When I woke up the following morning I felt as if the whole thin last night was a dream. Though the strange, slightly sore feeling I had between my legs assured me it was real. I had a mix of feels, both bad for cheating, and no regrets for having enjoyed it so much. On top of actually having sex with William last night I even had a dream about having sex with him again. I could not deny that I did immensely enjoy what we did even though I knew it was very wrong. Getting out of bed I headed right for the bathroom for a nice relaxing hot shower. I knew William was already gone for an appointment this morning so the house was all to myself this morning. When I was finished in the shower I wrapped a robe around myself and walked down the hallway into the kitchen. Passing by the guest bedroom I noticed William's pants from last night draped across the lamp near the door. They must have landed there after he tossed them from his feet. Picking them up to move them to a safer location something fell out hitting my foot.
Looking down I found myself staring at three condoms still in their wrappers stuck together as they come right out of the box. I was kind of pissed! He had told me he didn't have any condoms and here they were, the larger ones for his size. Bending down I picked them up, shoved them back into his pants and laid them on the bed. Not that I could do anything about it now I still planned on bringing it up when William got back home. Was very glad that I'm on birth control or else last night likely would not have happened.
Grabbing a bowl of cereal for a late breakfast I walked around to sit at the kitchen table and lost my balance as my foot slipped on something. Looking down on the floor I saw my black babydoll outfit from last night still laying where it was left. Bending down I picked it up and tossed it onto the table before sitting down to eat. I relaxed enjoying the silence of the house. I still was a bit shocked at what I had done last night with William. Not that it didn't feel good, I mean did it ever feel good! I certainly enjoyed every minute of it. I know it wasn't right though yet kept finding myself trying to excuse and find reasons for what I had done. As if to make it seem somehow okay in some way.
I sat there for some time after eating reading a magazine I had sitting near by. I lost all sense of time and didn't realize how late it was until I heard the front door opening up. This snapped me back to reality. Looking up I saw William walking into the kitchen. Seeing me sitting there he smiled at me with pleasure. I was still sitting there in nothing but a robe. Standing up I moved to bring my dirty dish to the sink. William went on to explain that his job interview went well and that it looks very hopeful that it will work out. I said I was very happy and wished for the best.
"They just have to meet with a few other people first before deciding who they will hire. So, how about something extra, for luck since I could use all I can get?" he said. I asked him what he meant but he didn't say a word, quickly moving up behind pressing me against the sink countertop. Placing his hands on my waist he softly ground his crotch into my rear. I asked him to stop but he totally ignored me leaning down kissing my neck.
"I found the condoms in your pants pocket" I told him as I pushed him away again. William asked me what I was talking about so I went on to explain that I was moving his pants from last night and the three condoms fell out. That he had lied to me about not having any.
"I'm sorry Marisa. I won't lie and say I forgot about them since I did know they were there. I knew you were on birth control and so badly wanted to have sex with you without using them. So I pretended I didn't have any. For so long I have fantasized about having sex with you that I wanted to get the full feeling of it. Please forgive me?" he asked. I told him I was mad earlier though that has faded. He said he would make it up to me as he leaned back down kissing my neck. I told him we really have to stop this yet again he ignored me.
"You know you want me to do this I can already tell by the way your body is reacting. Say anything you want but you know it's true. And with all the moaning and screaming you did last night I thought we'd wake the dead" he whispered into my ear. Wanting it or not I made a promise to myself I wouldn't do it again. Telling him I really shouldn't and to forget about last night. Yet he was right, a big part of me really did want it and really did enjoy what we had done last night. Something I tried not to let on to him and likely failed horribly. He didn't reply to me, only moved his right hand up and around to the front cupping my right breast, kneading it over the robe. I made some efforts to break away but honestly there were half hearted at best. Moments later William spun me around to face him. I was about to tell him to stop yet never got a word out before he placed a hand over my mouth. I just stood there staring as he undid my robe, opening it up. I even helped by sliding it off my shoulders and arms letting it drop to the floor leaving me completely naked.