This story has themes of public molestation. This is for fictional use only. I don't condone this behavior.
All characters are over 18.
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Puck
My legs trembled as I finally reached the subway platform. I leaned against one of the pillars, steadying myself, taking a few quick deep breaths, trying to calm the tension that had been building inside me all day.
I lazily glanced around the subway platform, it was packed with people, but for a Friday afternoon, this was normal.
Usually, being in a place like this wouldn't bother me, but today was different. I felt anxious, worried. I felt out of place. Unable to fade into the crowd. It was terrifying!
You're just overreacting. You're fine. No one's looking at you. No one knows.
I told myself, calming me down.
Two more stops, I'd be home, and this crazy adventure of a day would finally be over. I fixed my dress and turned on my phone's camera to do one last check. My makeup and hair still held up, which was perfect.
I grinned at the cute girl I saw in my reflection. Still completely passable. I felt delighted. I'd been out shopping for the last few hours, and as far as I could tell, not a soul suspected I was a guy.
I basked in my silent victory, although I wasn't surprised that no one could tell.
I've always had a more feminine figure: A soft face, long hair, small frame, short height, high voice, and hips/booty on the bigger side, courtesy of my mom. If I had a dollar for every time someone has mistaken me for a girl, I wouldn't be broke, that's for sure.
I shifted in place; the tightness in my gut was making me antsy. I tried to take my mind off it and straighten my dress a little.
I softly smiled, glancing down at my clothes. I loved this dress.
It was a black and white gothic Lolita dress; I'd gotten it at an anime convention. It was from an anime I'd never heard of, but it looked modern enough to wear in public, so I bought it. It's super cute, and I feel super cute wearing it.
I did soft turns watching the smooth fabric twirl back on forth. Wearing a dress was such a freeing feeling. At this point, I didn't even want to think about going back to guys' clothes.
Amazingly, having just finished a small shopping spree and buying more cute girls' clothes, I could delay the inevitable for a little while longer. I smiled to myself, excitement bubbling up.
I heard the rumble of the subway, and the platform started to lightly shake as it rolled into the station. The intense ache deep inside me returned. I took another set of deep breaths trying to calm down. I couldn't wait to get home.
Maybe coming out like this was a bad idea.
The doors of the train opened with a hiss, and people exited. It was at this moment that I realized how many people were in the station. It was rush hour, after all. Mostly everyone here just got out of work and was heading home.
I joined the large crowd of people as we poured into the train cars. "God! It's so packed in here!"
It was standing room only, but even that was an understatement. Everyone was shoulder to shoulder, pushing up against one another.
"So much for personal space." I clutched my shopping bag tightly. Feeling the nervousness spike up again.
I hope no one notices.
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Beatrice
I put on sunglasses and tugged my ball cap down, lowering my head and lifting my jacket hood. I had to make sure to hide my face as I headed down into the subway.
Scanning my ticket at the terminal, I glanced to the left, making sure to keep my head down.
There's a security camera over there. Face the other way. I reminded myself.
I stuck my hands in the pockets of my oversized hoodie, looking down at the men's shoes I wore and the baggy jeans that sagged over them.
I stood on the platform amongst the crowd. Moving my hand in front of my face. I famed rubbing my nose as I tried to hide the devilish smirk that now sprawled across my lips.
I couldn't help it. I was just so excited. It was Friday, and once again, here I was, back in the train station for my weekly... let's say, "activity."
I had been waiting so desperately for today since last Friday. It was the highlight of my week, after all.
Every Friday for the last month or so, I'd come down to the subway station during the busiest part of the day. I'd dress up like a guy to make sure I wasn't recognized, all so I could touch beautiful girls on the train.
Can you imagine what would happen if people found out a 30-something-year-old woman of my standing was going around touching women on the subway? I had to take precautions.
It's strange, but it seemed to be the only way I could get myself off these days. Porn had gotten bland, and hiring escorts was no fun anyway. I needed excitement--the thrill of the unexpected and a sweet innocent to impose my will upon. I lived for it.
I bit my lip feeling myself starting to get aroused already. After my "play session" on the train, I couldn't wait to head back home and finish myself off.
I quickly glanced around the platform, trying to spot this week's plaything.
"Oh... What do we have here?" I whispered to myself.
Across the platform, there she stood.
My eyes had been drawn to her dress first. It was a cute doll-like dress, black with white accents and covered in frills. It looked like something a Victorian Catholic school girl would wear. That alone piqued my interest.
My eyes scanned up her body. Black flats. White stockings. That adorable dress. And... Oh my. Her long wavy black hair and the way it framed that cute soft face. Plump pink lips. Gorgeous eyes. Oh wow...
She looked so innocent. "Beautiful... Absolutely perfect..." She was young, obviously early twenties.
I watched her as she swayed her hips and softly smiled, her dress flowing with her movement. It was so adorable.
I kept watching her, adoring the little things about her. Her soft curves, the way she nervously played with her hair.
I felt like I could watch her playful beauty forever, but the lit flame inside me had more devious plans.
A short while later, the train arrived. We started for one of the cars. The number of people was perfect. Way too close and way too many to suspect anything.
I made sure to keep as close behind her as I could. My heart raced. Warmth spread through my chest. It was time.
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Puck
The subway car was stuffed to the brim with people. I ended up pressed facing the door. It was so tight I couldn't even turn around.
At this moment, I officially swore I hated people. These many people weren't meant to all fit in one place. I thanked the Lord that I didn't have claustrophobia because this would be a nightmare.
I looked out the window and watched as the platform slid away and disappeared, quickly being replaced with the stark blackness of the underground tunnel.
I felt someone shifting behind me, and I remembered what was going on. Reminded of how I was dressed and how I looked, my paranoia returned.
What if I was found out here? I couldn't run. I couldn't hide. I'd be stuck for the next 10 to 20 minutes as people stared and gawked at me.
My imagination started up, and the image of everyone turning to look at me came to mind.
"What?! That's a boy?!"
"Eww, that's disgusting!"
"Who does that?"
"You need Jesus."
Voices played in my head as the faces I imagined held looks of disgust and mocking.
I closed my eyes and focused, trying to shut out all the negative thoughts.
But they all quickly vanished as my attention was pulled somewhere else.