My current way of life started 3 years ago when I met my future wife. I was teaching 12th grade history when the most stunning girl I had ever seen walked into my class. Her name was Lynn and she had just turned 18. To say she was beautiful would be an understatement. She was 5 feet tall and weighed only 90 lbs. Her long blonde hair rested just above her perfect ass and she had just the right amount of curves.
Besides being beautiful she was also incredibly sweet and kind which I found unusual for someone so popular. She was a hard worker and a good student. Often times she would volunteer to help me grade tests and work on my lesson plan. Lynn was the perfect helper and friend so it was no surprise to me that we hit it off.
After a month or so of spending all our free time together, the topic of dating came up. We both admitted that we liked the other person and wanted to be with each other but agreed that it was better to wait until after graduation. While this was a responsible decision it was not an easy one. Our desires for each other were strong and keeping them bottled up was not easy.
When graduation day finally arrived we were both equally excited. We planned to meet after the festivities and go out to dinner. That entire day I was incredible nervous. It had been 7 years since my divorce and at the age of 46 I had only been with 2 women. Lynn knew of my worries and helped ease my mind.
Dinner went better then I ever could have expected. We hit it off even more now that we had been for the last few months. After dinner I asked her to come back to my place and she quickly agreed. Once in the comfort of my home, we began kissing and soon passion took over as we undressed. My nervousness increased at this point. You see I'm not the greatest lover. My cock was only 4 inches long and somewhat thin. To make things worse I was rather fast in the orgasm department and Lynn only made it worse. Never had I been so attracted to someone like I had been with her.
When she pulled my pants down I could see a degree of disappointment in her eyes but she carried on nonetheless. She straddled me and began to guide my cock into her. I made it in slightly past the head and was done. Yes that's right, I lasted about 2 seconds. My face turned beat red and I was ready to cry. Lynn told me that it was ok. She said that she loved me and that the sex did not matter. I didn't truly believe her but it made me feel slightly better.
Each time after that was about the same. She never expressed it but I knew Lynn was frustrated. Of course if she was frustrated she didn't let it stop her from wanting to date me. We moved in and began dating exclusively shortly after graduation. A year later we were married.
Time for a Change
About a month into our marriage I decided to have a serious talk with Lynn. I had no worries about her feelings for me but was well aware of her lack of sexual interest in me. Because of this I suggested that she take on other lovers. The only stipulation being that I be allowed to watch. She seemed unsure of the idea but said that she would think about it.