She positioned the rear view mirror so she could see herself, her slanted oriental eyes, her mane of thick black hair, and tried to find the woman she used to be in her face.
Before last week she had always been a good girl; a good wife, a good mother, a good teacher. But that all changed last week when she... when she allowed those deliverymen - black deliverymen - into her house... The things they did to her, made her do... Sucking on their incredibly long, thick cocks, nude and submissive before them, taking their cocks in all of her holes on her very own kitchen counter! She had violated the very sanctity of her home... What was happening to her? Why was she doing these terrible risky things—things that endangered her family and her life?
But what she wanted more than anything in her life—to get cock, as much cock as she could, she couldn't think of anything else—she thought of her gangbang with those black delivery men incessantly—a prayer during coffee, a dream while shopping, in the afternoons- sometimes in public restrooms—masturbating with a dildo!
She couldn't stop—and only seemed to be getting worse. That gangbang only proved she had a big problem and really needed help.
She halfway sighed, halfway laughed. "But I don't want to stop..."
She felt good being like this! She knew in her heart she had never felt such freedom—and such lust! She was consumed with thoughts of sex—even casual social encounters had started to take on sexual undertones, and every time she so much as glanced at a black guy on the street, she knew that he knew... that she was ready... she was waiting... And she so so wanted it!
What was happening to her?
The mall parking lot was quiet, mostly empty in mid-morning, the day dark with looming clouds. Her breath quick and shallow, she leaned back on the seat and slipped off her panties.
Sighing, she spread her legs and touched the thickly swollen lips of her pussy.
With the car windows up and the radio down, the world was muffled, with only the gentle slurp of her painted fingernails stroking her labia disturbing the quiet. Someone walked past the car; she paused and pretended to reach for the radio. When the person had passed by, she reached into the bag beside her on the seat and took out a large dildo, eight inches of thick black latex. She leaning over on the seat and kissed and licked the rubbery device. Her eyes warily scanned the parking lot and her hands shook with anticipation as she positioned the dildo between her legs and slowly slowly penetrated herself.
Her moans slowly built into a whispered chant that sounded like fuck me. Heat filled her body, her heart rate picked up. Yes... She licked her fingers to lubricate them and slid them across the wet crease... that's it... that's what I want...
She put the dildo away and came up with a string of plastic beads; anal love beads. She loved these things; just another dirty little secret she had (she seemed to have so many lately). She found a bottle of lube in her bag and dropped a dab onto the largest bead and rubbing the lubricant over all the others. She placed the tiny little first bead to her rectum and shivered with delight. The next one slid in so smoothly, but the third was a little tight. By the fourth, she was glistening with sweat and biting her lip. By the fifth she was shaking and moaning. By the sixth, she was nearly crying until her sphincter opened up and swallowed the inch diameter bead and she yelped and cummed, squirting all over her hand, bucking and sobbing.
She inhaled, shivering, thinking she should just put the key back in the ignition and go home and play with herself...
No! she told herself. 'I've waited all of my life for this. It's now or never.'
She gave herself the once over in the rearview mirror—slanted eyes, high cheekbones, mane of lustrous black hair- and got wet all over again. She was Asian in America- she knew what men wanted and what men wanted were girls like her... No, not girls like her. 'Me. That's what men want.'
These dirty bastards with their big cocks... she pursed her lips into the rear view mirror... it's not my fault! Their cocks are so big and I just can't help myself, she whined to herself, and then burst out laughing. She air kissed her reflection, opened the car door and headed out across the parking lot.
Just then, the clouds parted and the bright mid-morning sun caressed her legs, bare below her tiny denim miniskirt, tingling her naked wet pussy and her sphincter gave a naughty twinge around the anal bead ring that made her gasp slightly. The air smelled wondrous, and she felt that anything was possible. A light smile graced her lips and as she passed people on the sidewalk, everyone turned and noticed her and their eyes lit up and they smiled back...
She looked at men frankly and thought; I'm a naughty girl...I have anal beads in my ass and I'm looking for black cock... I'm a slut...
Doors were held and she was good morning-ed to by many and she realized that no, she wasn't being selfish, not at all. Her sex, her hunger, her beauty, was something she could selflessly give to the world... to bring love and huge cock penetrations to so many with... porn? Her face lit up unconsciously, and a middle aged fat guy passing her happened to catch the look and stopped dead in his tracks, the sudden bulge in his pants impressive, his face bushwhacked. She bit her lip demurely as she passed by. The man didn't follow and she felt bad for him. He was probably a good guy. He needed love too... she could help him through porn.. doing porn movies...
Yes!... She walked up the escalator and hoped that her ass showed to the people below, the little loop for the anal beads visible. I'm a slut I'm a slut...
She walked casually slowly through the mall, glancing around and noticing all kinds of nice buff young guys... ummm... she sighed as she casually peered around at the sporting goods stores and clothing stores, young men working dead-end jobs... they noticed her too and she felt their eyes on her legs like caresses. Her breathing quickened and she fought urges to pull up her tank top, to show her flat tummy, to get on her knees...
Every store in the mall seemed to have them... gorgeous young men, so many how could she choose? Her head spinning, she kept going down the mall, looking desperately for a bathroom... she was so horny she couldn't think straight and she needed to masturbate before she could do anything!
She saw a merry go round built into the end of the mall under a huge glass sunroof, bathed in morning sunshine. The scene looked so sweet and innocent that tears came to her eyes as headed towards it.
As she got closer, she realized the merry go round had a sign out front that said, "Closed for Repair." And then she saw two men in coveralls and with tool boxes working on it. Two black men, one older and thicker about the waist but strong and other young, skinny and tall.
They both turned to her. "Help you, ma'am?" The older one asked.
"Hi. What's wrong with the merry go round?"
"Nothing. They just close it down once a month for maintenance. It works and all."