trip and expenses I had, I was also now tapped, and I could not easily find the money to relieve her stress. With some juggling, however, I could get the money, but it was highly unconventional and not particularly in anyone's best financial interest. If I had to do it, I could.

Then an idea hit me as I watched Jamie getting increasingly excited for our trip. Even though she is telling me 'No' to any swinger or hotwife lifestyle activity, I can sense that she had been thinking about it, and in the back of her mind imagining it in a pleasurable way, if not outright desiring it. Especially as she researched the resort and chat sites online herself.

I know my wife. She loves sex, and our sex life and communication are excellent. While we are both highly committed to each other, I communicated with her that my biggest fantasy is to see her in situations where carnal lust and desire completely consume her, where she just has to have it now with anyone she wants! My greatest desire was to see her at that point of no return, where all lady-like pretense and rules stop, and she becomes a determined sexually hungry slut seeking satisfaction at all costs. And then she acts on it! I can think of nothing more beautiful than a woman in heat, especially when that woman is my sexy gorgeous wife, seeing her filled and fully satisfied.

When we were talking one day about all this, I teased her about having a few young stud boyfriends who were highly interested in her. She quietly commented that if I knew what she was thinking, it might scare me. Knowing how promiscuous she was before we married, my imagination quickly ran wild giving me an instant hard on! But I also know she has expressed an interest in making it with a woman, so maybe that is what she meant? I would have no issue either way. While she was much closer to a hotwife date than a year earlier, she wasn't ready to cross the line as a happily and dedicated married woman. And she may never cross that line.

Was it fear holding her back, fear of liking it too much? Or fear of what I might think if she let loose? Was it guilt holding her back? If it was guilt, what was there to be guilty about? What could be more right than seeking your own pleasure, while at the same time giving your husband one of his greatest fantasies?

I can understand these feelings, especially as women in our society undergo a lifetime of mental programming, guilting, and shaming if they act in any way sexual against society's rules. I can also understand it takes time to step past that. Sometimes though, we overthink situations, and once we dive in, it turns out our emotions were just a mirage holding us back from dreams and fantasies we really want.

With just two months remaining before our new trip, I considered making Jamie an offer. It would be up to her if she wanted to accept it, with no pressure to accept it or reject it. But it would be very enticing, otherwise it's not really an offer.

I considered offering her a financial incentive to explore the hotwife lifestyle, making it worth her sincere consideration so she could completely pay off her debts.

If she had any concern or fear of what I might think, now I would be putting my money where my mouth was. There would be no question I was serious and not just speaking with my dick. If she was having any guilt or shame, this might be enough to motivate her past that and feel first-hand that it isn't that bad once in the situation, and to see first-hand just how much it does for us as a couple. Or so I thought.

The offer I had in mind looked like this:

- The offer would extend for only 12 months. Beyond 12 months it's off the table. This gives her ample time to consider and emotionally prepare.

- The financial offer would cover only up to 5 encounters.

- An encounter or "date" must be for no less than 4 hours with her and her date completely naked. She must actively try to have an orgasm and try to give her date/boyfriend an orgasm.

- I must be present on her encounters at all times in the same room unless I choose on my own to step away. I may or may not participate.

- Jamie chooses all her dates and can meet them ahead of time for coffee. I have "veto" power over any of them. She can also ask me to assist in finding quality men.

- In no way whatsoever should these encounters be allowed to affect our mutual dedication to our marriage relationship. They are to enhance our relationship. If they negatively impact either of us, then all bets and offers are off, and we will revert to monogamy.

- For a "date," I would offer her $200 for the first boyfriend to attend. $400 for the 2nd boyfriend to attend. $600 for the 3rd boyfriend to attend. This will keep increasing by $200 for each additional boyfriend up to 10 concurrent boyfriends on each date, where I would pay her $2000 for that final boyfriend to take part in pleasuring her.

In other words, if she goes on a single date with one man, I will give her $200. But if she engages in a 10-man pleasure gangbang funfest instead, I would be willing to give her $11,000 for the same date! Or she can choose something in between.

$11,000 for 4 hours, plus the time it takes to arrange the encounter isn't bad! And I can think of no other person I would want to have that cash.

I would do this for up to 5 different sessions over the year, where she could potentially have a total of $55,000. The sooner she acts, the sooner she can have the funds. And this would completely wipe out her credit card bills, with plenty of cash in her pocket to spare, tax free.

Truthfully, I have no idea what Jamie would do with this. Would she hate me for it? Would she accuse me later of "making her do something she didn't really want to do"? Would she get into it a lot, or would she just see it as undesirable work that she has to do to get the money?

How is an offer like this any different than my buying her a super nice gift, and her fucking my brains in as a reward or message of thanks for what I did for her? I don't buy the gift to get fucked. I would buy the gift because I love seeing how happy it makes her. I get fucked because she wants to say thank you and enjoys it herself, a choice that is up to her. It's a reciprocal win-win when she responds in this way.

With this offer, it is the other way around. She would give me a gift by getting extreme pleasure fucking someone else's brains in, and I give back to her something she wants as a huge thank you for making my day! All I am doing is telling her what my needs and desires are with the decision being entirely up to her if she wants to move ahead or not.

Would she think I see her as a whore, or worse, would she see herself as one? I know I wouldn't look at her any differently if she turned it down or accepted it. But I would hope she understands there is nothing more desirable to me than a gorgeous horny slut wife craving her next taboo orgasm, while openly sharing with me her pleasurable experience. I love watching her orgasm and feeling that pleasure.

Jamie would have a year to think about it. Maybe after we go to the swinger's resort, and we see how casually other beautiful couples engage each other for pleasure, she would have a change in heart. Then again, maybe not? Or she starts out small and works up to more wild experiences I could only dream of?

One thing I can be sure of is that our marriage would remain anything but dull! I think we both want to make our marriage one of the best experiences ever, not one we look back on later with regret that we didn't do something. We are only here for a short while. Why not push our limits?

All the thoughts in my head. For now, I am going to restrain myself from acting on this temptation, at least until after our trip to the swinger resort. It may be that it's not our thing. It may also be that she likes what she sees and acts completely on her own in that direction, which of course would be the best of all worlds since the desire is driven completely from within. There is no harm in waiting for life to play out.