I'm one of those people who don't put much faith in dreams or fantasies but I never felt there was any harm in having them. I've had this fantasy for almost a year. I didn't just come to mind, it was something I'd seen on an x-rated video my husband had.
Darren, my husband and I have been married for almost three years. I hadn't dated much at all before I met Darren. I realized I shouldn't have been so eager to get married. We still loved each other but the sex was just not like it was in the beginning. It wasn't dull and boring but it was getting pretty close to bordering on it. Some of my friends in the office where I worked seemed to be falling into the same situation. I often listened to them discussing their sex lives. It even appeared like some could be heading for divorce. Some of the girls had their fantasies. Fantasies were a favorite subject discussed during our hour-long lunch breaks. I kept quiet about mine, knowing some would frown upon it.
My fantasy was having wild sex with a black guy, a good-looking black guy. If my husband knew I'd even thought about having sex with anyone else, he'd go nuts. It was just a fantasy, nothing I'd consider fulfilling. It was only happening in my mind and that's as far as it would ever go.
I work as a receptionist for a marketing firm. I meet a lot of people everyday. I'm not bragging but quite a few guys have hit on me even though my wedding ring is quite prevalent. I assume most of them are just flirting so I never take it seriously. It's just their way of being friendly. I'm 5'8", slender build with shoulder length blonde hair. I'm always smiling; it's part of my job. Maybe my looks and pleasant smile are why some of the guys come onto me from time to time.
Every weekday at 4:30, our express package service guy makes his daily stop to pick up our overnight packages. He's quite a flirt, even though he's usually in a rush. I'm sure he flirts with most of the receptionists on his route. With his great looks and physique, he probably even scores with a few of them. The fact that Kenton's a handsome black male adds to his charisma. For the past week, I'd noticed Kenton had been a little more expletive with his remarks. He also spent more time flirting with me than usual. Although he made me laugh with his blatant remarks, it also made me wonder if he might be trying to actually score with me.
It was Friday evening, almost 4:30. Kenton should be coming through the doors at his usual fast gait at any minute. Time for our battle of witty remarks. I saw his truck pull up in front of our building, its brakes squealing like fingernails scraping across a blackboard. Kenton came charging through the doors heading directly towards me. He had his usual smile on his face.
"Hey Melissa, what's happening?" Kenton greeted.
"Not much. How about you?" I replied, smiling.
"Just waiting for the weekend!" Kenton responded. "Chiefs are playing tomorrow afternoon, a Saturday game."
"I'm not a big football fan, but I watch it occasionally." I said. "My husband hates the game."
"Too bad for him. Anything else he hates?" Kenton asked, grinning.
"Well, me at times probably." I replied, smiling
Kenton stopped grinning when he heard my callous remark. I shouldn't have said it. It was just something that slipped out. It certainly killed our conversation. He signed for the packages, handing me the receipt. He rushed back out to his truck. I finished up my work, leaving at 5:00.
I slept in late the next morning. Darren was working this weekend so I had the whole day to myself. I thought I'd drive out to the mall and get some shopping done. I strolled through the mall walking past most of the stores. I decided to get a cup of coffee and something to eat at the food court.
"Hey Melissa" I heard a familiar voice shouting. I looked around to see Kenton standing at one of the soft drink vendors. I waved and smiled at him. He got his soft drink and approached my table. He didn't sit down; he stood across the table from me.
"Doing a little shopping I see." Kenton remarked.
"Yeah, treating myself to some new clothes." I said. "Bought a new leather skirt for work."
"Cool! Bet you'll look hot in it!" Kenton exclaimed, smiling.
I blushed at his remark. I had to look away so he wouldn't see me blushing. Blushing was always a little embarrassing for me.
"Thought you'd be home getting ready for the Chiefs to play?" I asked.
"Not for a couple of hours yet." He replied. "It's a later than normal start. You going to watch the game?"
"No, I'll probably be doing laundry or cleaning the house." I answered.
"Well, you can always come over to my place and watch if you want." Kenton stated, his voice sounding sincere.