"Ava?" The door slammed only reinforcing the fear the voice calling her name struck into her heart. "Ava? Honey I'm home, aren't you going to come greet me?"
She was stuck between a rock and a hard place. He was at the front door, so he would still have to cross through the dining room, and the living room to get to their bedroom. She could run now if she left everything. She'd have to leave the bracelet her father gave her at her sweet sixteen, her favorite dress, everything. But if she could escape with just the clothes on her back, then she would survive. Anything was better than staying one more night with Julian.
"Ava, sweetheart I'm talking to you." His voice gained that warning edge that it took on when Ava strayed from his commands. He hated when she ignored him, which would make things even worse for her when he reached their room and found her packing to leave him. Looking to the 3-story window, Ava focused on the fire escape attached to the side of the building. She could do this. It was time to stop being afraid of him.
"Ava." Julian commanded again while Ava was at the window sliding it open and sticking her heel clad foot out of it and onto the cold black metal of the fire escape. She quickly realized she had wasted too much time thinking about her escape as Julian burst in the room. His tie had been undone and hung loose from the collar of his white button down and his pants were unbuttoned, clearly expecting something different upon his arrival.
Ava's green eyes went wide like a deer caught in headlights as she pulled her other leg through the window and onto the fire escape. Julian's anger flared as he took in the scene in front of him. Was she trying to leave him? "Where are you going?!" He shouted startling her back into action. Ava ran to the edge of the metal platform to the hole with a ladder leading to the ground, wishing she'd had the common sense to own a pair of sneakers. Just walking on the grates was cutting her concentration in half, but she managed to get to the ladder just as Julian made his way through the window. "You can't leave me Ava! I'm all you have!"
Ava tried to climb down the ladder quickly, but her heels were proving difficult and she was forced to kick them off onto the concrete below. Just keep going, she told herself as Julian called out to her again. "You won't get very far, Ava! I'll always find you!" He shouted as he followed her down the cold metal. The bars of the ladder were still wet from the afternoon's rain causing Ava to lose her footing when she was getting close to the ground. She fell on her back hitting her head hard on the black tar of the parking lot. "Oww," she groaned reaching a hand up to the back of her head feeling the warm liquid leaking out.
Julian had more luck maneuvering the slippery ladder landing on his feet next to his injured fiancé. He looked down at her and began laughing. "Now look what you've done to yourself, honey. You hit your head." Seeing her eyes beginning to close, Julian reached down and yanked her up onto her feet and into his arms. He pressed the side of his face to hers, ignoring the blood trickling down from the wound on the back of her head. "Now who's going to pay for you to go to a hospital? Me? When you tried to run from me!" Julian snapped and pushed her back against the brick wall of their building. He gripped her wrists in his, pinning them to the wall on either side of her face.
"Julian, please, you're hurting me." Ava cried, more for the pain she knew was coming than what she was currently experiencing.
"Maybe I should be hurting you. That seems to be the only way you understand!" Julian moved her hands above her head so that he could hold them both firmly in one hand. "Why do you make me do these things to you, Ava? Don't you know how much I love you? How much it hurts me to do this to you?" Julian ran his free hand down the hem of her red dress making her skin crawl underneath.
"If you love me then let me go. Please Julian, please," Ava begged with black tears streaming down her cheeks mixed with mascara.
"Let you go? Let you go? How is that love? Love," he leaned in close to plant a kiss on her neck, "is never letting go."
"Please, Julian—"
"Shut up!" He shouted following up with a swift back hand to her face. "I'm sick of this childishness, Ava! You are going to be my wife in a month, and I won't tolerate anymore of your temper tantrums!" He ignored Ava's protests as he reached a hand up her dress and ripped her panties from her body.
"No, no! Please, no!" Ava tried to wriggle free, but he was simply too strong, pressing his body into hers to hold her still through her struggle while he unzipped his pants.
"Oh stop it, Ava." He told her rolling his eyes. "You act like we haven't ever made love before."
"I'm not in love with you, you sick son-of-a—" Ava's voice lost the will to speak as he penetrated her. He felt like a knife stabbing her without being aroused, with her contracting as he thrust into her over and over. The tears were flowing clear now, all the mascara washed away by the salty liquid. She tried to focus on something else— anything else, but Julian's grunting and murmurs just wouldn't allow it.
"I love you so much, Ava. I won't let you leave me. You know that don't you?" He asked continuing his unwelcome assault on her body. Ava was too busy dying on the inside to answer him. He was right. This was her life from now on. Morning beatings, and dinnertime rapes— Julian was never going to let her go, not alive anyway.
"I hate you," she told him, the glare in her eyes only confirming the truth behind her statement. But she took it a step further by hocking a wad of spit in his right eye.
He growled with a vicious ferocity that made Ava believe he was going to kill her right there. "You ungrateful BRAT!" He lifted his hand to slap her again and Ava closed her eyes bracing herself for another blow, but it never came.
"Let her go, and I will let you keep one of your nuts." Ava opened her eyes to see a tall black man standing behind Julian with his hand wrapped around Julian's wrist. She used Julian's shock as an opportunity to wriggle free and knee him in his nether regions. The large man took it from there, grabbing Julian by his shirt and swinging him into the side of the metal dumpster just next to the fire escape. Ava watched as the large man pinned Julian against the wall like he'd done her and punched him hard in his face. She heard the bones in his nose cracking and part of her smiled inside when she heard him scream. The man punched him again and again until Julian's face was covered in his own blood and his eyelids looked too heavy to keep up.