Well a month went by and Ebony and I were having a swell time together. A month ago and she gave up her lease and moved in with me. I don’t quiet know what it was to give my life to a lady such as Ebony. I mean there were times before I have had women throw their hearts and bodies at me. And for some reason I knew it was because of who I was and how popular I am, but Ebony saw me for just me and that’s all. I mean having her move in with me didn’t really bother my writing of songs and work.
Truthfully I felt more alive with my songs than ever. Our band was still on vacation,but we still did local shows around our area. It was a Friday night and Ebony and I were sitting down for a candle light dinner in our kitchen. Ebony touched me on the hand and stared into my eyes. She explained that she has never felt so good about a man since her husband. As soon as she finished her sentence she broke down into tears. I got up from my chair and walked over to hers and I put my arms around her. I asked, "why are you so blue baby?" She jumped up from her chair and stormed into the sitting room. Ebony rested herself on our couch and put her head into her hands.
I went into the bathroom to get her some tissue to dry her eyes. I knelled down before her and handed her the tissue. Ebony looked up at me with her sad wet eyes. She said, "you wouldn’t understand honey, what’s going on in my head?" I then replied, "let me try to?" Ebony explained that she has been involved with a woman for a year now and she was afraid that it wouldn’t work in between us. Ebony explained that she has thought long and hard about it and she has decided to let her go.
So I asked her why was it so hard then, and she explained that this girl was a rough attached girl. Guess terms would put it that she is a thug girl. She explained that she has never felt any kind of love for her, but only a certain filled space for her. She mentioned that she had not seen her since she met me. She said she had no idea where she was. So now a week past by and the following day our band was to be set back on the road. We were to promote our new released album the next three weeks. It took us a whole two months to finish it, but now it had to go through editing purposes. Ebony decided that she was going to stay behind and take care of our place and plus she was still working at her job. I let her know that as soon as our album hit the big time that she didn’t have to work no more. So now our tour buses were loaded and ready to roll and I was just going to miss my foxy lady's presences beside. I was going to remain alone sleeping in the bus or some fancy hotel room for months.