Hi, I'm Carrie. Yes, that girl here with the short blonde hair and the suicide blue eyes. Next to me my black boyfriend Rob. I love him, really, and that means a lot of funny bullshit is happening whenever we're together. He looks so cute uncertain and seriously, and sometimes he can be, really, but in bed he's "Police Officer Rob Nash" with a wonderful dirty voice, doing heavy "full body inspection" with me looking for "heavy drugs maybe hidden in your ass" and making dirty jokes of what he wanted to do with me. Of course, eventually he does his jokes on me. I love him for that, but sometimes his jokes are really too heavy, too dirty, he could even see this on my face. Then he's saying "Just a joke!". But sometimes, I love to say "Do it!" , and I can feel him getting a totally kick by doing it. That's what it's all about, no matter what it is. His excitement about me is far the hottest part of him.
Anyway, I wanted him to be more dominant to me. This was my expression to praise his really beautiful body. OK, the "Police Officer Rob Nash" is really dominant, but he couldn't play him all the time, it was more fun. I wanted another kind of dominance. Want him to be quiet, taking everything he wants without asking. Maybe with a soft violence. Slapping me softly, threaten me with a warm, but straight voice to "beat the shit out of my fucking body" if I'm not doing it right now. Slapping me sometimes without reason. Slapping me the right way is an art. Hard enough to make my head ringing and my body feeling itself. Not harder. Never. OK, a little bit. No, not that hard.
I told him that. And he seems to be afraid to do that without hurting me in the end.
"Anyway," I said, "if you hurt me, I say OUCH, you say SORRY and then you continue fucking me!"
But he said that my face and my blue eyes will never allow him to become the real beast. The real excited beast I want him to be.
"Look in the mirror, look in your eyes!" he said." You can kill me with an eye blink of yours. You're the perfect dominatrix. Believe me, its much easier if you dominate me, and I would love to see you doin' it . You can tie me, torture me, taking a dildo twice the size of my dick and fuck me in the ass!"
Yes, that scary face here is mine.
"Just a joke!" He laughs," but I would be ready for that if you want."
"I don't wanna torture you. Even if it excites you."
Wasn't I sound somewhat dominant?
"But I want to lick your...entire...body!"
Yes, you see right, I'm getting weak by saying such things. His body is a real mess.
"OK. Let's do it!" That's Rob!
"Can't you force me to do that?" That's me.
Here. Look, how he's face-palming. Isn't he sweet? Those long fingers. Hottest fingers on earth. I experienced that.
"Listen, Carrie," he said, holding my hand, "I had so many girls begging me to be careful to her, not hurting her by fucking, while I had always that strong urge to really smack-fuck them and spitting them out when done, and now I met you and I never wanted anything more than not hurting you, not disgusting you with any forced thing, feeling romantic with you, love you and satisfy you, maybe with even not touching you....but you?"
I looked at him, as he seems to destroy the romantic feeling a little bit. But he tried to take the charge out.
"I want to touch you, and want you to touch me or do whatever excites you."
The feeling came back. Off course, touching him is exciting.
"C'mon, you're the beast! You got damn blackass fantasies, if I would knew them, you would make me blush if I could, and I want you to fucking practice everything of it in the kinkiest way on me."
He really tried to bolster me. But I was uncertain.
"Even licking or fondling me can be a torture," he smiled, "a sweet torture."
I was smiling, but still uncertain. So Rob changed his tune to his alter ego:
"Otherwise I will beat the shit out of your fucking body if you do anything with that tongue of yours on me, beeaaatch!"
"You're a bastard."
"I'm Police Officer Rob Nash!"
I was standing up. "Lay down on the bed! I will tie you. I will torture you. You will be punished for starring at my tits!"
Yeah, I'm dominant!
"Yeah, Ma'am," he said kowtowing.
I had to kick his ass with my knee, it was looking so damn beautiful.
I tied him, and it felt funny. He always did dirty jokes while I tied him, about my ass and what he could do with it. Oh my god! But it felt good. About my tits. OK, he was allowed to suck them a last time. About my cunt. OK, this was enough, I began to torture him a little bit with sitting on his face and with my knees on his biceps. But he seems to enjoy this, even when taking his hand an biting in it, with almost everything in bite power I could offer, he laughs saying "Good lick, huh?" Finally, I pushed my slip into his mouth. He fucking had to be quiet.
I stood up, saw his beautiful body with his stiffy, tied to my total will, and saw it was good.
"I'm back in a few minutes, and when I come back this dirty fucking black dick still has to be stiffen, to come 3 seconds after I will touch it!"
Seeing his face expression with my orange slip in his mouth was worth a Porsche 911. I smiled, not saying whether this was a joke or not.
I was going to bath. Took myself time. I had a little idea of having fun with that situation. I wore a blue bikini and a brown-gray jacket with a little white scarf. Nothing more. I thought myself looking a little bit like a somewhat successful business woman, but don't wear that much so I look sexy and could take everything off easily and fast. I entered the room, trying to walk somewhat business-like.