When life is good, it is important to take time and celebrate it.
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Lisa and I were best friends. When Song was working night shifts, Lisa and I used to have long conversations into the night. On one of our first ones, just a few weeks after Lisa came into our lives, I raised a question about her career choices. I asked her why she did not become a lawyer.
"I was going to be," she told me. "That was my dream ever since high-school. I went down this path because I wanted to help people. I wanted to speak for those who can't speak for themselves."
"So what happened?" I asked.
"As I started my internship, I realized things were not as advertised. People didn't care about what was right. I learned there were only two things that drove people in the legal system: greed and laziness. People don't do what is just, but what is either gonna make them rich, or what will allow them to go home early."
I sighed. "This sounds grim."
"It is. I knew the system was not perfect way before even going to law school, but I didn't know it was THAT bad."
"But that was just one firm, maybe others are better?"
"Roger's firm was no better. It didn't bother him as much, as he was driven by greed no less than others. I guess the legal system is not for naive idealists like me."
"What would you like to do, if you could choose?" I asked.
"If I could do anything? Any job? Without worrying about returning my student's loans?"
"Yes."
"I would probably volunteer in a legal-aid foundation that provides legal aid to unprivileged populations, such as immigrants and minorities. They need the most protection against the system, but they don't have money to pay."
"That's a really noble dream," I told her. "I see why Song and you are such a good match. You both care about people. Both want to make the world a better place by helping the weak and the helpless, one person at a time." As I said that, I caressed her arm.
She smiled at me. "That's a childish, silly dream," she said. "Grown-ups need to think about things like paying the rent and buying food. They cannot afford to dream about saving the world, if it doesn't come with a paycheck at the end of the month."
"Well, that's not exactly true," I said. "We are a team now. In my work, we don't save people, we just connect them and get them hooked up to our service. But I make good money, which means we don't need your financial help keeping this household together. This means you can go save the world."
"That would be extremely selfish of me," Lisa said, "chasing my dream while Song and you work hard to finance it. Besides, I also have a mountain to pay in student's loans, which Song and you should not be responsible for."
Then she went silent, choosing her next words carefully.
"And there's also another thing. The three of us, that's really great for me, but we're still at the beginning of our journey together. So many things can happen, and break us apart. If I leave my job and go chase my dreams volunteering in some foundation, and then we break up, I will be left with no way to provide for myself. I can't afford to risk it, so early in our relationship."
I kissed her softly on her cheek. She really thought this through.
"I know there are challenges," I told her, "but we are smart people. We'll figure out a way to help you chase your dream. Maybe not tomorrow, but one day, you'll be there."
She smiled at me.
"I love your optimism, Owen," she said. "You know how to make a girl feel good," and kissed me softly on my cheek.
Then she leaned on me, and I embraced her, laying my arm on her shoulders.
"I like this," she said, "talking to you deep into the night. I'm so happy Song was persistent and persuaded me to meet you."
"I like it too," I said. "I like being friends with you."
"Friends with benefits," she said, and caressed me on my crotch, through my pants. "Don't forget the benefits. I love having benefits with you."
I kissed her on her head, that was leaning on my shoulder. "I love having benefits with you too," I said.
She took my hand, the one that was not holding her, and tucked it inside her shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra, so my palm squeezed against one of her nipples.
"Would you like to go to bed and have some right now?" she asked me, tucking her hand inside my shorts, reaching my dick.
"I'd love to," I said, smiling.
"Will you be imagining Song when you will be 'benefiting' me?" she asked.
"I don't know," I said. "Maybe I'll be just enjoying you. Would that be a bad thing?"
"It wouldn't be," she assured me. "I'll be enjoying you too. Song would be delighted to hear we enjoyed each other, regardless of her. I'm sure. Us getting along is very important for her."
"There is a difference between 'getting along' and what we do," I said, trying to explain why I was feeling a little guilty. "We are getting along great. We are best friends. I like watching you make love to Song, and I know you like watching us make love. But you and me, when Song isn't around, it is no longer about Song. I like having sex with you because of you, not because of Song. Do you think this is OK?"
"I too like fucking you because of you," she said. "I don't feel guilty because of it. I think Song knows it. Let me ask you this, does your attraction to me take anything from your love to Song? Or from your attraction to her?"
"Hell no!" I answered quickly.
"So she loses nothing from this. On the contrary. For me, fucking you makes me want her more badly."
She moved her pelvis uncomfortably, letting me know she was aroused and needed me to help her with that.
"I miss her pussy," she said. "I miss the smell of her juices. The taste of her clit."
"I miss her pussy too," I said, inserting my hand into Lisa's shorts, reaching her clit. "I miss how wet she gets when I get inside her."
Lisa kissed me passionately, and then stood up and lead me to the bedroom. She tossed away her clothes and lay on the bed with her legs wide open, her right hand massaging her clit.