*zzzzzz*.....*zzzzzz*.....The blue cell phone vibrated on the passenger seat as Justine accelerated through the yellow light and onto Germantown Road. She seized it quickly and flipped it open before it rang a third time.
"Hey, Laura. What's going on?"
"Justine! How're you doing? I was just wondering if you could drop by and help me out with my physics homework. I really don't get thermodynamics at all and Ms. Polack can't teach worth shit."
Justine smiled. "Sure! I was just heading over to McDonald's for a pumpkin pie. I'll drive over to your place as soon as I'm done."
She shut the phone as she approached the drive-thru and paid for two individual-size pumpkin pies, figuring Laura would appreciate the "brain food" as well. Then she navigated onto South Bend Street and made her way over to her friend's house.
The origin of Justine and Laura's friendship was unusual. They had first become acquaintances when Justine had dated Michael, Laura's older brother, two years previously. After Michael abruptly broke things off with Justine, she and Laura became even closer. Visiting Laura was always mildly uncomfortable when Michael was around, but she generally stayed in her friend's room, and didn't have to see him. Since her 18th birthday, she had occasionally sensed him watching her more closely, but she ignored him and he avoided contact with her, so nothing was ever mentioned about it.
Today was no exception. Justine grimaced slightly when she saw Michael's blue Saturn in the driveway, but she resolutely pulled up to the house and parked. When she rang the doorbell, books and McDonald's bag in hand, she heard chaos erupt within the house. The dogs went crazy and began to howl. In the window, Justine could barely make out the entryway. No one answered for a moment, then Laura flung the door open, breathless and red-faced.
"Sorry, Justine! I was just getting dressed and 'Douchebag' in there," she indicated the living room with her head, "didn't want to get up from the football game."
Justine shook her head and rolled her eyes. She hadn't expected anything more from Michael. Ever since they had broken up, he avoided her like the plague. She glanced over at him now, sitting on the couch, his eyes glued to the TV screen. He was home from college for the weekend, but as far as she could tell, he may as well have stayed in his dorm room. Whenever she hung out with Laura, he remained stationary on the sofa, budging only to fix himself food or to go outside to smoke.
His long brown hair hung around his face, obscuring his ears. It draped well past his shoulders. It was thick and full-bodied and (she hated to admit it) fun to grab, but it had hid his eyes when she used to kiss him, too. His eyes now reflected the blue-white glare of the television so that their deep brown hue was barely visible. At one time, she could have lost herself in the depthless pools of his eyes. That had been a long time ago, though. Now, they both averted their eyes on the infrequent occasions when they came in contact with each other. His feet were propped up on the coffee table and at this, she wrinkled her nose distastefully. He really was a slob. As if to reinforce her opinion of him, he belched heartily, and Justine and Laura rolled their eyes in unison.
Laura dashed upstairs and Justine, without a backwards glance at Michael, followed her up to her room. From the couch, Michael heard her feet land on the first stair step and his eyes followed the back of her head until she was gone from his line of sight. He sighed and returned his attention to the game.
In Laura's room, Justine spread out her textbooks to join her friend's pile of jumbled papers and books on the floor. Laura slipped a Rammstein CD into her computer disc drive and, to the soundtrack of German industrial heavy metal, she and Justine began their homework. Justine easily explained the concepts of heat measurement and energy transfer to her friend. Having taken physics her junior year as Laura was doing, Justine was now in AP Physics and was working with thermodynamics in her class too. Then, she helped Laura with her chemistry study guide and they both worked in amiable silence on their respective English homework. She stretched her curvaceous tan legs out on the floor and yawned. Justine was tired of high school.
As she wrote, she wondered, 'Why can't Laura just ask Michael about this stuff? He took chemistry and physics when he was in high school, and he was a straight-A student, too!' She gritted her teeth in irritation at Michael. When she swallowed, she realized that, in the hours they had been up there after eating her pumpkin pie, she had had nothing to drink. She was parched.
"I think I'm going to go down and get some water. I'll be right back."
Laura grunted from her comfortable position on the floor, her book, "A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court", blocking her face from view. As Justine descended the stairs, she tried to make her footfall light so she could sneak down without disturbing Michael. Perhaps if he didn't know she was there, he wouldn't be so firmly attached to the couch. She peeked around the corner and inspected the living room. Nope. No Michael. 'It works!' she thought with amusement. She whirled around and found herself staring at a broad chest.
At 5'5", Justine felt herself to be decently tall most of the time. Not so as Michael loomed over her, one eyebrow raised in question. At 5'11", he was tall enough that she had to tilt her head up to look him in the eye. He was standing so close to her, she could faintly smell his TAG deodorant and it made her head spin. 'He's an emotionally stunted dumb ass,' she told herself firmly, but she could not help feeling a jolt of electricity across her body when she was this close to him. She could feel herself blushing crimson.
Trying to dismiss her traitorous hormones, she stared up at him defiantly. It was the first time she and he had held eye contact this long since their break up and it was making her dizzy. 'This is stupid', she told herself. 'He's a selfish, lazy bastard.' Her body did not agree. She saw the slightly defined muscles of his biceps and couldn't help recalling how hard and strong his arms had felt against her back as he'd held her. His beard stubble, still a part of his "look", had scratched her neck and her chin when they had kissed. Justine tried to expel the memories from her mind but they kept popping up, unbidden. Her head was light from the scent of his deodorant. Nothing more. That was it, she was sure.
"Was there something you wanted?" she asked with an almost formal politeness. She was determined to let him know he couldn't faze her.
Michael shook his head as if to clear it. He hadn't been this close to Justine since he had broken up with her several years ago and now, all the old feelings, rushes, and urges came crashing back. He saw the outline of her breasts through her long-sleeved shirt and remembered how pink and hard her nipples had been when he'd kissed them, how soft her breasts had been when he'd grabbed them in his hands. He saw her soft brown hair. She had cut it since they'd dated. Her large blue eyes, framed by long dark lashes, gazed into his brown ones and for one breathless moment, he wanted to wrap his arms around her as he had two years ago.
He shook himself out of his reverie at the sound of her voice, casually polite and crisp. It gave no indication of any feeling. It was like a line from a commercial. Of course she didn't still like him after two years of non-communication. She was just trying to be friendly for Laura's sake. He told himself this, and then he noticed her flushed cheeks. His pulse began to increase. She looked as she had when he had ground himself against her on the couch. He remembered her messy hair, her expression of ecstasy, and her beautiful, sexy blush.
It was stupid, he knew. She'd probably smack him. One part of his brain screamed at him, 'Don't be an idiot, Michael! She doesn't want you anymore!' Almost of its own accord, though, his hand began to rise.