Just want to take a moment to thank everyone for their continued support of Cat and Matt's journey. I have been ill so this installment took longer than originally planned.
-First thank to M for her editorial help, J for Matt's soul and P for Matt's passion.
-To all the people who send me feedback if you want a personal response to let me know.
Ms Pie
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October 1996
Catherine regretted not canceling her tutoring session with Matt. She needed time to recover, time to get her bearings back. Fall Break at home was nothing short of agony thanks to Patricia Miller.
The weekend began on an unpleasant note when Catherine returned from class to find her mother sitting on her freshly made bed. "Cathy, I was appalled by the state of your room. You left your bed unmade, clothes on the floor and books strewn about. I took the liberty of stripping the bed and making it with fresh linens. God knows when you changed the sheets last." Patricia's voice dripped with displeasure.
As usual, Patricia Miller was impeccably dressed. She wore freshly pressed navy pants with a blue plaid shirt and low blue heels. Flawless makeup accentuated her deep brown eyes and high cheekbones. The outfit was finished with tasteful gold jewelry and her diamond wedding set.
Catherine could tell by her mother's expression that her overalls and long sleeved t-shirt did not pass muster. "I presume you are changing before we head home." It wasn't a question but an instruction. "I took the liberty of choosing something for you." Catherine noticed the black pants and tunic top lying next to her mother and sighed. Arguing with her mother was futile.
Catherine remained quiet on the three-hour ride home. However, the same could not be said for Patricia. She chatted on about her book club; they were reading John Grisham, her ladies group's annual Christmas tea, and friends' daughters. According to Patricia, everyone was doing better than Cat. In Patricia's world "doing better" meant having a man.
"Cathy, the ladies and I agree that Math is not a major for a young lady. We agree that teaching is the correct choice for you but maybe you should look to elementary school. I know your father is set on business but that is not appropriate for a girl with "your temperament". Tears are not appropriate for the office. Plus I know a girl like you needs a husband, not a career."
"Speaking of a husband, any prospects?" Patricia turned expectantly to Catherine. Patricia criticized Catherine's decision to attend an all women's college. She fretted Catherine would not meet a husband while in college. Catherine shook her head no. "Honey, I told you going to a girl's school was a bad idea. I understand you needed a small college but there were plenty of small co-ed colleges you could have applied to."
Suffocating from the weight on her chest, Catherine tuned out her mother's chatter. She'd heard it before. If her mother's eyes, Catherine was a bookworm, with limited social skills and needed a man to "show her the world". Well, at least she wasn't harping on her weight.
"Catherine, I think it would be best to wait until we got home for lunch. These fast food options aren't going to help you shed pounds. I will make us a nice salad with no dressing. We need to cut our calories." Cat smiled at her mother. "I think you should get up tomorrow and join me for my two-mile walk. As you know "being chubby doesn't get you a hubby". Patricia smiled at her clever pun. All signs pointed to it being a long weekend.
For the first time, Matthew arrived before Cat for their tutoring session. He usually found her camped out at a back table with her head bent over a book. She would look up, give him a dazzling smile and finish her chapter. It was disconcerting for Matthew not to find her there. He took for granted every Tuesday and Thursday at 7pm Catherine would be waiting for him at the library.
Matt checked his watch, 7:15. For Salem students, Fall Break ended today so maybe she got back later than planned. Could she have rescheduled? Matt had not checked his phone messages before heading over. Thinking back to Thursday he did not recall her saying anything either. Deciding if he should leave or not, Matt caught a glimpse of her heading to the table.
"I was almost ready to give up on you," Matt called out jokingly. Cat smiled but it was not her usual smile. Instead, it came off as a halfhearted attempt to humor him. There was never before seen heaviness about her, the weight of the world on her shoulders. She slinked down in a chair, not her usual one, and slipped her backpack on the table.
"Fall Break rejuvenates people. It looks like it had the opposite effect on you, Cat. What's wrong?" Catherine saw concern in his eyes but waved it off. "Just tired. It was a long car ride back." But Matt knew it was more than that, she looked downright sad.
"I know just the thing to cheer you up." Matt broke out into a full grin. He slid a piece of paper face down across the table to her. "If this doesn't make you happy nothing else will." He winked at her.
Curious Catherine flipped the piece of paper over. "Oh my God Matt!" She jumped up and went around the table. Wrapping her arms around him she whispered: "I am so proud of you!" Matt stood up and returned her hug. He'd never been this close to Catherine before. He was surprised by how natural her soft body felt against his and the fullness of her breast. He inhaled the light floral scent lingering on her skin.
If he was unnerved by her absence previously, he was deeply unsettled by his reaction. Catherine was his math tutor. And not to be politically incorrect Matt was not into "black girls", especially full figured, brilliant, black girls with smart mouths. Matt looked at her mouth. How had he missed her full lips? And did she lick them like that often? Suddenly she flashed him one of her brilliant smiles.
"You were right! This makes me happy." Matt reluctantly released her. Catherine went back to her side of the table and sat down. "You didn't tell me you had a test coming up. I just saw you Thursday night. When was it?"
Matt sat down. "It was Friday. You were stressed out by your midterm in Chemistry. I didn't want to put more pressure on your plate. Besides I have an incredible teacher who took me from an F to B- in less than 4 weeks."
Catherine beamed. "Matt it's all you. You did the work I just supervised" Catherine looked over the test. There were several problems similar to the ones he missed on the first test. He solved those with ease. Catherine then looked at the problems he missed. She took out her pencil and jotted down notes.