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Carly just dropped quite the bombshell on me. My mind sort of locked up as I looked at her. I registered the emotional rainbow she traveled in front of me but wasn't really able to process much of anything. Carly was pregnant. Pregnant! I experienced a shameful flicker of anger followed by fear and panic. But when I saw my own terror mirrored in her face, not for the baby but for me, my emotional roller coaster settled down and I knew what I needed to do.
I smiled and kissed her, "It's mine, right?"
She smiled and punched my shoulder, "Of course it's yours, asshole... Master... Jay... Of course... I haven't slept with anyone else in almost six months."
There was a part of me that wanted to confirm that. I'd had girls cheat on me before... who hadn't? But something about the way Carly said it just seemed so sincere. I suppose there were other opportunities to worry about that problem, though. "And do you want to keep it?"
"Yes... yes I do... I want your baby and I've got your baby and please don't make me... " she started crying again.
"Make you?" I asked before realizing, "Never... I'd never MAKE you... " I stopped, unable to phrase the words I wanted to say. "Were you worried I'd be angry?"
"You were for a moment. I saw it," she said smiling through her tears.
"Only for the briefest of nano-seconds. But then I realized that I loved you and... " I trailed off, realizing what I'd been about to say and stopping myself.
Carly realized instantly, "Oh my God... Jay... yes... Of course, I love you too. Absolutely. A hundred percent. A thousand percent. Every bit of me. Oh God... I'm sorry... "
"I had Friends flashbacks for a moment, 'I said, 'I Love you...' "
"And she said, 'Thank you'," Carly finished and we laughed with each other, breaking the tension.
"I'm just glad to finally say it and hear it. And we'll figure out the baby thing. It'll change things though,"
"No," she said firmly, tone shifting.
"What do you mean?" I asked. I realized that she hardly ever said the word around me. I'd kind of gotten spoiled and didn't really like hearing it.
"You promised. Nothing changes."
"But..."
"No... that's the condition. I love you, Jay. But I won't be happy with some vanilla, suburban sex life. I want this. Everything you've given me. And I want you to have more. More girlfriends. More conquests. Even more children... someday."
"But..." I started again but she cut me off.
"And so help me if you start treating me like a respectable girl instead of a chink, slant, yellow asian fuckslut whore... Well... I'll be pissed and resentful." She was practically yelling at me as we sat there in her car. Her body quivering with rage.
"Are you sure?"
She laughed, "Yes. God you big dope. Yes! If anything, being pregnant is a reminder that I'm finally serving my purpose as a breeding fuckhole for a white man. You know what my reaction was to the positive test?"
I shook my head, "I went and fucked myself with three dildos for about an hour, edging so hard that I thought I'd lose my mind. I nearly called you and begged permission to cum but I didn't want to bother you while you were fucking someone."
It was my turn to laugh, "Giving my little bimbo girlfriend permission to cum is never a bother."
"Thank you, Master. So please. Please promise me that nothing changes."
"If that's what you want, slut. I'll prove it to you this weekend. Tell me about your roommates."
She shivered slightly in arousal, realizing why I was asking. "I have two. Natalie and Alex. Natalie is about average height, athletic, nice tits, blonde and half-asian."
"Half-asian blonde?" I asked.
Carly nodded, "Yeah. Japanese and black. She bleaches it platinum blonde. You'll love her. Very exotic. She works as a professor at Harvard."
"Oh yeah? What's she teach?"
Carly smirked, "Gender studies. But don't worry, Master. She thinks it's all bullshit."
I pondered that for a moment before pressing on, "And the other one... uhh... Alex?"
"Yeah... she's a little shorter. Kind of a goth look. She's great too. Really cute. Also an asian mutt."
"I'm sensing a theme."
"No. No theme, Master. Just girls I've been friends with a long time. Alex is actually part of the reason I have this fetish. Her dad is Norse-Irish and I always get a little turned on seeing her parents. He played rugby and he's a big guy. And he just towers over everyone. Always kind of turned me on."
"You have a crush on your friend's dad?"
"Not really. He's kind of a dick. But the visual is... impressive."
"So is Alex like you?"
"Maybe... " she said coyly.
"What aren't you telling me?" I asked.