Continuing the story that began with "Wonder in the Dark"
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The flight home from the band tour was awkward, confusing, and exciting in different ways for Byron Thomas. On the one hand the college sophomore felt an overwhelming sense of accomplishment, having made a dream come true by bedding Kay Miller on the final night of the trip, but how had his feelings for her become so strong so fast? And why did he feel regret and guilt about how he had gotten to this point?
Could the 19-year-old black football star have gotten the respectable married teacher to dance with him, let alone sleep with him, without having slipped ecstasy into her soda? Likely not, which was no doubt why her friend had suggested it - but did that make it OK? He would never forget the awe he had felt undressing her, seeing and feeling her body in his arms, the mind-blowing thrill of making such a classy mature lady feel his desire for her - and then feeling her cum for him. But, he also knew there was an element of wrongness about what he'd done, that she had given herself to him only half-willingly, and he feared it might block what he already knew he wanted - to be with Kay for keeps.
Which brought him back to the confusing part. Like most guys his age Byron had never been in a committed relationship and didn't really know what one was - as his girlfriends had been happy to tell him. Mainly because he saw them pretty much as his football teammates did - goals to be achieved. The hotter the girl, the bigger score.
That had pretty much been the same for him with Kay when she first caught his eye - although his college teammates might not get how the middle-aged teacher might represent a higher score than a hot blonde cheerleader, to Byron she was on another level of desirable. Partly because she seemed so out of reach, but also because she was so kind, so dedicated to the kids she taught, and so classy. Her purity drew him, made him want her to want him, and to share her goodness with him. In return, he would take care of her and fulfill her the way she deserved to be - and the way her husband couldn't, he knew.
But then again, that would create problems for her, personally and maybe even at work. He didn't want that...did he?
Byron slipped his hand into the pocket of his hoodie and sighed as Kay's silk panties - trophy of their magical night together - slipped through his fingers. She was both a dream and a reality. He had her and he couldn't let go, whatever it cost them both.
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On the other side of the plane, confusion also claimed the middle ground between excitement and fear in the mind of Kay Miller. With the welcome distraction of having shepherded the school kids through the airport behind her, the crazy experience the night before with Byron was all she could think about.
He had been appropriately cordial with her in front of the kids and other teachers this morning, but somehow the relief she should have felt about that wasn't there. Instead she felt...what? Surprise that he didn't want to hold her hand or kiss her? Even disappointment that he didn't? She was a 43-year-old married woman and he was a 19-year-old college student. It made no sense.
Or did it? Try as she might to block them, the memories of their night together kept flooding back. The intensity in his eyes when he held her. The passion raging out from his amazingly muscular frame, taut like a coiled spring. The extraordinary contrast of their dark and light bodies wrapping around one another. What she had felt so deeply when he...
No. She would not think of that. She must think of something else! But she couldn't.