Ben awoke to Laura stroking his hair while his face nuzzled against her naked breast. How long had he been out? He shook violently at the memory of where things had gone last night. He had a splitting headache. He didn't remember getting under the blanket. He recalled the look on Laura's face as he had begged her to stop. She was usually so kind to him. What the hell had gotten into her? It was like she had been possessed by a demon. He couldn't deny how much it had turned him on, but things had gone too far. She could have killed him.
"Are you OK, baby?" Laura asked in the gentlest, kindest voice she could muster.
"Uh yeah, I'm OK. I have a bad headache though." Ben replied timidly. "I don't remember getting into bed. Did you move me in here yourself after, y'know...?"
"Oh Ben, I'm really sorry. I got so carried away. I thought you were enjoying it still; I didn't realise how badly I was choking you until you passed out. I freaked out and thought I might have killed you for a second, but you came to quite quickly, though you were dazed and confused. I helped you brush your teeth and get into bed. I'm so sorry! You don't hate me, do you?" She hugged him and planted little kisses on his forehead as lovingly and gently as possible.
Ben thought to himself for a minute, feeling vulnerable and still a bit frightened. "No of course not. I could never hate you. And obviously I was enjoying it, up until a point. What the hell got into you? I begged you to stop and you just kept going. If I knew you were going to knock me out, I obviously wouldn't have let you choke me like that. It's too dangerous."
"Maybe we just need a safe word or something for next time, so we know when it's not just play-talk? And I hate to tease you in this moment, but you didn't 'let' me do anything. I think that's what I liked so much about it, Ben. I really felt so much stronger than you, that you couldn't have stopped me if you wanted to. It was such a rush. I never thought of myself as being that much stronger than you, but it just kinda activated some sort of alpha-confidence in me and I really enjoyed it, as you could surely tell."
"Alright, alright. I admit you are stronger than me in arm wrestling. There's no way I can deny that. And I did really enjoy most of last night, but I don't think I want this to like, be our thing, or whatever. I don't want you to think of me as some little weakling. Honestly, if I wasn't so focused on trying to make you cum, I wouldn't have let you choke me like that. Plain and simple."
Ben didn't really know why he had gotten so defensive all of a sudden. He didn't even believe what he was saying. Laura was clearly stronger than him and he knew that she had been into MMA at one point, so it was almost guaranteed that if she tested his statement, it would end badly for him. Shamefully, he liked the fact that Laura was stronger than him. He had always liked that she looked strong and after last night, he knew that this was a kink for him.
"OK little fella, if you say so," she teased. "Anyway, I'm pleased you're ok and I'm sorry that I hurt you. You know I like you, and I loved last night. I really hope it hasn't put you off, because I do want to explore this dynamic with you more. Would that be OK?"
Ben sighed and slowly nodded his head. "OK. We can try playing around with it again, but I don't want you treating me like that in public."
"Of course not, baby. It'll be between us, I promise. You're OK right? I'm going to have a shower."
Ben felt ashamed of himself for not being more masculine. Surely Laura would lose interest in him now. He recalled the way she had described his penis as "weak and pathetic." Did she mean that or was she just playing? He had always thought the sex between them had been good (it had been the best sex he had ever had), but there was no denying that he'd never made her orgasm like she did last night. He figured he'd best try and let go of these fears and roll with this if Laura wanted him too.
When he looked at his face in the mirror, he noticed his eyes were bloodshot and there were little purple dots all around his eyes. He freaked out and did a quick google to discover that this was the result of having the blood vessels broken, due to the pressure from Laura's choking. Ben felt sick to his stomach. Why on earth did this turn him on so much? What was wrong with him?
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A couple of nights later, after work, Ben went around to Laura's apartment. He walked into her room to find her lying seductively on her bed, dressed in black lacy lingerie. She looked incredible. In moments like this, Ben had to pinch himself to make sure that he hadn't just imagined that they were a couple.
Covered in tattoos head to toe, her toned stomach and perfect breasts were mesmerizing. Ben took in her long, thick, muscular legs and strong arms, as he recalled the damage of the other night. He thought about how much stronger Laura's arms were than his and staring at her amazing, thick, tattooed thighs, shuddered at thought of how much stronger they must be even than that. Ben's cock was already rock hard as he approached his goddess.
