As I walk up to the coffee shop, he chose for us to meet at, my heart was racing. I had met men from the inter net before, but never this soon. I hardly knew him, but it seemed that things went faster with him than usual. I agreed to meet him wondering what exactly I was getting myself into. I had put an ad on the inter net hoping to find an older married black man that would want to have sex with me for a little while. I wasn't after just sex; any woman can go to a bar and find that. I was looking for a man who knows the value of a good woman, and married men seem to have that covered. I was looking for someone to have an affair with, someone who is lonely on some level and looking for someone like me to fill that void. At this point in my life I'm tired, tired of trying, tired of wishing and wanting, tired of my own desire. I just wanted to find someone who enjoys my body and I would his and nothing more. Then when the desire and passion die, I can just walk away no worrying, no wishing, and no trying.
I received a few responses very quickly, and I nervously responded to his, his was the first I'd sent, and I wasn't sure what to say. I was nervous to post such a provocative ad in the first place. It was amazing how much e-mail my ad was generating, I received more than 100 responses to my ad in 24 hours, and the most amazing part was I didn't even send a picture! I deleted my posting, and I quickly sorted the ones I received already. I simply deleted the ones with nude pictures, although I wanted sex, I didn't request naked pictures. I read through the rest and deleted all the white men (I'm simply more attracted to black and dark skinned men). After all my sorting and e-mailing I decided to meet Tony, the first e-mail response I sent. He sent a two gorgeous picture of himself one in a suit, and one outside, but both showed a very handsome man with a casual confidence. His body language in both pictures showed a very comfortable man. Best of all, he was sexy as hell!!!
I didn't dress very carefully, as I didn't want to appear that I was trying too hard. I was wearing some plaid shorts, a Billabong tank top, and some make-up to accent my blue eyes. My blond hair is currently cut short, and I wore the top part in a barrette. I'm an average size woman (5'4" & 150 lbs), and I carry most of my extra weight in my hips, ass, and thighs.
As I walked up to the entrance of the coffee shop, he came to the door and held it for me. He knew who I was!! I'm sure it was hard to miss the blond carrying twins, but most people would question it any way. Saying something like, "your Kendra, right?" He just took one of the babies and walked to a table that would fit all of us. I was so impressed!! He was wearing slacks and a long sleeve dress shirt with the top button open. After we set the babies down he casually asked me what I wanted to drink, and went and got them. He was so freaking confident, and I felt so nervous. He told me about growing up in Africa, and his daughter, and I kept up with the conversation, but I found myself imagining his naked body. I tried to imagine his dark skin next to mine and what his face looked like when he came. Our meeting came to a close, as we both had somewhere to be. He looked me straight in the eye and said, "I know what I want, and I want you." My pussy started to throb, I wanted him too. I told him I would like to see him again, and he asked when and where, and I responded with unease. He looked me in the eye and asked, "Would you like me to take the lead on this? Do you trust me enough for that yet?" My heart thumped with the desire and speed of a racecar. After I determined he had no idea how much I wanted him to take the lead, we agreed to see each other soon.