I get off the counter, straighten my underwear and put my jeans back on, I throw my torn shirt in the thrash and go to my room. I slam my door shut, huffing and puffing. I'm feeling bad, I feeling pissed off, scared and I can't do a damn thing about it, I want to rip his face off. I refuse to accept...
embrace,
this situation. I have another bloody wash for day and put on some new underwear and my white fluffy robe. Perhaps I can stand a chance against him if I knew more about him so I get my laptop out, lie on my bed and Google him.
It's all the predictable stuff, rich family, excellent university, graduated top of his class, started a successful money making firm and invested in numerous businesses which are currently sky rocketing in the financial world. Nothing personal,
oh wait there's something,
my heart starts beating really fast and then sinks to the ground, an article on the engagement of multi millionaire mogul James Dornan and Edith Lane, the daughter of a billionaire businessman. This article is from 3 months ago,
he's ENGAGED!
I burst into tears, not because he's engaged, I wasn't hoping on a happy ever after, fairytale bullshit ending with him, it's the fact that he's going to go live happily ever after and I have to live with his actions for the rest of my life. He wanted once last good fuck before he got married, it all makes sense now, why he brought me here, I'm curious though how the fuck is he going to continue this at home. How is possible for someone to be so selfish. I feel so used, dirty and absolutely cheap. There is nothing special about me, I'm just an easy target, a nobody that he could get away with doing this to. I curl into a ball and cry uncontrollably on my bed for couple hours, it's dark now and I'm officially broken.
He opens my room door, "I've got something for you." he beams, I don't respond, I don't look at him, I don't move. He walks to the side of my bed and looks down at me, "I see you still feeling sorry for yourself." he says sounding bored. I see red and go berserk. I take my laptop and fling it at him, hard, "YOU SICK FUCK!" I yell hysterically. It hits his shoulder and crashes on the floor. He grunts in pain. Before I even take in what I did, he grabs me from the bed and throws me across the room against the wall. I land on the ground in a fetal position, whimpering. I feel dizzy. He pulls me up by the collar of my robe and makes me stand against the wall, "I'm sick of your fuckin tantrums!" he shouts in my face, he looks so scary. "You hurt me now I'm going to hurt you!" he spits out, with that he slams my head against the wall and I'm out cold.
I wake up in pain,
my head is killing me,