The boat had just pushed away and was just about 10 feet from the dock and Pam reached one arm over the railing and I reached out to touch her. Our fingertips were only a few feet apart. She shouted, "I Love you!" and something else, but the PA system on the boat was blaring island music so I couldn't hear what. I thought that she had said, "Thank you!" but I couldn't figure out why she was thanking me.
As the boat floated further from the dock, my eyes moved from Pam to what was going on around her. The mood was clearly wild as nearly everyone was nude and those who weren't dancing to the Reggae were engaged in some kind of sex play. Damon had moved behind Jane who was still waving her goodbye, to William and me. He had his hands full of Jane's tits and looked like he was humping her. He may have actually been fucking her.
My eyes moved back to Pam and Sammy. He was a little more reserved than his brother was with Jane. Samuel's was still standing next to her at the rail but his long arm was all the way around her waist so that Pam's tits were resting on his black forearm and hand. Pam made eye contact with me and looked down at Samuel's cock. She looked back up at me and mouthed a distinct, "Dayo!"
It was then that I noticed Samuel's cock. It was limp and hanging almost three quarters of the way down to his knees. I knew immediately why Pam was thinking Dayo. Samuel's cock was probably just as big as she remembered Dayo's being. Suddenly, her thank you made perfect sense: my wife of 13 years was going to fuck a huge black cock that night.
I was struck with a wave of emotions that in retrospect were very much luck the stages of grief. I felt that I had already lost Pam. Unlike normal grief stages, these all appeared at the same time.
The first emotion was anger. I thought to myself, "I don't know whether I am more pissed off at Pam for allowing herself to be swept up in the moment or myself for letting it get to this point."
The next was denial. I thought to myself, "Pam will not go through with it. She is only teasing me and we'll go back to Sandals on the early boat, have a great fuck, and laugh about it in the morning."
Next came the bargaining in the form of a promise to myself, "If she doesn't go through with fucking Sammy, I will treat her like the Queen of my Heart."
Finally, came acceptance. I actually said in an almost inaudible voice. "Pam, the Queen of my Heart is a Queen of Spades! She is going to fuck Sammy!"
William heard what I said and smiled knowingly as he said, "After tonight, old chap, nothing will be the same. I think know how you feel right now. By tomorrow Pam will be addicted to black cock just as Jane is. You can either relax and enjoy it or leave her."
Finally I experienced a pang of envy, Again I had conflicting thoughts, "I don't know whether I am jealous of Samuel's big cock or the fact that Pam is about to have an Earth shattering night of sex and I may not be there to watch."
The boat had floated far enough away at this point to start the engine. Jane and Damon were gone but Pam and Samuel were still at the rail. By this time Pam's arm was around Sammy's waist. They looked like they were joined at the hip as they waved to us with their free hands as the engine revved and the boat moved off. William spoke, "Well old chap they are on their way. Let's go catch a cab and go over to the island."
"How can we go the island in a cab?" I snapped at him.
"Well, old chap..."