Salam (Hello), it's your girl, Shahnaz Tabrizi a.k.a. dokhtar dewane (Crazy girl), your eyes and ears into Tehran's party and sex orgies underworld. This is my second blog entry and it has been an orgasmic few days, but also confusing few days. I've been splitting my time between Qom and Tehran and below is my account of the last few days.
Sexually forbidding place Tehran has been in the last few days. Walking through the streets with pictures of Khomeini and Khamenei looking down with forbidding eyes at a populace. Pictures of young boys, who were martyred during the Iran-Iraq war and clear signs of commemorations, which are due to take place for the war that claimed a million lives in the 1980's.My mother and I are heading out to Behesht-e Zahra or Zahra's Paradise, which is Iran's largest cemetery and its believed to contain 1.3 million graves. It's particularly famous for housing the war dead and my mother's uncle Mehdi is buried there. He was killed in 1984 when the Iraqis using chemical weapons (supplied by the Americans) and gassed his regiment.
But while visiting the cemetery, I find it hard to concentrate on the dead, I'm too busy thinking about being penetrated. Last night, I watched a bootleg American Porn DVD and watching all these hulky, meaty and hot American men with juicy penises fucking some big-tit whore made me rub my pussy ferociously all night. I wonder if these big boys would love to fuck an Iranian girl? I think interracial sex is a beautiful thing. I almost drool at the thought of it, but suddenly remember that I am in a cemetery and must stay focused. But what I wouldn't give to have a nice, juicy and messy American cock in my mouth. Filthy, uncut and wrong mmmmm....
I manage to regain enough composure to pretend I am interested in my surrounding, my mother places flowers on Mehdi's grave and says a little pray. There are pictures of him on his well-decorated grave and I stare at him and think of a wasted life. I will not waste my life to empower someone else. We soon leave the cemetery and I jump into our Honda and we head to Qom, my mother is driving and I am reading Voltaire. It's less than a two-hour drive to Qom and we soon arrive.
Qom- what can I say about the place? It's the religious center of Iran, most of the clerics who run Iran have either their origins or bases here. It's full of mosques and religious schools and seminaries called Madrassas- students flock here from across the Shia world to study Theology, Jurisprudence, Religious Cannons, Rhetoric, Logic, Grammar, Natural Philosophy, Metaphysical Philosophy, Philosophy of Mathematics and Science among other things. There is no parallel to this education system in the contemporary West, its closer to Ancient Greek Philosophical schools and the likes of Plato and Aristotle would be more at home here than in Oxford or Harvard. My father teaches here and I've come to see him.
Because I am visiting Qom, I am wearing a tight black Hijab with no hairs showing, but I am still wearing jeans. The locals know I am a Tehrani girl and many look at me disapprovingly, they think girls from Tehran are rich snobbish sluts, which is pretty bad as I have to spend a few days here. I enter my father's office, he's sitting behind his desk and there is a man sitting in-front of him. We greet one another and my father introduces me to the man sitting down.
"This is Michael Salman Anderson, he comes from America and is one of my students. My best student actually. He's only been Muslim for three-years, but already he can beat any born Muslim with his piety, steadfastness, devotion and with his spiritual knowledge." My father laughs and Michael looks embarrassed.
He places his hand on his chest to greet me, he wouldn't dare stick his hand out to shake mine, and most pious Muslim men will not shake a woman's hand. Converts tend to be the most religious serious, but despite his almost forbidding and austere nature. He was so beautiful with his long blonde hair, blonde beard and moustache, piercing blue eyes and pale skin. He addressed me with a thick American accent and I knew I wanted him.
But getting him would be difficult, I could not do classical seduction and I had to do it with the utmost discretion. I need to entice him and make it impossible for him to refuse me. He tries hard not to stare at me and I know he wants me and so I turn my warm Iranian charm on. He seems flattered and embarrassed at the same time. I cannot go too far or reveal my hand in-front of my father and so I stop with the pleasantries, and my father and I, go off.
A few hours later and I am walking alone and I spot Michael sitting on a public bench, I decide to run into the store next to me and buy two ice creams. I buy a freezer pop for myself and plan to approach Michael, while I am eating and sucking it, and I hope it will send him a message. I walk over to him, "Michael, hi how are you?" I unwrap the pop and slowly stick it into my mouth.
"Oh, ahhhh, hi Shahnaz...How are you?" He seems surprised and a little bit sweaty, but he has eyed me up and down and is trying to hide his obvious attraction to me.
"I'm good, very good. May I take a seat?"
"Sure.."
I take a seat and offer him the second freezer pop I bought, which he accepts, but as I hand it to him I notice his arm is shaking. I try to calm him down and start asking him about his time in Qom and his life. I watch his lips move with increasing confidence, I smile and look at him deeply, and notice how aroused he is becoming.
"You know what is great about our religion?" I say to him in a slow fashion, while pausing to suck on my freezer pop some more. "It's the central importance it places on sexual and erotic pleasure, within the confines of marriage of course. But nonetheless it's there, a woman has the right to divorce her husband if he does not sexually satisfy her. Some Sufi poets use sexual imagery and activity to bring them closer to the divine."