My first attempt at writing erotica. This story is meant to unfold a set of characters and backdrop that I can explore further. The story tracks as more narrative heavy in the beginning then transitioning to more character dialogue. Curious of the reception this story finds, both positive and negative feedback. Regardless, I enjoyed process of finding the story for myself. Thanks
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Chapter 1 - The Browser
Mel had just arrived home from her weeklong business trip to Dallas and Chicago. As the Lyft pulled into their neighborhood, she felt exhausted and wanted to shower and crawl into bed. Their neighborhood was an affluent suburb, she was always a little self-conscious when someone dropped her off in front of her 4,500 square foot home. It was a home they always wanted, more than enough room for her and her husband Alex. Four bedrooms, four and a half bathrooms, two side by side home offices, and a small gym area. When she walked in the house she kicked off her heels and put on her favorite furry slippers. She didn't hear Alex so she walked towards his office, which is where he was usually working.
As she approached his office, she noticed the lights on but didn't see him inside. As stepped inside the office she caught a glimpse of an image on one of his monitors and froze. The image was a paused video frame of a girl straddling a large athletic black man, with a cock that was bigger than anything Mel had ever seen! She found herself hypnotized by the image; the man's cock was perfect like it had been shaped from onyx. The woman appeared to have only a small portion of the man's huge cock inside her, and she was clearly stretching to accommodate his size.
Mel was surprised by her own arousal and her curiosity pulled her to investigate. She knew her husband looked at porn, but they rarely discussed it, and she didn't really know what he spent his time jerking off to. As she sat down, she realized he had several tabs open on his browser with a variety of different content; videos, stories, photos with captions all with a clear recurring theme - attractive curvy women with big athletic black men, with big cocks. She wasn't sure how long she had before Alex came back so she copied the links and emailed them to herself. She crawled into the shower with the images still going through her head.
Early the next morning Mel woke up and knew she had to investigate everything she had seen on Alex's computer the night before. She was curious to learn more about what he had been watching. And although she couldn't explain to herself exactly why, she knew she wanted to see those images again. She needed to get Alex out of the house for a couple of hours.
"Alex, I need you to go the grocery store, dry cleaners and then go find some storage bins for the offices," Mel called to Alex has he was starting to pour his coffee.
"Could you do it now please?" she added.
Alex transferred his coffee to a portable cup and grabbed his car keys. When he left, she grabbed her coffee and went straight to her office and opened her computer. She opened all the links from the previous night.
A cocktail of emotion was racing through her mind as she confronted the prospect of discovering the kinks her husband had been hiding. Part of her was worried what else she might find, but her curiosity was stronger. She started scrolling through pictures of huge black cocks and skimming stories of wives who love to get fucked by them. As she made her way through the videos and pictures, she was surprised to feel more aroused than she had been in a long time. She chalked her response up to the state of her sex life with her husband.
She and Alex had been married 10 years. While she found the sex in the beginning to be good, the frequency and intensity over the last four years had diminished significantly. They didn't have kids, so she couldn't blame it on challenges raising children can have on a marriage. She hadn't really allowed herself to examine it closely. When she did think about it, Mel attributed it to other typical marriage issues, maybe her focus on her career. She also felt Alex was more interested in his own work and spending time on his computer.
When she and Alex did find time for each other the sex was fine. Sometimes she would cum, sometimes she wouldn't. It felt average, perhaps what middle age sex was supposed to be. She did love when he performed oral sex on her, it always seemed like he knew exactly what she needed from oral, and she always came. But the thing she loved more than anything else, was the feeling of being fucked hard. God how she loved that feeling of being pounded, filled, and stretched. Fucked, so that she was left spent like after an intense workout. She couldn't remember the last time she felt that though. She reminded herself it could be worse. Stories from her friends about scheduled sex or marriages that had turned entirely sexless painted an even bleaker possible version.
Mel realized that she had been lost in her thoughts contemplating her marriage. When her eyes refocused back at the screen, she was watching a video of this attractive brunette getting fucked by tall black guy with a large dick. She felt hypnotized by the video, watching two bodies merging together and apart, the contrast was stunning. It was from a website called Blacked and it seemed to be a favorite of Alex's based on his browser tabs from the previous night. She skimmed a couple of the videos from Blacked. They had different storylines, but several shared the premise of a girl, with a white boyfriend or husband, deciding she needed to get fucked by a big black cock.
