"To be a Chechen Muslim woman is to fight when it feels like the entire world is against you," said Maaret Salamovich, and with that, the young woman walked out of the manager office with her head held high. No use crying over spilt milk, or so the western clichΓ© went in such situations. As far as Maaret was concerned, Walter, the Tim Horton's manager could take this damn job and shove it where the sun did not shine.
"Maaret, you should not have lost your cool while dealing with that customer, even if he was angry," Walter said, somewhat dismissively. Maaret's sole reply was a casual shrug. This particular conversation was basically over. The annoying little man and all of his ilk could go to hell for all that Maaret cared. No job was worth the young woman sense of dignity, and the bigoted bozo who made a negative comment about her Hijab deserved every insult she threw his way...
Maaret was born in the Aul ( a type of fortified village commonly found throughout the Caucasus Mountains ) of Aldi, in the Sunzha River Valley, a territory that links the realms of North Ossetia, Ingushetia and Chechnya. The blood of the stoic, embattled Chechen Muslim people flowed through her veins, and even after living in the City of Ottawa, Ontario, for three years, there were certain things that she simply could not do...
In the City of Ottawa, Ontario, one of the first things that Maaret noticed was how damn passive-aggressive and fake the people were. In the nation of Chechnya, and the rest of the Russian Federation for that matter, people did not hide how they felt. As a Chechen Muslim woman, Maaret was well aware of how most ethnic Russians felt about her, and she would fearlessly stare back at them, practically daring them to say something.
"Russians hate us and they're our enemies until the day of judgement," Maaret's father Timur Salamovich, Imam of the village of Aldi, warned her. Father and daughter visited the City of Moscow, Capital of Russia, for the first time four years ago. Dressed in traditional Islamic garb, they definitely stuck out in the vast metropolis where most of the residents were ethnic Russians, as to be expected.
"No way I can forget, Otets ( Father ), trust me," Maaret replied, and together, the father and daughter visited the prestigious Moscow State Forest University. Maaret wanted to become an engineer and work in the environmental sector. Once upon a time, Maaret aspired to become a caretaker for the vast and varied environment that was the Russian landscape, preserving nature as the population continued to grow. Unfortunately, fate had other plans.
Tensions between Russia proper and the Chechen people were nothing new, but the Russian government feared Chechnya's renewed push for independence. In the past, religious leaders like Sheikh Mansur had led the Chechen people into open rebellion against Russian armed forces. when Maaret's father Imam Timur spoke at a gathering of Chechen Muslim students in Moscow, the government went ahead and grabbed the old man, locking him up without a trial.
"Flee this country, my dear, Russia is not safe for you," Imam Timur said to Maaret, the very last time that she laid eyes on her father. He was being kept in a holding cell at the Russian Ministry of the Internal Affairs, having been transferred there by the Moscow City Police. The only reason Maaret had been allowed to visit Imam Timur was because she was his only daughter...
"Otets ( Father ), I won't abandon you," Maaret protested, and then she was dragged away from the visiting area by armed guardsmen. Maaret was unceremoniously tossed out of the building by the guardsmen, and tossed onto the busy, snow-covered street. As the young woman, humiliated and hurt, struggled to get back to her feet, one of the guardsmen called her Chechenets Shlyukha, Russian for "Chechen whore."
With tears in her eyes, Maaret walked away, and then she fled Moscow that very night. With the help of old family friends, Maaret left Russia and spent some time in the United Kingdom, seeking asylum status. This was in the days after the Boston incident, and just like its close ally America, the United Kingdom wanted nothing to do with Chechens. For Maaret, the choice had been made, she would go to Canada.
At first, Maaret Salamovich was in love with Canada, the only country that welcomed the rootless exile that she was. Canada possessed far more racial and cultural diversity than Russia proper ever would, but in time, the young woman learned that this wondrous new country had its own problems. In Russia, hatred for those who are different is as common as snowflakes in winter, but in Canada, the xenophobia was carefully hidden.
Maaret had seen the way that those supposedly prim and proper Canadians treated those who did not look like them. As an Eastern European Muslim woman who wore the Hijab, Maaret was a mystery to them, and they did not know what to make of her. Many of them wondered if she might be from Turkey or Iran, but Maaret always proudly claimed her Chechen roots...
As far as Maaret was concerned, she was a Muslim first, a Chechen second, and everything else was third. When white Canadians made remarks about Muslims, mistakenly believing that every Muslim was a non-white person from the black and brown areas of the world, Maaret spoke up without fear or shame. Astonished expressions and dead silence would often follow those outbursts...
Maaret walked out of Tim Horton's and kept on walking until she reached the bus stop, conveniently located about two hundred meters from the restaurant. The OC Transpo bus came, and Maaret pressed her sky-blue student bus pass against the green card reader machine, it made that pop noise, and she nodded at the smiling bus driver then headed deeper into the packed vehicle.
In rural Chechnya, the dirt roads and rocky outcroppings make for bumpy rides as buses navigate the rugged terrain. Maaret did not exactly miss those roads, but she did not care for the packed buses. Ottawa was big, as far as she was concerned, and it only had about a million inhabitants. Canada had bigger cities like Montreal and Toronto, and the very thought of being surrounded by so many people made Maaret feel quite uncomfortable.
Maaret stood in the middle of the bus, holding onto a yellow bar, sandwiched between a trio of young men in matching Ottawa Senators jackets, and an old couple that looked at her with undisguised curiosity. Maaret sighed, and her eyes fell upon a brown-skinned, attractive young woman in a Hijab and long dress. The young woman looked at Maaret, and smiled, and Maaret returned the smile. Nice to see a fellow Muslim, Maaret thought.