Suced Off the 19 Year Old Neighbor

So guys something strange and at the same time nice thing happened😅

So first of all to introduce myself I'm a 42 year old Milf who is married about 15 years ago now. I live a quiet normal boring family life. About 2 weeks ago we moved out from our city to another city nearby, which is just 30 mins away with the car. My now ex hubby found another job there and we wanted to be as near as possible to it.

There things started to takeoff as we introduced ourselves to the neighbors, it's mostly old people there, but right next to us there is a 19 year old student, who is living there by his own. For safety reasons we exchanged numbers first, just for example when he receives a package from us or we go on vacation just to keep everything in check.

The day after we exchanged numbers he started texting me that it was nice to meet us and especially me and that I can come to him everytime if I need some help in the new neighborhood. I told him thanks and didn't really think much about that, but he just didn't stop texting me he then changed the topic and asked if this guy who I introduced him too was my husband and I told him yes. He seemed okay with it and responded like he didn't care about it and we moved on from there.

Suddenly after 2 weeks he texted me again and surprisingly I had a little fight with my husband right before that. I started crying in the living room and my husband did go to our bed room, closed the door and just didn't give me any attention or apologized. I was soo sad and didn't know what to do and remembered our 19 year old neighbor. I texted him and told him about what happened and he immediately responded that I can come to his house and talk with him about that.

I first thought about that, but as silly as I was I did it, because I felt so lonely and not appreciated and was kind of bored too after the fight. I then went to his house nearby while still wearing my home bikini. We talked about 2 hours straight, but not just about the fight but very deep things too. He consoled me and told me that he understood why I'm sad and overall just gave me a good feeling.

After a while things started to get a little more serious. In a moment I calmed down he gone through my hair and started looking deep in my eyes and I looked too. Suddenly he reached out for the kiss and we made out like 3 minutes and touched ourselves. It felt great and it was a feeling I haven't felt for a long time. It was so sensational and he just kept kissing me like we were together for a long time.

After 5 minutes we both were completely naked and I told him to stand up from his coach. I got on my knees looked him in the eyes and started kissing his dick first. As you guys may know Milfs love to tease younger guys so I started licking his balls too. He moaned very loud and I knew he would love it. After that I deepthroated his dick and looked him in the eyes while doing it. He closed his eyes, because he was so stimulated.

I must say I sucked his soul out. I must admit that I never gave my ex hubby a blowjob like that before and that this was by far my best blowjob I ever gave. He only lasted like 3mins and busted in my mouth. As a good milf I swallowed everything and told him how good it tasted. After I sucked him off he got me up standing again and kissed me on my lips and said "now I want you to come here everyday". I felt weird, because I cheated on my husband but at the same time felt joy, because I felt appreciated again and happy. I told him in a feeling of pleasure that I would love to come again.

My feelings are mixed right now on the one hand I enjoyed it and would want that feeling over and over again on the other hand I felt sorry for my husband. I'm thinking about getting divorced and then living with the neighbor boy forever, so we can have many great times like this together. I want to listen to what my heart says not my head.

I don't know if I did the right thing or not, I would be interested what you think about it?