The usual disclaimers. All people are 18. It's a fantasy. etc, etc. This was also inspired by someone I met online several years ago. I'm a little bit of an outsider to this fetish and this is kind of my spin on the fetish. I hope I hit your buttons right.
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Race had never been a big part of my fantasies. Like most white guys (I think), I've typically found myself attracted to white girls. Occasionally someone really floats my boat from another race (Gabrielle Union, Halle Barry, Selma Hayek, etc) but, in general, my tastes are pretty generic.
That changed several years ago after playing online with a girl from reddit. We met in a writing subreddit and progressed from writing short stories to writing erotica together. As time went on, she confessed her two biggest fantasies to me. She really liked extreme abuse fantasy. And when I say extreme, I mean... EXTREME. I tried to play with that in our chats but it really wasn't me and the darker places she wanted to go just didn't do anything for me (frankly they ranged from scary to revolting). Ultimately, those fantasies were the reason we went our separate ways. I couldn't tell where the fantasy ended and real life began. Hell, I'm not sure she really knew.
But her other fantasy? Now that one stuck with me. She really got off on what I now know to be called, "Raceplay". And for her, it was all about white guys and Asian girls. At first, I thought it was just name calling. And that didn't do much for me but it was easy to incorporate into our chats. But as we talked, I grew to understand it more deeply. She had a belief of white superiority. A belief that Asian women were bred to be sluts for colonial masters. That they craved the bigger dicks and the more dominant traits of white men. That particular power trip was pretty intoxicating and I really enjoyed it.
Now don't get me wrong, I can separate fantasy from reality just fine. I don't think that all Asian girls see white men that way. But it planted the seed in my mind. This couldn't possibly be the only girl that thought this, right?
Fast forward a couple years and a bunch of my friends and I are at a high school pseudo-reunion. It's not anything particularly formal, a bunch of friends from Facebook set up a little get together at Disney. There were maybe 20 of us, guys and girls. Most everyone was either dating or married at this point. The only other single guy was a good friend of mine that I'd played basketball with, Roland. We knew that three of the girls coming were single and we'd already talked about which ones we thought we had a chance with. Kyrsten was an ex cheerleader that Roland had hooked up with in high school. She was a short, redhead with great curves and a super cute smile. We both knew she was smart and fun and Roland felt pretty comfortable that she was a safe bet. I'd always had a little bit of a crush on her though and when I told Roland, he said, "No worries man. There's nothin' there for me long term with her, you take a shot. Besides, I think Jennifer's got a thing for me anyways."
Jennifer was a smoking hot blonde that everyone had lusted after in high school. She'd gotten pregnant right after our senior year but the dude that knocked her up proved to be a colossal ass hole. She'd managed to put herself through college and now had a successful career. She'd made it pretty apparent on Facebook that she was now looking for something. I thought my odds with Kyrsten were maybe 50/50. My odds with Jennifer were basically zero. Not that she was a particularly superficial person, it's just that she was amazing and could have anyone. She would definitely be awash in a see of options and I'd be just one of many. She and Roland had dated briefly but she'd broken up with him to date the ass hole that knocked her up so Roland figured he at least had a fighting chance.
Honestly, neither of us considered Carly. Carly had been really stand-offish in high school. If the term, "Resting Bitch Face" had been a thing when we were in school, we'd have used it on her. It wasn't that she couldn't smile. She had a beautiful smile. She just didn't smile much and she had this look about her the rest of the time that said, "Fuck off, you douche."
She also had a weird, slightly hard to figure out, sense of humor. So you couldn't reliably make her laugh. All that combined to give her a bit of a reputation as an ice queen in school. I liked her. She'd been a positive acquaintance but not much more. And if you hadn't guessed already, she was Asian.
So fast forward to the Disney weekend. We all meet and everything's good. We tried to stick together as best we could but 20+ people at Disney becomes a nightmare pretty quickly, even on a slightly slower day. Some of the girls were pregnant and couldn't do the rides. Most of us realized how much less exciting the rides were compared to our childhood. Seriously, if you haven't ridden the race cars again... don't... not worth it. But as the day drifted on, a bunch of people rested or went back to the hotel. Eventually, it was just Roland, the three single girls, and I.
I wasn't in the best mood. Kyrsten had made it instantly clear that she was looking to hook back up with Roland. He'd made a valiant effort at first to deflect her towards me but it hadn't stuck... at all. Kyrsten was nice about it but it was clear she'd come here on a mission.
As it turned out, the only problem with that mission was that Jennifer stood firmly in the way. While Roland was trying to deflect Kyrsten towards me, he'd also started flirting with Jennifer. Hard. And she was clearly interested. The two of them ended up being buddy buddy with him all day. There wasn't a single ride that they didn't fight over who got to ride with him. And Disney has a LOT of two seater rides. Roland, being the gentleman that he is, offered to ride with both of them so Carly and I did a lot of waiting.
At one point, we found ourselves sharing some fries while we watched Kyrsten stand impatiently in line, waiting for Roland and Jennifer to finish Thunder Mountain.
"Poor guy," she said to me.
"Oh yeah. It's a tough life having great girls throw themselves at you," I said sarcastically.
"Having people throw themselves at you isn't always fun. Not like he can have both. He'll have to choose eventually,"
"I dunno. Kyrsten doesn't seem like she's gonna let that stop her," I said with a smirk. Carly laughed and I was reminded again how nice a laugh and smile she had. I smiled back and she glanced away, tucking her hair behind her ear deftly.
"Maybe. I don't think Jenn will go for that though."
"You're probably right," I said then asked, "How come you're not after him? Smart, good looking, has a great job," I said. Roland parlayed a busted year in the NBA farm league into a burgeoning business as a sports rep. He'd just signed his first NBA all-star and hired a partner to help branch out into the NFL. He was pretty good about not flashing his money but he couldn't help but show off a little.
"He's not really my type," she said, still looking away.
"Yeah? What's not to like? THEY seem to like what they're seeing," I asked her, genuinely curious.
"Truthfully? I... well..."
"It's because he's black, isn't it?" I said jokingly.
"Noooo...," she said drawing it out. "Not exactly... "