Sliding my tongue into Joseph Mathieu's mouth made me feel on top of the world. The young Haitian moaned in pleasure as I kissed him even more deeply. His lips tasted sweet on my tongue. My name is Caroline Rivers and I approve this message. I'm that not-so-rare forty-something white Canadian woman who likes Black males, especially Haitians. And I guess you could say that I mean it a bit more literally than most. It's what I like to do. And he knows it.
I met Joseph Mathieu while I was walking around the Saint Laurent Mall in the city of Ottawa, Province of Ontario. I've been teaching a couple of business classes at Algonquin College and I vaguely remembered Joseph from one of them. He was there last year and I guess he transferred to Carleton University. Cool. At least he has some ambition. I respect that. Of course, I found him appealing for so many other reasons. I've got a thing for young Black men. It's the reason why I got divorced.
Yeah, I used to be a regular Canadian chick. You know the type. Outwardly friendly, seemingly polite and underneath it all, totally fake. Well, I discovered something about myself. I am a total slut and I don't like to hide it. My regular life was too boring for me. I was married to this architect named Leonard Kingman for two decades. He cheated on me many times with many women. And then he expected me to keep my mouth shut because I was technically a trophy wife. Well, I kept something secret from my philandering husband. When I was a student at the University of Chicago decades ago, I dated Black men exclusively. I only married a white guy out of social and familial pressure.
I divorced Kingman, got half of all he was worth and began living my life my way. I publicly dated young Black men. Just call me a cougar with jungle fever, pardon the offence. Now I'm free to do what I want. I lost my old friends. All those stuffy society types I used to pal around with. Now I'm on my own. I live in a big house. I don't associate with socialites anymore. I teach part-time at the local college for fun. And I get to sleep with the only people who still find me attractive, young Black men.