Mel also had started to browse some of the stories Alex had been reading. The stories seemed to have some themes and words she wasn't familiar with; she would need to spend more time investigating. Mel turned her attention back to the video. The porn actress was getting pounded with her legs in the air, and cumming hard! Mel felt her pussy swell as she watched the video. She was starting to consider letting her fingers run to her clit when she heard the garage door, Alex was back home!
Mel and Alex spent the rest of the weekend together doing chores around the house. She kept thinking about bringing up what she'd seen on Alex's computer, but she couldn't figure out exactly what she wanted to say. She was still trying to figure out her emotions, they seemed so mixed. Part of her wanted to blame Alex for looking at porn, she felt like it might be the cause of the challenges with their sex life. But she was also intrigued by both how it made her feel and what he saw in those stories, videos and images. She wasn't ready to discuss it with him. The next week started out like any other, they were both busy with work. Mel had a couple of important meetings that she needed to prepare for so she tried to put Alex's videos and stories out of her mind.
Chapter 2 -- Reminiscing with Tracy
It was after her Wednesday morning meetings that she randomly bumped into Tracy at the espresso bar inside her office building's lobby. She was so surprised to see her old college friend standing in line. Tracy explained her consulting firm had her working on a project for a company that shared the office building. She hadn't seen Tracy since college, but they were good friends and had spent a large chunk of college running in the same circles. They quickly agreed to go for drinks at the end of the day to catch up.
They walked across the street to bar after they both wrapped up their days. The conversation was nice, it made her remember how much fun they had together and it felt great to hear her voice again. Tracy filled in life after college, Mel knew she had went to New York after graduation but not much else.
"I took a job at a consulting firm before going back for my MBA," Tracy explained. "After my MBA I took a job with my current company and things have gone well for me there."
Tracy explained that she had dated off and on but about two years after starting with her current firm she met a man. She was intensely drawn to him and loved how smart, focused and confident he seemed, but the problem was he was her boss. In the beginning it was a lot of flirting and playfulness, over time it became something more serious. Both knew how complicated it would be to have a relationship at work. So, he started looking for another role and found a new position at a different company that allowed them to eventually make the relationship public. They were remarkably similar, both ambitious and focused on their careers but adored each other. They married shortly after meeting and initially were happy, but Tracy explained that she felt differently now. After ten years of a healthy marriage they had started having some issues. When she mentioned this Mel saw there was more that Tracy wanted to say but it was getting late so they decided to meet up again after work on Friday.
When Mel woke up the next morning, she felt warm, buzzing almost, her pajama bottoms were slightly wet, had she cum in her sleep? There were only flashes that she could remember, but she had definitely cum. What did she remember..., she was being fucked, not gently, hard and the cock felt so good but it wasn't her husband's. The man was her boyfriend from college, Darren. She hadn't thought of him in years. She suddenly remembered his body, and face more clearly. God he was hot.
Darren was a starter on the college basketball team, 6'7 215 lbs. and so gifted athletically. She remembered going to his games after they started dating, watching him play and being so turned on by his athletic ability. They had met at a house party her sophomore year, he approached her, supremely confident. Darren was used to getting attention from girls on campus, so he expected Mel to fawn over him. She was playful with his advances but left him with her number and slightly frustrated that first night. They started dating shortly after, the relationship lasted less than a year, but it was the best sex of her life. He could fuck for hours, and his cock was perfect. She didn't know for sure, but it had to be 8-9 inches and thick, it gave her this feeling of fullness that she hadn't experienced before or after. But she hadn't thought of his cock since before she was married. The images and videos from last week, the thick black cocks must have triggered the memory. It was almost as if she forgotten her experience with a beautiful big black cock. Maybe she had suppressed the memory after she meet Alex. Mel felt like dwelling on her memory of Darren but had to start her day, it would have to wait.
She meet Tracy that Friday evening at a new wine bar in downtown, she told Alex she would get a Lyft home and not to wait up. Tracy & Mel sat in a booth in the corner of the room, the space was modern, eclectic, Mel loved the ambience. They immediately began catching up and laughing at stories from college. The conversation was easy, just like when they were in their 20s. Except now they were in their 40s, professionally successful, with money that afforded both of them an extremely comfortable lifestyle.