Laura sat up and looked him dead in the eyes. "I want to play a game like last time," she said, "but this time there should be stakes."
"Stakes? What do you mean?" Ben didn't like the sound of this. Couldn't they just ease into it? He tried to conceal his worry.
"Well... Since you said that last time you 'let' me choke you..." Ben was deeply regretting that conversation now. "Why don't we put a little bet on whether or not you can stop me from making you tap out?"
"Tap out? What? Are we going to fight? I don't know about that Laura. That sounds dangerous. What if I end up hurting you. I don't want to be the guy that hit his girlfriend." Ben said, instantly regretting his words, as he realized how they would land.
Laura laughed loudly. "Ben! Firstly, you know that's not what's going to happen." She stood up and Ben noticed for the first time that she was wearing heels as she now stood a couple of inches taller than him. "It won't be a fight. We'll just play wrestle on the bed and see who comes out on top. No hitting, just grappling, OK? It'll be fuuun. I promise."
Laura kissed him and Ben felt up her incredible body, giving in to the seduction as he looked up at her. "OK Laura, so what are we betting? A massage? Dinner?"
"I thought," Laura replied whilst stroking Ben's cheek and staring deep into his eyes, "that the winner could get to fuck the other, however they liked." She grinned menacingly as she said this.
Ben felt butterflies all through his stomach. "Um, yeah OK. That sounds good. I mean, either way we both win, right? Haha."
"That's the spirit, gorgeous. You win either way!"
"If I ask you to stop this time though, you absolutely must. Last time was way too dangerous. You have to promise me," Ben said, anxiously recalling the panic he had felt seeing his girlfriend decide to choke him even harder when he'd her to stop asked last time.
"Of course, Benny. Even better, why don't we have a safe word. That way there won't be any confusion, like there was last time. You just say "bananas" and I promise I will completely stop. That'll be the safe word," Laura said, still towering over him in her heels holding his face delicately and kissing him on the lips.
Ben didn't understand what had been so confusing about his begging her to let him go last time but agreed anyway.
Laura took her high heels off and made her way to the king-sized bed. Ben undressed to his underwear and climbed onto the bed, too. Laura poked him in his soft belly and teasingly said, "I love that you want to do this with me. I just find it so hot. Even though you know that you are going to lose, you are indulging me. Thank you."
"Alright. That's enough shit talk. You are too arrogant. You beat me in an arm wrestle and then choked me whilst I was eating you out. We weren't even fighting. I didn't know I was supposed to resist. This time it's different and I don't think you're as strong as you suddenly seem to think you are." Ben said, readying himself, watching Laura's smile grow. He could see that she liked him talking back to her. Maybe internally, there was a part of him that wanted to egg her on, so that he could see that psychotic version of her again.
Laura lunged at Ben, before he could think. He did his best to move to the side but lost his balance and fell, and in that split second Laura was on his back and wrapping her arm around his neck.
"Not fair! I wasn't ready," Ben said. Laura ignored him and proceeded to lock in a chokehold on his neck. Ben flailed around trying to find something to grab on to, so that he could pry himself from Laura's grip, but there was nothing within reach. He was flat on his stomach now and her arm was locked right under his chin. This was bad.
"I'm not squeezing right now," Laura said, "but as soon as I want to, I can knock you out, just like last time."
Ben reached up and felt Laura's arm, so strong and yet barely flexed. He knew she was right. He felt her breasts pressed against his back and her breath against his cheek. Laura suddenly started to laugh and bucked her hips, slamming into Ben's butt.
"Time to give up Benny boy and let me have my way with you. You know you want me anyway, no use resisting. That was too easy. I can take you whenever I want to, and you know it."
Ben tapped her arm, but she didn't release him. Instead, she squeezed harder. "What the fuck? I give, let me go!" Ben said.
"Say that I'm stronger than you and that I can take you whenever I want." She slammed into his butt again, pretending as though she was fucking him from behind.
Ben felt tears in his eyes and said it. "You are stronger than me and you can take me whenever you want. Please Laura!"