Hi Everyone! I can't believe it has been 7 months since I last posted. Life got crazy the second half of 2016. Some of that craziness will be revealed in the next parts. Hope you enjoy. Ms Pie.
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In the months following his break up with Cat, Matt replayed the last time he held her over and over. They were standing in the parking lot beside her car. She had refused his phone calls and emails for two weeks. He was desperate to see her.
Nicole had shown up at his apartment earlier in the week carrying a box of items she no longer wanted. Nicole gently told him to back off, to give Catherine time to figure things out. He tried to explain himself to Nicole to persuade her to intervene on his behalf. Nicole hugged him and told him her loyalty was with Cat.
Looking through the box was a dagger to the heart. There was a menu from the restaurant of their first date, a baseball from the batting cages, various photos from parties at Salem, and other assorted mementos. There were only two things missing the pearls he'd given her winter formal and the stuffed bumblebee. If she'd kept those then there had to be hoped.
He skipped track practice to wait for her in the parking lot of the Fine Arts Center. Catherine was a creature of habit. Thursday night was the student mass and she would then have dinner with the Catholic Student Union. After dinner, she would drive back to Salem meet Nicole in one of the practice rooms and then they would walk back to the dorm together.
Right on time, she pulled her blue civic into the parking lot. Matt jogged over to her car. She didn't seem shocked to see him. "Peach, I am going crazy here. I need to talk to you. I need you, Catherine..."
She looked at him and before he knew it tears started to fall from her eyes. Oh, those eyes...the look of betrayal and sadness would haunt his dreams for months. Matt reached out and took her in his arms. At first, she felt wooden and then she melted into him.
"I am so sorry Peach. I love you...we can get past this. Catherine, please say something?"
"Go home, Matthew." She pulled herself out of his arms. "I don't want to see you tonight or any other night. I need this... whatever it was... to be over. I can't trust you. And if I can't trust you then what do we have."
"You don't mean that Cat." Matt's words came out anguished. The weight on his chest was crushing him. "Peach...you don't mean that. You love me. You are always saying where there is love, anything is possible."
Catherine walked past Matthew. She looked at him with a coldness that sent a chill down his spine. "When exactly did you love me, Matthew? Did you love me when you were kissing her? Or maybe it was when you lied to me?"
"I am confused exactly how you show your love for me, Matthew." Catherine was screaming at him in the parking lot. Every word punctuated by hurt and anger.
"I didn't have sex with her Cat. I would never betray you."
"Matthew, you are the English major. Betrayal comes in many forms. And when you looked me in the eyes and lied to me, you betrayed me. You forfeited your place in my bed, my heart and my soul." The tears flowed freely from Cat.
"This is killing me. I loved you with every part of me."
"Loved? Do you mean that Cat? We can get past this. I thought we were each other's future." His voice was begging her. "Please, Catherine! I can't live without you! You are the air I breathe, the light in my darkness and the other part of my soul! We are soulmates, Catherine! You can't walk away from this!"
"Don't Matt! Do not make this harder than it is. If you love me, leave Matthew! Go Home! Don't call me! Let's part company. If you love me, you will stay away. Please..."
Matthew grabbed Catherine and kissed her. He kissed her with everything in his soul, everything in his heart and everything he needed her to know. With a final slap on the ass, he turned around and ran for his car. He ran from her tears, the pain in her voice and the look in his eyes.
In the years since he wondered what could he have said? What could he have done differently? How could he make her see they were supposed to be together? He'd always wondered what he would say to her if he saw her again.
April 2016
Time stood still the moment Matt turned around and saw Catherine. She stood there with a broad smile on her face clearly pleased with herself. "I can't believe you were going to jog by me and not say hello. I thought we were better friends than that."
Matt strode back to where she stood with her dogs. "The last time I tried to talk to you, a man rushed you out. For all I know, he trained these dogs to do the same." Catherine laughed. "Besides I did not know if you were happy to see me, Peach. As I remember, I am dead to you and you never were a fan of ghost stories." His blue-gray eyes peered into hers "Are you happy to see me, Cat? I am really happy to see you."
Catherine broke their eye contact first. Her heart was slamming against her chest and she could not catch her breath. One of the dogs saw a squirrel and lurched forward. Already feeling unsteady, Catherine fell forward and hit the paved path. When she tried to stand up, she lost her footing and slid back on the ground.
"Cat!" Matt was by her side in an instant. "Are you ok?" He grabbed her arm and helped her up slowly. "Oh God, Cat you're bleeding." Her left knee was a bloody mess and her shins were scratched up. "We need to get that knee cleaned up and bandaged. A small crowd had gathered to offer assistance. Catherine nodded she was ok. Somehow she still held on to the dogs' leashes. Cat looked down at her legs and suddenly felt dizzy.
"It's ok everyone, I got her." He wrapped his arm around Cat. He whispered into her ear "The sight of blood still makes you sick doesn't it." Cat nodded. "Don't worry I got you. Nothing bad is going to happen. I promise you, Peach, it will be ok. Just don't look. Now tell me where your car is so I can help you there."
"I didn't drive here. I live three blocks away so I walked here." Catherine's knee was starting to throb. "Gambit, you're a naughty dog." The dog paid no attention to her and continued sniffing the bushes. "Come on puppies, it's time to head home. Who wants a treat?" The magical word caught their attention. "I am ok, Matt, I think I can make it home from here. It's just a scrap; I will not bleed to death by the time I get home."
Cat, let me help you. If not for me, you wouldn't have stopped so I am partially responsible." He gave her a small frown. "Besides I know you, pain and blood are a very bad combination." He didn't loosen his grip around her.