Nothing seemed to exist outside of me and the phone at that moment. The video was only a handful of seconds long, but I watched it over and over again in the street, stricken with horror, the scene of that huge, thick black cock ramming home into my wife, my Alice... it was horrifying. My nightmare come to life in a 15 second clip.
I was tempted to hurl the phone to the floor, but I didn't. Instead, I put it away in a daze. I don't remember how I got back to the hotel, just that I did so, went to our room and lay down on the bed. I was too stunned to even cry, but I must have drifted off, because the next thing I knew a hand was shaking me gently. I looked round and saw Alice looking at me, a range of emotions flitting across her features.
"Are you okay?"
The question was so... no, I can't even describe it, not even now. It was... how did she expect me to be at that moment? I just looked at her, unable to speak. She met my gaze, not looking away.
"I'm not ashamed of what I did," she said, finally. "It was... well, you saw a little bit. It was... amazing."
I merely stared back.
"You know... you never should have let me go off with Melody that day. The second you were gone she said I needed to go black. I mean, that girl is obsessed... and now, I can see why."
I think I groaned.
"She asked me straight out if I'd ever fucked a black guy. I said no, then she said I had to. I scoffed, saying that why would I want to? I had you, a loving husband and everything. That I'd never betray you. She said that, in the end, I would because when confronted with a black cock - a huge one - I could never say no. It was only natural to be curious and, well, once I'd partaken, I'd be hooked."
"This was ridiculous to me, but I admit something about how earnest she was, how completely convincing she was... something sparked in my mind. But I love you, so I ignored her. So, we went shopping and took our stuff back here. Then she said she had something to show me, so we went back to that place on the beach where we met her... and she took me in the back and that waiter... she pulled down his pants and sucked him right in front of me."
"I was appalled at what she was doing, but she met my eye while she... went to work and I couldn't move. I just looked at her and, slowly, just at the cock. It was huge, like she'd said it would be. It was... an amazing sight, lathered up with her saliva, her tongue worshipping it... the contrast of its dark colour with her pearly white skin. It was beautiful."
"She asked if I wanted a taste, but I said no... though I did kinda want to. She shrugged and a few minutes later I watched him cum in her mouth. So much cum, I've never seen a man produce so much! And she swallowed it all too, obviously."
Alice looked away for a second.
"For a moment, I wished he had cum in my mouth... just to see how it tasted, how it felt to have such a huge load sprayed in there... but then I thought of you, James. I thought of you and pushed that temptation aside."
"She asked me how I was feeling and I struggled to answer. I'll tell the truth - I was conflicted. We've not been having sex - good or otherwise - for a while now and... yeah, what I'd just witnessed had made me really horny. Especially as the cock was so big and, amazingly, he was still rock-hard despite being milked dry..."
"But it wasn't to be then. I managed to get out of the place and took some deep breaths while standing in the sand outside. I felt Melody behind me and told her, without turning around, that I wouldn't betray you. Then... she said it was inevitable that I would. She could tell, she said, that... that... I was a black cock slut deep down."
"I scoffed at this, sneering that that was impossible. She shrugged her shoulders, saying that I was gorgeous and deserved the best. I said I had you... she laughed. You know she says she still loves you? Just not in the way you'd expect... and she also loves what she gets from her black partners more. She said I deserved more than you could give me. Again, I scoffed... but she'd struck a nerve - because of your problems recently. Still, I remained firm."
"Then later we were by the pool and she engineered a situation where I was talking to these two guys, black guys... and they were cool, gentlemanly and so on... but they were very forthright. They said I was amazingly beautiful and they'd both like to fuck me. I said I was flattered but spoken for. They said that hadn't stopped all the women before me... and, of course, that intrigued me. 'All the women?' I asked. Surely married women didn't just drop their panties and let strangers fuck them like that?"
"They said that just the night before they'd been invited up to the hotel room of this woman, tall redhead with a big ass they said, and they were asked to fuck her at the same time in front of her husband, who sat in the chair watching as the two men just nailed her for hours. They told me about numerous occasions like this... and what got me thinking was how often these tales involved multiple men. We don't talk about our kinks much... but I do have this fantasy about being with more than one guy, so what they were saying... yes, it turned me on."
"But I kept saying no, I was spoken for. Then Melody came up, knowing what was going on, and said I could borrow her room if I wanted to fuck them right then and there! I said no again... but I'll admit I hesitated for a second. I did think about them and... well, I said no. I didn't want to betray you."
She sighed. "But I did betray you. Because you didn't answer. I think... I think it was silly, you could have had any number of reasons for not calling me back... but I was really feeling... I just felt like I needed to try, you know? To get it out of my system... and when you didn't call, I couldn't resist any more... Melody was insistent, our host was quietly insistent... I just thought I'll do it, get it out of my system then come back to you. But..."
I looked at her. She looked at me. I felt a little tear run down my cheek as she continued.
"... but, oh fucking hell, everything changed when he put that huge fucking cock in me, James. I didn't expect it. I thought it would be cathartic, be... exciting, yes... but this was unbelievable. I've never felt anything like it, being soooo full up with cock... and the orgasms, my God, the orgasms. I still feel, like, sort of blissful even now, hours later. I can't really explain how they were... you have to be a girl to really get it, but... yeah, wow."
I groaned again.
"I'm sorry, I just want to tell you, to be open about this. I'm here, aren't I? I'm not going anywhere. I'm with you. I had a little dalliance and now we're back to normal."
"Really?" I finally managed, trying not to sound like I was whimpering, pleading with her. "You promise it was just a one-off?"
"Let me finish my story," she smiled. I should have really noticed that she didn't answer the question. I just took the smile as an answer... but it wasn't. It really wasn't.
"Anyway, the men and Melody tried to pressure me, but I resisted. She then shrugged and said that if I didn't want them, she'd go upstairs and fuck them herself! I didn't know what to say, so I just watched them go off together. A while later, while I was changing for dinner, she sent me a text. Well, a few texts and photos. Do you want to see?"